reluctant...

new to set off now to sungei gedong camp where i would be having a whole day of water training tml.. as much as i noe i would be coming home tml nite.. i am still v reluctant to go..

RELUCTANT....


RELUCTANT...


boi when is my course going to end... 3 weeks simply seem nv ending...

Charlie n e Chocolate Factory

dis movie is jus stunning.. e graphic.. and gosh johnny depp really look creepy in it.. haha
if onli i had one of those glass elevator too.. n dun 4get the oompa lompas.. hahhaa.. like one musical.. great show!!!

vision...

dis morning when i woke up.. dere is dis sudden tot rushing into my head v strongly.. so strong tat i hav nv encounter b4..

dis tot is... : I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO CAMP!! I WANNA NUA AT HOME!!! CAN I DUN WAKE UP??!!

stunning isnt it.. well actually last nite aready got some of tat.. i am always so afraid sunday would come..

hmm wat to sae....

somehow dun really hav anything to sae.. probably end off here..

well except one thing.. liverpool finally won after losing to stupid teams like crystal palace and fulham.. duhz.. zenden e man.. showed e strikers how one shld strike.. not like cisse whu wasted quite a few shooting chances... and tottenham rulez!!! haha..

next week gt to book in n out in n out.. not tat i dun like but i nid to do maintenance for my equipment each n every day!!! sux big time.. duno wat time den can book out.. quite a misery..
tot of getting a present for a special person whuse bdae is comin.. but kinda lazy.. ahaha.. now dun feel like doing anything jus wanna nua at home..

last but not least.. hari deeparaya... (deepavali + hari raya)

tiring tiring tiring...

after clocking god knows how many hrs of slp dis weekend.. (freaking slp v earli dis weekend).. i still feel v slpy and my eyes still gt blood stains in them.. hope they dun pose to much of a problem..

i still feel freaking tired n slpy.. next weekend will be hell of a week considering tat it consist mainly of lectures.. thurs moving camp.. so tat oso means more time for us and higher possibility of turn out.. haiz..

somehow i really feel reluctant to go back.. nv had such a feeling so strong tat i really feel like falling dead on my bed.. really shag out..

anyway today watch 2 movies.. The Myth and Into The Blue..

The Myth.. okie la.. wun sae its a v bad film like wat i read in most movie review cos i tink into e blue was much worse.. the korean actress look real sweet and tat indian actress is a killer..!!!! haha story line wise.. not realli impressive especially wif all e jumping of times and e "flotation" discovery.. anyway i would sae the myth has a nice song and a set of eye candy actors n actress tat saves e day..

Into e blue was definitely much worse.. e plot is stupid abt some divers finding some treasure n cocaine and eventually one of e divers decided to betray becos of greed.. its a real messy plot.. tat is if u take out jessica alba all together.. jessica alba is jus too hot.. bootylicious.. but dun be decived by e poster u seen.. she isnt exactly bikini clad all e time but den definitely has enuff stuff to turn u on..

anyway got to pack my bags now... jus hope tat next week i wun get into trouble becos of lect again.. although one day of my weekend is definitely gone.. n hope my new bunk in sungei gedong wun be tat bad.. bless me.. i really nid luck..

die dying dead...

farking suay.. first sun at seletar confined becos fail test.. 2nd weekend confined becos slp in lect!!! WTF.. cant even book out loh.. lucky my 3rd weekend is safe although next week hav to serve e remaining of my confinement for slping... ZZz...

toking abt slping, dis week i had my boat course.. first day of e course.. onli had 1 hr slp.. e freak instructor keep ask us load n unload those boats and mind u, one boat is roughly 160kg and its no small joke to do it over n over again.. in e middle of all those rushing n carrying, we were not allowed to run, and gt to do boat pt.. being short.. i am at a freaking disadvantage having to elevate my leg 2m high to do pumping.. SUX.. 2nd day all hands like jelly.. and freaking late too.. lucky e cookhse gt even more prob.. save us..

2nd nite oso abt same la.. slightly better 3 hr slp.. all like zombie liao.. but e boat course is fun.. gt to drive motor boats.. speeding dwn e waterway and we even went out to sea.. okie except for my almost crushed left pinkie when it gt sandwiched between 2 boats..

hehe but in camp i found smth interesting.. i found 优周刊.. e first week june edition from 2001.. yeah not kidding.. 2001.. and e cover is AYUMI HAMASAKI.. woo!! so kapo back home..



feeling damn slpy now loh.. n its like onli 10.30!!!!! argh!!! nvm.. slp first tml den sae.. haha..

Wrong Wrong wrong.. everything is jus wrong..

on monday.. e very first moment i step into SOCE.. things gone wrong already.. liverpool gt thrashed 4-1 by chelsea.. incredibly unbelievable..

next after dekiting we waited for our tonner to seletar camp.. guess wat, e staff tat greet us wasnt tat pleasant at all..

when we reach e camp.. WOO!! becos i fell alsp in e tonner, i tot i jus took e ferry to tekong.. or rather ubin.. freaking old.. v old sch feelin..

okie something gt to be gd rite.. well i was very wrong.. after some introduction n stuffs in e lect rm, which of cos quite many fell alsp, we were aready kanna scolding le.. nvm tat.. its common i tot.. well den came e 20 min lunch!! shock of our lives.. follow by many many waiting time n some stores loading.. den came e drag our kit bags wif 7 tag manuals (txtbooks) and e place is god damn far.. aready when we were asked to sing on our way to cook hse, e journey was like we walk from nee soon gate to soce bunk... subrashi desu ne... e regimental was like a mini ocs tour i tot.. okie tat was exagerrated.. den came e bunk.. freaking 2 storey bed so unconvient.. i was on e top u see.. and e toilet.. the bath was e "best" i ever had.. i can hav a better one wif water hose.. e water so freaking small like those tiny drizzlin rain tat could nv even make it to cat 1 status..

did i mention we end up in bunk after 12?? next day 5BX in vest slack.. and after breakfast no shit break!!! how cool is tat when we gt our shit break always from bmt to sispec to soce.. and now.. NO SHIT BREAK!!!! suddenly i miss every part of soce.. e instructors whu are so efficient unlike dese instructors now whu insist on discipline over anything else in e world.. did i mention i gt 2 cadet instructors whu became our instructor too becos no cadets in our batch.. how "lucky" ocs ppl really dunno how to slack har?? following breakfsat.. sai kang after sai kang after sai kang...

after 2 days of run quite shack le.. still no shit break.. den came e news.. tsr fail sunday confine.. and after i sat dwn for e test, e passing mark suddenly from 80% become 90%.. SIAO LIAO LA...

den ystd came e incredible news.. our oc from next week onwards wanna implement 7 min turn out.. woo.. after seeing cadets suffering from e turn out shit.. its our turn.. now officially underpaid cadets wif no farking future... we started to joke abt it though.. whenever no sgt ard, we change our falling out chant from BPCC (our course name) to "seek strive excel" e cadets chant.. haha..

den jus b4 book out, they show us e standard for e field pack items.. jaws dropped like deres no tml.. e zip lock bags are compact to such small pack and we were told we hav to follow tat size.. simply no brain or wat.. jus when my pc from soce prove to me army doesnt make one stupid (soce is so efficient tat i nv seen others like it b4..) these officers whu jus pass out from ocs prove tat theory again.. still makes no sense abt y we shld do stuff till liddat..

some funni scenes...

"cant sing loud enuff izzit.." e phrase sgt always like to shout.. either he is freaking deaf or i am.. cos i dun hear any difference b4 n after wat he said n he always seem satisfied wif e 2nd attempt.. not 4getting e first day so many ke blackan bo seng in a march.. (turning a rd)

"how come ur man so dis organised n messy.. can u organise ur man.." e officer often said.. somehow i tot we do it faster e so called dis organised way den e organised way..

and oso e freaking long time taken jus to giv ro.. when everything seem so short n simple after our 2 trainee ps gav e instructions..

really gt nth to sae.. FREAKING INEFFICIENT!!! somemore i heard soce gt nites out n today book out at 4 plus while i book out at 8 plus.. wonderful!! 6 more weeks left.. 6 more weeks of dis shitty treatment wif turn outs and e "cannot shout loud enuff izzit..."

bored...

argh.. jus cant get enuff of e bdae girl.. e ever changing n kawaii ayu-chan.. feel like wanna watch e arena tour all over again.. but den again.. quite long lei..

well actually all was going well as i was watching 新娘18岁 the korean comedy.. having quite lots of laughter from e stupid antics the female lead was doing.. tat is until one of e episodes gt screwed up.. now i gotta find means to get tat episode again.. haiz..

so now onli can watch qian ji yi bian on chnl u.. boy.. twins show u y girls shld not be trifled wif.. haha..

Ayumi Arena Tour 2005

Jus watched finish all 3 dvd from her latest arena tour..

as usual she proved to be one of e most attractive performer ever.. from pop rock songs to smoothing ballads like moments walking proud n carols to crowd teasers pop songs like honey evolution n boys n girls

from skin tight suits to long dresses and a all pink outfit.. she look simply KAWAII n lovely.. not 4getting her unique voice.. from powerful to sorrow to even those kiddy voice.. no wonder she is one of e best performer in e world..

not 4getting e stage work.. e backgrd change from song to song.. simply cool.. she even cried when singing walking proud.. those ballads are jus touching.. true class of work..

imagine having one dvd for encore.. how power tat is.. and she sang Humming 7/4, a piece of work really suited for mass audience and e result is jus great.. stunning..

she look best in her casual jeans n singlet.. simply charming..

and oso watched 2 ep of 新娘18岁.. quite a comedy wif quite a kawaii actress.. not a bad show..



hehe now oso lazy to play game le.. back to 新娘18岁..

oh yah last but not least happy bdae to e dear performer ayu mention above..Ayu-chan, Otanjoubi Omedetou !!!

Happy Children Day!!

Today went to celeb children day wif frds at wm swensen.. (yeah rite.. u must be a fool to believe tat)

nth much la.. a great day of soccer follow by gd food.. although wait kinda long outside swensen.. but nvm was treated wif some real eye candy.. hehe

on e way home met xiao hui wif her bf.. haha sometimes i wonder where my eyes were cos we were walking towards each other n i didnt even notice it was her till qingfeng mention it.. hehe

oh yah now i remember.. ystd nv mention abt my new blog layout.. wanted a change as i tot things are getting real complicated.. something simple like e templetes provided will do i tot.. hmm a sharp turn from few weeks ago when i mention i wanan make one fully customised one.. but den.. heck la.. easy will do..

last but not least.. i really really really want to watch corpse bride..