save me

upon some reflecting i done today.. i tink i am losing it..

losing wat? yeah me.. i am losing control over myself.. i feel so restricted sometimes i duno wat i am doing.. my temper running shorter n shorter, patience level lower n lower, not to mention e urge to jus burst out n bark over small things..

i wonder wat is causing e change in me.. i feel so restless, no energy, so worn out.. in fact recently i oso feel so pissed wif myself.. i feel tat my work quality is dropping, concentration level barely dere.. n i onli noe how to grumble..

geez.. wat happen to me. at least i noe my temper n tolerance level is higher.. last time, i can stand all my mum nagging n scolding n stuff, but now, sometimes she make me repeat my answers over n over again or misunderstanding wat i am saying over n over again, i almost just blew my top off..

in kingdom hearts term, i almost could feel myself turn into a heartless.. haiz.. someone SAVE ME!!