mental breakdown?

i finalli understand y ppl call it "ranking exercise" instead of "ranking"..

as we (NSFs) noe.. exercise are like "test", "assessment" to scenarios.. where ppl will kan chiong, work over a few days.. to evaluate our readyness..

so which makes me wonder.. y ranking regulars is called a exercise..

i finalli know y.. cos ppl up dere will whack n whack n come out with last min stuns.. end up.. ppl whu suffer are on e grd level (wats new).. jus to gather data for them, so they can shake leg n make comments deciding ppl's future... and imagine giving few days notice to prepare for god knows how many regulars... end result?? yeah i work almost non-stop for 3 days 2 nites..

yup.. nites.. 1st nite work till near 12.. and next morning start all over again at 7.30am all e way to 3.30 am.. i guess i am e record holder for e longest hour serving clerk..

yeah and dis post at 2.25am after watching the jackie chan new show.. rob-b-hood.. doesnt sound right.. cos i shld be dead tired n slping rite??

but den again.. my sun is burnt.. need to go back to do.. (no prizes for guessing right) e preparation for ranking.. i need to get most of whatever little time i have rite..

compared to finishing training at 3am and falling in at 4.30 am.. hmmm..

okie.. tats all.. i collapsing le... oh yeah.. during tat 3 days 2 nites.. i swear i tot i am going to have a mental break down during tat period.. lost of appetite, diahorrea.. no change of uniforms.. i am jus so glad to be home.. in fact.. my new curtains are up in like tues? i duno.. i am almost stay-in for the whole bloody week... reviews of the rob-b-hood movie will coem tml..

anyway.. nice movie.. to be short..