feels like shit..

When i was slacking ard with no job... i was complaining abt my boring life, staring at the com and felt lost..

now that i got a job... i wish i didnt bother and jus whine.. i only managed a 10% of e quota for 1 day pay.. that sucks! quite low morale..

felt like a loser now.. all e above.. only 1 reason.. $$$$

but now that i got e job, i know how hard it is to gather raw data, and how precious it is.. how tough it is to convince ppl, how hard to create that trust.. at least when i step out in a yr time, hopefully doing the processing instead, i will know and appreciate these raw data..

for now, i pray i meet more cooperative and frdly ppl.. im jus trying to earn a little keep..