be optimistic

bad bad bad~~~~

my tut falls on a wed.. but thank goodness, becos the makeup tutorial i went today... is rather bad.. well mayb cos i gt e lecturer as my tutor, but is really diff sia. thankfully i got lecturer as my tutor.

so i went to sch on a free day. yup after tat 1 hr tutorial stayed in sch to mug for my evening paper. Thankfully i gotta do tat tutorial makeup, if not i need to go sch for a 1hr evening paper!!

so it seems its not too bad. but realli im jus trying to be optimistic. here comes e rest.

at 4pm, 2.5hrs b4 my paper, i realised i cant finish my revision!!! omg tat level of stress.. v sick feeling. (sick enuff to worry me if this wud happen for my remaining papers i will die, becos none of them are memory papers..) so i jus browse n flip and read over n over again without really going in depth of understanding.

den comes e paper, tat sickening 1 hr memory paper. (i gt rather bad memory) so i literally is use my flash memory, trying to find fragments of the image of e notes i read over n over again. seriously only like 2 chapters really go into my head so 4 chpts based on flash.

okie tat aside.. its over!! yea!!! den....

im still waiting for bus at 8.35pm.. YESH ABT 1 HR AFTER!!! its jus so not right.. (well, be optimistic, luckily i gt my psp so i actually gt the chance to finish one epi of Code Blue which is a FANTASTIC JAP DRAMA ON DOC.. boasting many famous stars. okie i sidetracked..)

den it gotta rain tat heavy!!!! argh!! i was supposed to walk to get my dinner.. how to? fine..

(be optimistic, at least i gt homemade pizza for dinner.. and well rain is a gd cosy factor to slp and recharge b4 i go on a mugging spree tml..)

well.. be optimistic!!! tats probably e onli 2 words i can have to keep me going till like 2 weeks after when my schedule become more free...

OH.. tat will mean presentation and finals coming soon.. hmmm.. well leave tat for next time..

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!! to all those whu r struggling out there wif me..

die... DIE...

i am feeling kinda helpless now..

i cant help but wonder, how the lecturer finish a lecture in 2 hrs, when im spending like twice or trice the amount of time she used.. in fact, im facing a danger of not being able to complete revision. over-estimated my ability to study her 6 chapters.

well.. mayb as e saying goes, a picture speaks a thousand words.. she uses tables and stuff to represent tat amazing bulk of info..

OR.. mayb it the highly summarized notes. i mean the "read on your own" comments on her notes. the "read on your own" reflects a page on the notes, but quite a few pages in the text.

argh.. im jus whining.. jus need to get it out b4 continuing..

blame myself for over-estimating my ability. now im worrying abt my other 6 chpts on fri, my 3 huge chpts on next mon (which will onli be finished teaching this thurs), my 7 chpts next thurs.

okie i whined again. cant help it. life wud be slightly better after this hectic week. I HOPE and WISH..

pls.. let there be a miracle and my brain suddenly become a super sponge with unlimited absorbing abilities..

argh

woke up with the reminder that i got a lot of revision not done..

ARGH!!!! why am i always waking up with such unpleasant feelings recently!!!

i miss those days when i wake up feeling sweet and not stress.. and that can just laze w/o worries.. not on a tight schedule..

argh.. im just whining for being lazy.. should get back to my work.. haiz..
(okie after my lunch break which ends at 2pm.(self imposed) heeee)

lost...

woke up today feeling lost..

v weird and uncomfortable feeling..

tat feeling of being totally clueless on how to advance..

mid term break??

today went sch for project meeting.. follow by "study"

study in inverted commas because i end up doing research instead of revising..

anyway i met a friend while waiting for bus 96.. its quite a sight considering that it was supposed to be midterm break.. meaning NO SCH..

BUT.. there was a lot of ppl taking the bus.. in fact the queue was not much shorter den during term time.. so we both agreed.. its not a holiday or a break.. its jus no lessons.. cos most of us end up going to sch anyway..

anyway today i felt exhausted.. mug too much on mon perhaps.. anyway tml is my mid-(midterm break)-break.. hahaha.. soccer and den dinner.. woooo

days like this...

i hate it when i got this picture flashing in my mind e moment i woke up.. esp on a mon morning..

mama mia~~

updates updates...

went to my frd sis wedding ystd at sheraton tower.. the ballroom IS SUPER NICE.. each table gt this spectrum of colors.. e stage also look v nice.. here's e table.. didnt take a pic of the stage though..





(there is smth wrong wif my photo album.. i tink i gotta start looking for a new one.. any suggestion anyone??)

usually i dun quite understand why brides and their mothers cry.. but i sort of can understand it slightly better now.. its that thing of watching ur kid grow up and den get married, and looking e most beautiful ever in tat wedding gown.. and this song from Mama Mia! the movie probably sums up e mother's feeling.. v nice..



**Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time **

e dinner was great.. considering 6 person in a 12 person table.. full...

and the movie Mama Mia!! is fantastic.. those ABBA songs.. makes u wanna sing along and wish the cinema is suddenly a big big KTV..
here are some songs which i tot was nice..

Winner Takes It All


Lay All Your Love On Me


okie there was more.. but i figured i am occupying too much bandwidth..

happpy bday~~~

hehe thanx dear dear for such a nice evening.. although.. *ahem* didnt go to e restaurant that initially planned to go.. hehehe..


mango pudding from dear dear~~





handmade pudding + handmade present.. dear dear.. thanks for everything despite being so busy recently.. hehe..

and there, spent my 1st bday with someone realli realli realli special..

its e simplest of things that makes our life filled with joy. thanks dearie~~

(i seem to be having problems with my webshot album.. stupid webbie renovation.. make it so unstable now)

study.. plan?

was trying to carve out my study plan for e mid term break.. READ: CARVE.. because usually, things dun go according to plan do they..?

not a v pleasant thing to do. got tat feel.. that i gt too much to cover.. bleah..

thank goodness most of my mid term falls on e 2nd week after mid term break..

tats probably e one n onli positive thing i can see from my planner now..

interesting....

saw this while trying to search for football highlights on football channel of MSN..

By Keith Lin
Foreigners committing fewer crimes compared with Singaporeans: report

Foreigners, including construction workers, are committing fewer crimes compared with Singaporeans, the Today newspaper reported Monday quoting fresh government data.

The newspaper, quoting figures from the Ministry of Home Affairs, said 3,780 out of the 19,371 persons arrested last year were foreigners.

This amounted to an arrest rate, defined as the ratio of persons arrested per 100,000 total population - of 286, the paper said.

In comparison, the arrest rate for Singapore residents is 435. Work permit holders, which includes construction workers, had the lowest rate at 227.

Perceptions of foreign workers as a rowdy bunch prone to criminal behavior were thrust into the national spotlight recently, when authorities announced plans to turn an empty school compound in Serangoon Gardens into a temporary dormitory to house 1,500 foreign workers.

Angry residents in the predominantly middle-class private estate swiftly petitioned against the decision, arguing that it could upset the peace in the community and put its women and children at risk.

An online poll conducted by MSN Singapore showed that close to four in 10 netizens believe allowing foreign workers to live in housing estates would threaten the community.

Among the 6,480 respondents, close to two in 10 said Singaporeans should share their estates with foreigners. One in ten agreed, but wanted them out of their own communities.

Foreigners, which includes Employment Pass and Work Permit holders and their dependents, as well as students, make up 27 per cent of Singapore's total population of 4.9 million.
(http://news.sg.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1677701)


hmmm we sometimes blame everything but ourselves dun we.. wat a slap in e face..

plain discrimination?? (hmmm although i admit i do that sometimes.. hahaha)

happy chi bday!!

today had fudgies outing.. went to have hotpot culture.. den went to changing appetite to have dessert.. den this happened..



i was so stunned when i see 2 mudpies with candles on them..

too add on, i was told gt 2 more.. (supposedly to have 2 big candles and 2 small candles, explaining the 3 mudpies and a cake..)

okie it was for my bday.. it jus so happen tat today is my chi bday as well..

i would like to say THANKS.. but tats realli too much sinful stuff in front of me.. and there too much to finish.. we didnt finish it anyway..

AND.. LIVERPOOL FINALLY WON MAN UTD!!!

MAF

MAF to me has always meant nth much to me.. jus another day, jus another excuse to start eating mooncakes.. but this year, its v v different..

its at times like this during our busy busy schedule, that u find it extremely precious..

HAPPY MAF~~~















hahaha.. been having some problems with uploading the pics into e album.. these are e some of e little in there..

power of money

this is my first post on money.. gt no time to write wat i really felt after reading a few articles on e-commerce..

anyway.. also related to money.. i shall give an example to show u how powerful is the influence of money..

jus a few weeks ago.. all epl fans know there is a place call abu dhabi..

money... root of all evil.. part 1..

lalalalala.. boring schedule

first time i work from 9 till 3.. lunch during work somemore.. hahahaha..

resume after dinner and.....

I MANAGED TO SQUEEZE OUT TAT STUPID REPORT!!!

SHIOK!!!

haiz.. another stack awaits me.. but den.. i dun feel like touching it le..

EDIT: now im worrying if i got e proper references for e report.. there was 20 over windows and i used like less den half of them for e report.. DIE..

tiring day..

argh..woke up with many many reluctance.. i want to lie in bed and do nothing.. and when i wake up, i feel like watching videos instead of doing my work..

anyway.. i told myself that i cannot do that.. 4th week le.. need to start work..

and so.. I SURPRISED MYSELF!!! i started work at ard 11 plus 12 or smth.. normally i wud convince myself to start work only after lunch (usually end uop ard 2) but today i decided to change.. and during my lunch, i actually stop watching e show halfway instead of finishing it den start my work.. amazing control..

work all e way till 5 plus 6.. and i "collapse".. take a break onli, lie dwn on bed and fall aslp le.. den wake up for dinner at ard 7, and ate dinner.. completed another half of e show, and then... chiong work again!!!

i am so amazed at the amt of work i did today!!! hmmm i jus stop now, and i considering if i shld continue.. but den again i really really no mood to continue le.

next week going to be super tiring week also.. got grp assignment due thurs and i only jus finish reading the case study.. haven research yet.. well tml i gt abt 3.5 hrs b4 e grp meeting. hopefully can get it done.. after tat got another issue of transforming those pts and research into written assignment.. well thats another thing..

argh.. that amt of stuff coming up.. disgusting.. plus tue gt ippt which i tink will fail one.. die liao..

e onli thing i looking fwd to is fri evening..for part b.. hehe

好歌!!

busy? busy.. busy?

arghz.. an insane night? hmm or day?

woke up at ard 930.. decided to nua and lai chuang a bit.. next moment wake up at 1030.. so breakfast, watch show, tidy up my com.. my files are all over e place... and it look so much neater now.. hahaha.. nice nice feel..

tot i could finish my IT-related stats tutorial quite quickly.. to my horror, its not wat it seems.. i knew the algorithm to do it, but, cant translate it to the stupid program.. wat seem so easy (and i remember doing them easily in e earlier programming module) is SO DIFFICULT.. realise the power of IF commands for programming..

as a result i was doing e tut from abt 2 to abt 5 plus.. 3 hrs plus!!! bad time management.. was expecting to do more.. but there was a consolation.. i realised i over-read my readings last week.. hmmm tat means 1 lesser to do dis week.. yea~~

okie enuff abt e academic stuff.. today the person come set up e Mio box and modem.. was supposed to have dinner with xiao zhu tou, tou and tiong.. i end up reaching v late as e set up gt a big of hiccups and ended quite late.. they actually finish eating le..

came home, my rm was in a big mess as i didnt have time to tidy up after e installation of the mio thingy.. re-arrange e wires abit and move my stuff here and there.. WAH end up bathing at 1 plus.. zzzz..

feelin a bit tired now.. here.. nice song from 小胖子 李玖哲.. e mv also v nice~~



i used to like slow n emo songs.. however, recently i somehow gt a slight fear over it.. as in, fear of feeling v close to the songs lyrics and 情景.. not e first time, but e more i hear, e more i felt it... hmmm mayb im too emo or smth..

okie.. i tink i know e best medicine... SLP!!! *snorezzzz*

okie i cant help it.. another nice mv..

alien attack

i was walking on e road when i suddenly got this image in my mind.. an alien looking on earth through our hole in e ozone layer..

hmmmmmmmmm