9

9 more days to ORD and i am so happy yah!!!
ord ord o~~~r~~~d!!!!

woooo.. nv felt so excited b4.. its next fri.. my big day.. or rather my next step in life.. i have always share wat i learn during my 2 year exp.. so im not going to talk abt it again.. not v pleasant i should say...

anyway its only now.. that i suddenly realise.. oh shit.. so many things not yet planned or decided... i say wanna learn driving.. nth done... wanna go overseas? passport not done, haven cfm trip n stuff...

OMG!!!!

but nonetheless.. i am going to enjoy this period.. when i am free.. b4 i land into busy studies.. and b4 i need to step into this ugly workplace arena again..

refreshed...

after lazing around for a few weeks... finally go for a run today..

abt 1/2 of what i usually run.. and i am panting like twice more.. haha.. weak..

but nevertheless.. felt refreshed..

next.. back to another day of lazing.. hmm mayb i should start flipping papers to find a job..

Meddle meddle

after meddling with my psp e whole day, finally downgraded it to 1.5 and upgrade to the latest open firmware..

yesh.. tat means a potential classical rpg best seller ff7 on psp.. how cool...

and also a whole lot of nice games which we have forgotten.. and of cos the world of homebrews which i have been missing for the past few months..

today entertain guest.. haha quite a bad host..

dun care.. tml shall dig myself into more homebrews and try to get everyhting working..

in short.. my place is in a mess..

Trailers

potential movie of the year... heres one of e latest trailer with venom in it.. coool!!!!

Spiderman 3:


Other movie trailers to enjoy.. worth the time..

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle:



Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer:


Transformer:


game trailers...

Final Fantasy Crisis Core PSP:

(OMG.. even more wanna get this game..)

Blue Dragon XBOX 360:

(from DBZ character design.. with ff music creator)

Sonic:

(i nv know sonic can be so cool!!@)

Top 10 anticipated games at the Tokyo Game Show 06:


Bleach on Wii:

(not for e weak.. arm sure stressed..)

wooo.. so many nice trailers.. conclusion.. wii for youngsters whu can swing n swing.. hahahha.. ps3.. godly..

恭喜发财

has been a very long time since i last post an entry.. anyway first thing first.. wish all happy new yr.. gong xi fa cai..

ppl say.. 新年新希望... for me.. i tink it should be e same as last year.. ORD!!! and of cos <>... haha..

watched epic movie during the eve.. haahha stupid show.. laugh myself crazy..

as usual.. dun see wats e hype abt cny.. jus additional time off from work.. boring as usual..


"why why why? so BORING!!!"

but this time.. its worse.. why? becos everybody ask me abt my relationship status.. argh!!! den becos my parents went to china not long ago to visit the village.. they start asking me if im interested in the gers over dere.. (gt 2 ladies from the village ard me age grp..) den ask me y not interested n stuffs.. den my cousin brought her oversea frd for the reunion dinner.. they ask same thing also.. omg jus leave me alone!!


"nice looking tissue box eh?"

den the boring time goes on for 3 full days.. felt so tired.. haha end up waking up at ard 12 during the 4th day.. shiok.. mayb its jus like wat my elders say.. youngsters nowadays are less concerned abt e culture n the festival..

but i mean.. come on.. be flexible.. y do u have to eat good, wear new, gamble, give all ur blessing and so on n so forth.. its more of an excuse for someone to go on a guilty food binge, buy new clothes without guilt.. or even gamble becos its "one year once.." and blessing also given "one year once"??

ystd watched just follow law.. hahaha.. wat a movie.. reminds me of my workplace.. in fact its so identical.. especially with the animation of arrows flying all over the place and the inflexibility of some rules n regulations.. while we the lower grd workers improvise, the upper level bosses claim the credits for the clever quick thinking, and issue warning letters and punishment if the solution we improvise failed.. hahaha.. and also abt the bootlicking events.. hahaha.. but then again.. this movie also highlights that the lower grd workers do nt understand the upper level and neither does e upper level know the plight of the lower levels.. such is the poor communication that will easily arose in any big organisation..

anyway champ league started again le!! woo.. remember the walkout incident of thailand vs sg?? hahah surprised it happened in the european scene.. the difference is.. 2 FIFA refs.. 2 diff leagues... 2 diff outcomes.. while e ref stood rooted in the sg incident, the other ref at france simply blow the whistle for the game to carry on.. and even walked over to give a stern warning to the team bench.. in fact i dun tink Lille will get awy with jus a warning like what the thai team gt from the AFF.. this is e way it should be..

and yesh.. miracle n luck helped liverpool beat barca at NOU CAMP!!! wooo.. what a high tempo game.. so many attacking play at both side of the field.. although i lost e bet.. (becos i tot a draw is a very gd result for liverpool..) i felt great with the one goal lead, 2 away goals into the 2nd leg at anfield.. on road to a 6th champ league medal??

to conclude my super long update.. here is the new mv of ayumi's new song.. warning.. not for the faint hearted.. especially if u dun like white face with white hair n red lips in a kimono..

emptying fun...

today empty my cupboard in camp.. yesh... its a fantastic feeling.. i bet my smile was from on side to e other of my face.. its so much fun n excitement.. clearing cupboards can nv be more fun..

yea tml is valentine day.. happy valentine to all couples out dere.. to singles like us.. gambatte.. well ppl are discussing how to celeb their special day with their special ones.. my plan is rather simple.. morning go run.. probably go catch a movie alone.. (mayb meet someone watching alone too?? like in e movies? haha *dreams*) so many movies i wanna catch.. but due to cny and my frds lack of interest.. i doubt i will watch if i going to wait for them..

guess tml wun be v special.. its jus the 20th valentine day that i have survived thru while being single.. (shld i be proud or be totally sad?) haha.. nevertheless i believe valentine day is jus a day where roses n chocolates get ridiculous high prices.. im sure everyday spent tgt with ur special one, no matter how long or short, is valentine day.. extra attention shld not onli be confined to this day.. more like a apology day for not giving constant attention?? haha duno.. all i can do is talk.. wait till i need to plan for v day.. mayb i will complain then.. hahaha..

anyway.. watever views u hold on this 14 feb day.. happy valentine..

crying out love in the centre of the world

v long since i am so sill till i a bit no strength.. can feel every part of me emitting heat..

so i decided to watch crying out love in the centre of the world.. v v touching story.. guy meets ger.. ger gt sickness.. guy try to do everything to make her happy.. ger die. . guy refuse to wake up for 17 yrs.. and how guy finally accepted the lost of ger..

to some the guy mayb stupid.. but i am rather touched.. e love between the 2.. words cant express.. its a simple but touching story.. and here is a quote which i like a lot..

失去的同时也代表这另一种获得

hopefully i can recover from my fever soon..

atrocious

atrocious.. plain atrocious.. when u are trailing 2-1.. u dun sub one of ur best player with a youngster.. neither do u sub another winger (although not performing..) with a youngster..

especially since u dun have youngsters like arsenal.. this stretch is crucial for us to catch up with the top 2.. can we at least challenge for the 2nd spot.. and i still cannot understand how a keeper can clear the ball into advancing opponent..

but a few mis-kick last passes.. along with a shot tat ended on the crossbar.. haiz.. disappointing..

jinx..

yea im a jinx.. i tink i finally accepted e fact..

i mean.. waking up to a fever, (although i admit my throat was sore last nite..) follow by flu and so on...

den when i go out.. found out tat my pocket gt a big hole.. and realise i nv bring my spare batt.. my phone is dying..

so gotta go back to pick it up.. and upon seeing the bus stop.. also saw my bus left..

haiz.. now here i am nursing a bleeding nose.. and there i see liverpool dominating the game but with 2 mistakes and are now trailing behind.. zzzz

and yes im a v unlucky guy.. avoid if u dun wanna catch my suayness..

anniversary? tiger beer?? no.. its suffocation..

today gt unit anniversary over at st james.. at the pub beside the tiger beer showcase.. wear given a tour of how tiger beer's history.. (wasnt really listening.. was more distracted by the tour guide.. i tot she look captivating..)

den we have dinner at the pub beside it.. it was totally suffocating as they allow smoking inside the enclosed premises.. of cos its another "wait-till-time-up-den-we-chao" event..

very long nv on aircon to slp le.. today cannot tahan.. throat v pain.. den v hot.. so on aircon freeze myself.. woooooo....

幸福

最近天气还满冷的.. 可能也刚好每晚都有看恶魔在身边.. 突然间有种领悟..

那就是在冷天气时, 一对恋人抱在一起.. 感觉应该会特别的温暖.. 很幸福的感觉吧..

还有两个恋爱的人.. 能大声的对彼此说 "我爱你" 没有任何阻碍.. 也是很幸福..

不过我这个倒霉鬼.. 要体会这份幸福还需要很久吧...

在这, 祝福那些有爱人的朋友.. 要好好保握这份幸福!!!

what?!!

jus finished reading the straits time..

the thai soccer team was reprimanded for the infamous walkout..

what?? onli reprimanded for spoiling the beautiful game? (i admit asia soccer aint tat beautiful but..) such actions shld be severely punished to deter any other teams who are going to do the same thing to contest a suspicious judgment.. can u imagine for every other asia games, there will be a walkout.. *disgusted*

anyway today shiok ar.. make-it-urself sushi lunch n dinner at home.. woo...

gosh i dun dare to see wat the weighing scale will reflect tml morning..

新年快乐??

讨人厌的新年有要来临了..

到处都听到 "不像" 歌的新年歌.. 耳朵都快要被折磨死了...

每天长时间的在外.. 不是发呆, 就是躲在一旁希望没人发现, 要不就是回答一些莫名其妙的问题.. (以后要做什么工啊?? 没女朋友啊?? 读哪一个大学啊??) 还有一大堆有完没完的问题.. 好想大声的回答.. 干你屁事啊!!! (尤其是女朋友的事.. 一定有拿别人来做例子.. 我还没有女朋友有罪啊!!!! 烦死人了!!!!

还有明明就是一年见一次, 还要假装一副很熟的样子.. 说话也要受到控制.. 也要假装很有礼貌的样子.. 还要想一些有的没的贺词.. 假死人, 令人讨厌..

虽然我们在这假日可以收到红包.. 但也能看到一些大人在后面讨论需要包多少钱, 八挂谁包得少谁包得多.. 明明就很在意, 却装出不在意的表情..

当然还会到处看到人赌博.. 似乎是一件理所当然的事.. 连小孩子也参与.. 不赌就变成怪人似的..

而且在几年前的这个节日, 我曾经有过一段美好的回忆.. 不管我多么的想把他忘掉.. 每到这节日感到无聊孤单时有会想起他.. 有点痛苦.. 挨了几年了还是一样.. 看来今年也不会改变.. 很希望明年会有另一个人帮我忘记他.. (今年还是没办法.. haiz..)

所以我从不认新年快乐这个贺词...

love fiesta??

today went back to my jc..

as usual.. not a v pleasant place.. nv had fond memories of that place..

impression nv improve anyway.. yes the place gt nicer, gt more beautiful, e field is synthetic not those bare patches.. gt a few shops tat doesnt look like it belong to the school.. and a make shift wishing pond by pasting a vanguard sheet at the pond naming it a wishing pond... gt flying fox facility..

heard the rules v slack.. onli mon need to wear uniform.. other days can wear sch approved t shirt.. hair also lesser restriction on the length (wonder wat happen to the teacher who always walk ard catching our hair..)

heard the jc syllabus has changed.. making it awfully harder den wat i used to go thru.. (thank goodness..) but then.. when u try to use a poly environment n integrate it to the even larger workload of jc syllabus.. aint going to work.. 1 yr 9 months is v short considering all the funni holidays n exams.. wonder wat e principal tinking.. heard results arent getting better, and the students gt worse.. hahah heard complaints of how teachers are not a bit respected by the student.. motto get more corny..

but the worse impression is that i feel like i enter not a sch, but a money grabbing scam compound.. its in the air.. so uncomfortable.. so much publicity..

woo 2 ppl say i slim dwn today.. but den.. its onli a 2,3 kg drop.. still rather far off from my target of 60.. gambatte!!!

anyway congrats to everton for having a extremely good plan.. with a 8-1-1, they held liverpool to a 0-0 draw.. with a even more close shave of stealing 3 pts with a rare chance in the 2nd half.. PUI!