2 new words..

thanks to fellow fudgie germ.. i found 2 new words in my life.. (taken from http://despair.com/viewall.html)

Humiliation - The harder you try, the dumber you look..

This is so descriptive of my job now.. all the talk abt finding smth related to my field of study.. bleah.. although its a otot job.. i put in so many hrs per day.. trying to get those bochap ppl to do the survey.. the f up thing is that e survey is so bloody long, and it need to be completely filled up b4 it is considered a completed one.. its been 4 days, and yet i didnt even managed to complete e quota for one day.. that means i dun have any pay! this makes me wonder.. would i have earned much more if i just distribute flyers.. hahaha somehow i feel even data entry rocks.. too much big talk..

Worth - Just because you are necessary doesnt mean you're important.

self explanatory..

BLEAH!! im cant forecast my rest day, i cant planned anything, i feel so screwed.. after all of this.. i will be so appreciative of the raw data.. i feel so helpless! if not because of e high possibility of me going back to that field to work, i would have... haiz.. enuff whine..

if only i have been a bit more superstitious or religious, this might be so much easier for my mental health..