life sux

my life sux.. y?

b4 e sun even appear, at ard 5 i woke up.. and i left hse even b4 sun come out too..

den i lead a "wat am i doing" time from a v "short" time of almost whole day? till 5.30 if nth goes wrong or 7 8 or even 9 plus if something does goes wrong.. hey wait.. oen more.. cant even go home..

den on my way home.. my head will be hopelessly bobbing ard cos i am too tired to be awake.. even nid some kinda souls (one reason or another they are nv chinese) to wake me up when i reach e final station..

next when i reach lakeside (mrt station nearest to my home) its either dark (cos its raining or sun goes dwn aready) or wif a stomach growling or shld i sae roaring as loud as a lion.. and wif my weight in my mind.. cant get anything to eat too..

den when i reach home, go on com, take a bath.. after a game or 2 of dota, or even some ep of anime, or some hrs of tv watching, its time to slp.. oh wait sometime did neither jus come back n knock off~

so dere it is.. life jus sux.. however tinking along.. i seriously hope my life wun be like dis after my uni life.. i believe dere is somehting more intersting out dere.. one dream tat keeps me going is to go japan after i ord.. and hope can go to ayumi arena tour.. after watching tat us guy's report.. i am buzzing wif excitement whenever i tink i might be able to go.. well.. hope my dream wil come true..

Arena tour

wah came across dis lucky fan who went to jap for a tour n managed to get a tix to AYUMI arena tour.. SO LUCKy... u noe wat? next mar.. hopefully dere is another one arena tour n i will spend watever i have to get e same tix too!!

here is e link, im telling u its wonderful exp!! boy after reading it.. how i wish i am rite dere rite now!!!

haircut

jus gt a haircut today.. same hairdresser, same orders, but it sux.. zzz

hahah ridiculously funi..

today i heard e most ridiculous thing ever in my ever happening NSF life..

well tat is a REGULAR officer seem to be JEALOUS over a NSF sgt who going to fark off in less den a yr.. 347 days to be exact...

imagine dis.. dis nsf sgt whu type one extra letter to a name.. kanna complain.. not in his face but to his even higher superior.. (not mentioning names to protect personnel.. not tat its not obvious enuff).. as tat suay sgt, i am farking pissed.. y? not becos i tink its not my fault.. yes its my fault cos i didnt check.. but i am pissed becos its jus dis one farking tiny mistake and she make such a big fuss.. oh yeah gt another incident..

i was oso tasked to watch a video n to review if it was shown b4.. being e short memory me.. i wun even bother to remember wats in e video.. apparently (not v sure but.. ) i was oso beign complained for a slack attitude to work.. HAHAHA.. wat a joke.. come on.. if i can remember all.. my brain wud probably nid to go for operation to remove a tumour..

den again.. i was wondering whether i am really at fault.. den something happen again.. sadly speaking.. dis suay sgt is involved again.. dis time dis sgt is e office duty personnel whu supposed to come out wif RO... routine orders to those whu duno.. her orders was to have it at her desk at 3pm everyday.. well being a SUPERIOR officer.. we all obeyed.. n she nv check it on time anyway.. so today while dis sgt is being tasked to do another thing.. as he as completed almost the whole thing leaving jus additions to add it if any, he didnt return to jus do n complete it on time.. GUESS WAT.. she's so punctual tat my frd start calling a while later after 3.. saying she asking for it.. well well, wat struck her.. she suddenly realise she cant always be so late den delaying or wat??

den she took e letter out again.. announce to whole office asking whu do e letter.. y add e letterhead inappropriately.. well she definitely gt sudden loss of memory cos jus a day earlier she was complaining tat dis sgt type wrongly and she cannot remember whu do e letter.. den she explain e letterhead affair to everyone but e sgt whu is not dere.. when dis sgt come back, she didnt breathe a word.. ooh.. wats tat man? a trap? trap tat she can sae she announce but the sgt didnt bother to find out?

correct me if i am wrong.. is dis regular whu wud be in army for a v long time jealous of dis nsf whu is farking off in 300 over days..?? i am so stunned for words.. den again its so funi.. hahaha.. y she so scared of nsf.. LOL.. like i will affect her pay n all tat.. all this onli reflect her unprofessionalism.. oh yeah.. professionalism is one core value or e army.. did she 4get her basic right?? my mum says she is jealous.. i wonder wat of.. haiz.. woman.. or shld i sae.. ba~~ba~~

anyway i will definitely apologise if any of e data above is incorrect..

haha another memory of my ever interesting office life.. where politics so real.. in fact i tink i am in a real war in office.. compared to my peers in combat units.. y? cos i everyday facing artilleries.. grenades... lucky i am leaving war zone in 347 days..

25 march.. merseyside derby

WAT a MATCH.. liverpool everton..

gerrard sent off in 18 min.. unlike his usual self but whu cares.. we gt xabi alonso whu did a gerrard performance.. everywhere on e pitch.. inspiring e whole team..

and wat can u sae abt e last goal.. jus BRILLIANT.. kewell from outside e box send a curling left kick into the corner.. UNSTOPPABLE.. OWNING...

YUCKS

today went to hospital to see my frd whu tore his ligament during 3x jump.. damn i feel so sad.. although he seem cheery and all but i'm sure he feel uncomfortable.. afterall he's supopsed to do his masters and was supposed to fly to australia in 5 days.. gt apartment car everything liao.. sad... even grad ceremony oso cant go..

if is me.. i will probably go into depression.. cos tat will mean farking long canot play soccer..

anyway on e way home.. on e train.. gt dis pair of lesbians.. geez.. holding each other waist n giving kisses... (okie they may look a bit like pecks but sitll gross) worse stil.. neither one is sexy, gd looking, hot.. both were well a bit big size.. e most gross is tat they actually standing next to me in a packed train.. wat a suffering..

typical suayness

i am farking suay ar!!!! buay tahan..

first on duty on my PRECIOUS SAT = no soccer...

next some stupid contracter nv go to my mdm hse on time.. den she no time come camp to pack her stuff = another sat i hav to come back again = no soccer again

den some stupid clerk type bro wrong.. den end up no one come take over duty from me.. stuck in camp feeling lost n dulan till 9 plus..

den when i come home i see my auction for e limited edition ayumi poster for her latest arena tour 06 still available.. i tot my at least consolation.. however some farker outbid me in e last min.. zzz dere goes my poster.. cant find it in auctions le..

zzz.. hope tonite liverpool giv me more luck.. i desperately nid it

my skin

for those tat know me, i have white spots on my back..

while my mum (being a mother) went to some chinese sinseh shop to buy some ointment which is supposed to cure these white spots and rashes..

well guess wat it done?

it make my tanned skin look like it jus gt sunburn.. not red but peeling off..

even more impt is tat.. i dun mind if my tanned skin (e one thing which i tink i can be quite proud of becos i tink it look quite okie) is peeled along wif e white spots but to my HORROR... e white spots stays which my skin peels.. OMG...

well den again maybe tats wat it supposed to do... make my skin peel off n become white like those white spots??

anyway today on e bus see dis ger wif dis big big eyes n put on a smile throughout e journey.. cant stop myself from peeking over my newpaper..

oh yeah last but nt least.. notice dis week e post extremely lot?? cos i will be on duty on sat.. T_T cannot go home must stay in camp to PICK UP PHONE CALL.. and manage KEYS.. oh yeah and oso taking LUNCH n DINNER for e other duty personnel.. wat duty am i doing? i am doing duty clerk.. oops i mean duty maid...

Ystd

yes another post.. yes ystd again.. im so sorry ystd jus too lazy to blog..

anyway ystd while i was searching on ebay i found dese 2 real beautiful n i mean GORGEOUS poster of AYUMI HAMASAKI (whu else.. ) its for her upcoming arena tour 06 or shld i sae e ongoing arena tour 06..

its jus so lovely.. its a b2 size poster and make me wanna go for it.. haha gt tink abt 4 days.. lets wait till i am in e mood to subscribe to paypal n i shall begin bidding.. guess it will mark my start as a ebay-ian...

and oh yeah i going to make a wish list soon.. watch out for tat.. anyway its going to be filled wif many unrealistic wishes so yeah.. jus 4 entertainment..

Gd Morning 3SG!!

haha i gt a shock of my life ystd.. dis is wat happens..

on my way to e cookhse i saw my frd wif an extremely black face.. after saying hi i jus continue walking towards e cookhse..

den i saw his section of recruits.. i can kinda noe y his face so black le..

den as i was walking >> "2,3,4 gooooddd mooorrning 3rd sergeant..."

haha i was so stunned!!! first time being greeted like dis.. lol

黄义达 - 一秒的安慰

闭上眼就看见你的侧脸
这感觉像你还靠在我肩
沿着你眉间轻抚忧郁的眼
让失眠的我守在你的梦里面
想听见你的呼吸在耳边
这音乐能平静我的一切
明天再遥远不过是训练
训练多疼你一点

一秒的安慰
是我想你的滋味
微甜的滋味
让我能去面对
欠你的安慰
尽管你从不曾说累
你寂寞的眼我发现
对你总不够体贴

一秒的安慰
是那思念的滋味
微甜的滋味
给你力气面对
温柔的安慰
让它流入你的心扉
给我机会去体会
生命里有你多美

想听见你说的任何字眼
会温暖这颗心忘了疲倦
再多的考验不过是训练
训练更多的了解


一秒的安慰
是我想你的滋味
微甜的滋味
让我能去面对
欠你的安慰
尽管你从不曾说累
你寂寞的眼我发现
对你总不够体贴

一秒的安慰
是那思念的滋味
微甜的滋味
给你力气面对
温柔的安慰
让它流入你的心扉
给我机会去体会
生命里有你多美

movies

suddenly.. i jus wanna watch movie all day all nite!

memorable..

today (as of fri) was okie.. quite a meaningful day for me.. y do i sae so? becos of

1 more yr to ORD!,

i actually woke up so earli in e morning, choing to expo for book fair.. jus to buy comic..,

went to chinese physician, gt an accupenture on my elbow and damn it HURTS!!!,

again on e physician, he rub my shin n god damn i would have kick him wif my other leg..,

went to celeb my frd bdae when its almost an week over,

watch a ffarking gross show i,e date movie.. its hilarious n gross..

last but not least, we actually went to lan shop play lan. the last time was like abt sec 2? or was it sec 3? tats abt 4 to 5 yrs back..

oh yah e v last.. we actually played CS and found ourselves hopelessly noob.. 4get how to tok, used to e old weapon buying end up all buy wrong.. n how we miss those fast tempo head shots n best of all i actually killed my frd wif a h.e grenade.. e one n onli grenade killer tonite.. haha..

in fact i really miss CS.. maybe i might get my hands on it spread to my frds n viola.. BANG BANG BANG

1

FINALLI e time has come

its 1 YR... YESH 1 YR LEFT..

gambatte-ne..

sore loser

they sae pic saes a thousand word.. so here it goes...



today v sian sia... farking morinho.. (as u can see i dun even bother trying to fix e spelling dere..) wat best team lost.. ur equaliser is jus a piece of luck which has nv every since to desert u since u came.. how gd can ur team be man.. barca shld win by 2 goals u idiot..

haha todya tried drawing on paint.. its not a pleasant exp but e outcome quite gd.. now left e hair part which i tink is e most difficult part.. hmm when its done i shall transfer to my phone.. its in my office.. hehe...

sian somehow gt feeling tonite may get owned.. hope eveyrthing goes well..

oh yeah ayumi new single out.. startin.. opening theme to omnimusha4!!!! haha quite cool.. and her mv to one of her single born to be.. not really nice.. too much bright lights in e backgrd.. cant see e lovely ayu..

and her countdwn live dvd is oso coming out soon.. cant wait to get my hands on them.. hehe

btw tip of e day: " dun ever try reading on history of glue.. y? cos u will get stuck"

OUCH...

another short meaningless post..

out of a sudden, i felt tat i am full of injuries.. yes my knees(status unknown), my right leg jus above my ankle(minor), my right elbow (quite a serious one.. haven really recover), n now i suspect my right big toe (hope nth serious, cant lift it up w/o pain) and a right ankle tat seem really strained.. oh yah my left shin too.. which i suspect suffer e same injury as e one above my ankle..

haha and all those but i dun dare see doc.. y?? call me a coward for i fear e worst.. i am afraid i am no longer able to jog, run, play basketball, n my usual sat soccer game.. w/o my weekly soccer game i will feel wierd n stiff n unable to function..

lets hope it will recover all on its own.. haiz.. if onli i can wake up one day n do not fear all these injuries every single day.. its kinda mentally taxing..

last but not least a qns: how long does it take to 4get a crush n how to get over it?
(i gt dis qns when i heard dis ger on radio whu cant get over her crush on her sch teacher so it jus get me pondering...)

gd deed

i feel proud of myself today..

qns: U happen to be in e same bus as dis lovely jc student and she happen to walk in same direction which u are going.. den u see a uncle drop his spec box (i duno if dere is spec inside) abt slightly less den 2m awy.. will u a) continue following tat lovely jc student, or b) run to e spec box pick it up and dash towards e uncle which is trying to chase a bus???

amazingly i chose b).. hehe i done a gd deed.. and of cos i lost sight of tat lovely jc student.. den again.. it kinda shows i not tat despo afterall.. hee

Feeling Old...

Ystd after my mahjong game...(of which i tio own.. haha), on my way home i suddenly felt old..

y do i sae so?

when we were younger.. whenever we go out.. close 1 eye oso can agar see grp of over 10.. as time goes by.. e grp become 10, den 7.. b4 u noe it its 4.. and after a while it seem tat most of the time while u are out, u are alone.. (okie tats for singles like me) somehow there will be dis sudden surge of loneliness feeling coming.. when u see surrounding u are either couples or a big grp of frds.. of cos a small bunch of losers like me. probably tats y i hate going out of e hse..

and oso maybe due to e fact tat i seen some idol drama n some romance comic, (hey wats wrong wif tat?? they are not jus limited to females okie?) sometimes i wonder those strange encounter tat create sparkle will actually happen in real life.. cos sometime i really do hope it happen on me.. (sound like some stupid idiot rite??) call me dumb but i really hope some fantasy like tat do happen.. hahaha

den again.. i am still serving NS.. wat else can i expect other den more males... haiz..