new yr resolution...

hmm although its quite earli (still fri nite to me.. when i did dis post), but tml is aready new yr eve so i guess i can be forgiven for having such an earli wish for my coming 2006..

as much as i dun wan to.. tml most likely will be a loner nite.. not tat i am not used to it but yah it jus sucked.. ever since i gt leave on thurs n today.. i received nth but bad news.. first i kanan extra n gt to do duty clerk next weekend n on e 26... kinda half expected it but still quite sad.. den today heard tat i will be doing office duty on fridays.. tat means my fridays are going to be looooong...

ystd morning when i received e news of me having to do duty clerk.. my reaction was quite unexpected.. instead of e usual groaning n stuff.. i had a rather quiet reaction.. probably becos i told myself tat i am "not in a office, am not doing a 8-5 job, am not doing a slack job n definitely, am not going to enjoy any of my remainin 15 mnths" it was kinda like those days back in e trainee life.. so now instead of serve n fark off.. i guess i hav to suffer n fark off..

which is a rather sad thing.. my frds are enjoying thier life after e gruesome training tat we went thru.. for me? i had a pretty bad fall, injured my hand which till now is not e usual self, and haf to go back for re-training, posted to a tense office environment.. if it was something xiong, maybe at e end of my service i still can sae i gain smth.. i might be fitter n hav a better shape n slimer.. now.. in office where eating is everyone's hobby except for me.. tat seem kinda hard..

guess i gt to be more hardowkring in going for runs n such.. but.. haiz.. i duno.. life seem stuck up dis yr.. felt like kanna jinxed every moment of my life.. something bad has always happen.. fine i had my own share of gd luck but tat was always followed by prolonged jinx... if in order to hav gd luck i hav to suffer so much.. i rather hav a simple life.. smoked out in e world of my own..

which is why my new yr resolution came.. dis morning after wat happen dese few days tat totally spoil my new yr mood.. tml doesnt even felt like an eve.. but more like 3 days left b4 going back to e "battlefield"

i jus hope my nxt yr would be a smooth one.. no gd fortunes is fine.. i dun wanan be jinxed like wat i am dis yr.. i can giv up abt luck in my love life (which is quite dwn anyway.. not tat it has ever improved).. all i wan is to be me, myself.. n a life not plagued by bad luck..

:: broke ::

thnx goodness.. over e christmas i found my drawer missing over 200 plus.. tok abt thnxsgiving.. more like money go no come..

Quote..

jus saw something real interesting on tv n tot tta i wanna share it here..

Whats e best invention from dis century for women?
its e handphone cos it doubles as an personal tracking device..

hmm how true is tat?? go fig it urself..

fishing by non-fishers on boxing day...

today marks e end of CHRISTMAS season.. aww.. aint it jus sad tat dis lovely day is gone..

anyway today instead of e traditional tearing of wrapping paper from our presents (we usually do it e nite we gt it anyway..) we (sy, dh, qf n low) went to ubin to fulfill our long lost wish.. we said it duno how many donkey years ago tat we wanna go dere but end up we onli went today..

at first we want to fish dere.. so we bought e neccesary stuffs, brought snacks, drinks n went dere.. after riding on e bike for duno how long we found a spot.. a rocky one.. being tired of hunting for place, we decide to jus fish dere.. and like wat non-fishers would do.. we start to prepare e hooks n prepare to throw into e obviously rocky place.. do i even nid to mention our hook gt caught by e rocks n it seem like we r jus throwing pieces of fish into e sea..

aww.. doesnt he look like a pro?? look at tat hot cover!!!

at e supermarket, if i not wrong, we didnt bring cards.. tat prompt me into saying "hey latest issue gt poker cards n gt e hot dawn yeo in it" when paying, although all 4 others start complaining abt e price n sae wat useless n stuff.. it ended up as a prized possesion.. do i even nid to mention the hot poker cards wif ppl like jamie teo n jamie yeo and denise keller n steph song.. we end up playing daidee dere..

do i even nid to sae wat distract us during our game?? haha sry for e poor quality of pic but HEY IF U WANT THEM GO GET IT URSELF!!!

at end of e day we head back to changi beach for a quick shower b4 heading off.. hehe was slping thruout.. v v tired.. and wait.. tml n day after next going to work late!!!! tat onli make me more tired!!

oh yeah and my sandals broke.. haiz.. but den it has serve me well n has been wif me for a v long time.. time to get a new one.. anyone gt any recomendations?? tot of getting one of my fav brand adidas but its not easy to find one..

in memory of my lovely sandals..

haiz.. christmas over.. to conclude it all, its quite a nice christmas for me.. but i hav 2 regrets though.. one, i spent most of my christmas wif guys (do i even wanna mention tat almost gay party on 24 again??) and 2ndly i didnt take enuff pics!!! after a hard laboured organised class gathering we actualyl 4got to take a class pic tgt.. wtf..!!! haiz.. wasted.. when will e next one be.. (did i mention dis is like 2 or 3 yrs since e last gathering??)

last but not least.. HAPPY BOXING DAY.. (shall leave e new yr greetings for e coming weekend if not i nth to blog le.. and yeah.. plus pray tonite liverpool win and total goals of e match shall be 3..)

from last nite..

erm now looking at last nite post.. kinda duno wat i was toking.. wtf was e topic abt sia.. anyway doesnt really matter..

last nite was e first time i eat off ham n turkey in whole.. i mean cut off from e whole thing.. in fact i tink it might be mine first time eating turkey.. (not tat i really noe how to differentiate) haha.. it was quite an experience..

in a almost all gay environment (roger brought his gf n thus making it a less gay environment wif one gal in all guy place) we eat, tok cock n not 4getting e 2 clowns zunkai n shengyuan trying to mix some drinks n torturing themselves wif extreme disgustin products..

and our 2 failed attempt to make a rocket off fire sparks.. in e process dmging 3 lighters..

and the clown at work again, wif sy plucking off many signs for god knows wat purpose.

other den tat really nth much..

oh yah i remember la.. its e first time i gone to church during xmas period.. tat explains last nite topic.. hehe.. darryl told us we would be in for some eye candy.. and in fact.. yes.. it is indeed onli "some" if not few..

haha tonite gt another one more time.. haiz.. tiring sia.. o.o

di yi ci..

has been a llong time since i update so late.. its nearing 3 now n i jus gt home abt 15 mins ago... guess whu i met? e man giving out e newspaper one.. duhz..

anywa feeling damn slpy.. head heavy..

will update abt today soon.. probably tml..

RAFT event at the HOOTERS

haha wat a nite.. after dragging myself to e event (i was forced to pay 65 dollars for it), i find myself.. okie la wasting some time..

but after e whole thing.. looking back, it was quite an experience.. with waitress wearing shorts (can see thier beautiful legs) n mini shirts (seem to be bulging at u noe where) serving u drinks.. e food was great.. spaghetti, fries, spring rolls, onion rings, ribs, brownies.. e menu look ordinary but e food was awesome..

hehe and after e boys had some drink, one table begin to ask e hooter girls to take grp photo wif them. maybe i am sua gu but they dun seem shy n they pose real close to e boys.. oh did i mention they were my frds whu started it..

soon it became a trend in e resturant (yes it is a resturant not a pub unlike wat most of us tot) and many start taking photos wif the not-at-least photo shy waitress.. den it turn into couple shot.. (again it was started by my frds) n boy was i stunned when e waitress actually lean onto my friend during e photo shot.. den another frd of mine even had his hands on e waist.. haha okie.. tink if i sae somemore i going to become more sua gu.. (too bad i didnt bring my cam.. den maybe i might get a shot n hell outta experience it would be..)

eventually e event ended wif e 1st prize lucky draw, a slim vers of ps2 wif one additional control.. it was time for me to go home as i nid to go to office tml.. whereas e others had off.. haiz..

gt to prepare my uniform for now..

disappointment

liverpool oh liverpool.. dun tell me u r back to ur old ways.. 20 over shot attempt.. but 0 goals.. whereas sao paolo less den 10 shot oso score one.. wat is happening~??!!

anyway.. sian gt to prepare my uniform le.. really no mood.. esp after liverpool lost somemore..

nvm.. hope chelsea will lose..

Time flies..

last week, dis day, i was celebrating.. for a week i dun nid go back camp.. dun nid wake up so earli.. dun nid reach home so late..

now.. its aready a week later.. i noe xmas is jus ard e corner but i jus dun hav e happy mood.. y? cos tml hav to go back office.. not really a gd place to be in.. esp after i "disappear" last week.. definitely something gonna hit me hard tml..

argh.. jus no mood to do anything.. geez..

KING KONG

no wonder ppl sae.. "英雄难过美人关" cos tats exactly the way king kong died

haha.. lame watever.. but e movie is freaking great although its a hardcore 3hr show.. y do i sae so.. for one movie tix price u will get:

1) titanic.. e famous ship wreck movie, except dis ship is, well look breakable from e start.
2) beauty n the beast.. except there's no happy ending in dis one..
3) jurassic park.. boy how can we exclude dinosours in land of nowhere.. and those man eating insects n humogenous bugs.. not 4geting tat giant man eating worm tat u tot look like wyrms from ur rpg games..
4) The island.. if u remember dis lame plot which a guy n one chick trying to overcome thier fate as clones.. well dis is wat happen the chick kidnapped n protected by king kong is being saved by one script writer tat has no resemblence of one as he brave thru e jungles, carry guns, save ppl n of cos distract kong..
5) last but not least SPIDERMAN.. yes spiderman.. who could 4get tat scene of ur frdly neighbourhood spidy spinning off the aready fallen wtc tower.. except our main actor.. erm animal, fall off instead of spin off dis tower..

haha okie i may sound sarcastic but e movie really is great.. jus trying to play a fool above.. haha.. how to prove it?? well i dun mind watching it again.. its really worth watching it.. all shld go catch it..

enjoying my every bit of freedom

hehe.. v long no update blog liao.. cos i am enjoying my leave.. although i admit dere is dis "office" thingy bugging me at e back of my head.. wonder wat deeper shit will i get into next mon.

anyway today jus watch tong meng qi yuan by andy lau.. although i heard many of my frds sae it is not nice but to me i tink it is fantastic. okie e plot is absurd abt dis boy whu can suddenly grow old so fast.. but e underlying message is abt how important family is. and i tink it is a gd msg and is quite touching which i tink overwrite e lame plot of turning old.. i enjoy it quite a lot..

anyway today is already THURS!! omg.. how fast time flies.. mon is coming and how i dread tat.. its getting into me already.. as time passes by i felt i am running short of time. i want more time.. and and and.. argh.. jus feeling sick.. mon nid to go back office le.. bleahz

liverpool rocks!

muahahah.. 2nd on e table for e time being b4 man utd play thier match.. 2 goal by morientes.. haha both scoreless striker has scored le.. wooo..

unlike chelsea.. pui.. make me lose money.... if onli it is a draw.. haha..

anyway next week clearing leave loh.. haha super gt time..

restless..

its so sad tat everynite i felt so restless.. whenever i book out i felt relief.. n at nite b4 i slpt i felt pressure, so much so tat i wish i gt a shell to hide in jus like wat a turtle will do.. y am i so cowardly.. where's my self confidence.. y do i worry abt every single detail..

i really hate myself for being tat way.. speaking of which.. i hav always been in a comfort zone.. will i really survive out of it??

farewell...

today marks e end of our cbre gas course. more significantly, i marks e end of our days at soce.. i guess i would nv hav e chance to go back dere again.. it oso marks e final day of my comfort zone.. starting tml i hav to go to "battlefield" to fight a "war"

life would nv be e same again.. becoming e target board of someone senior.. being in a place where ppl will grumble n sulk n would nt be flexible n cooperate e slightest bit.. haiz.. dun even noe how to describe dis loathesome place..

anyway guess i jus hv to take it in my stride.. at e end of e day i will benefit from it.. cos i will come out of e "war" alive, in one single piece and plenty of experience.. lets jus hope i "live" to tell e tale of my "adventure"

pissed off..

today when i first enter e office, i was told to cover e office duty as mine was done by another person last week.. fine.. and so i tot i would be able to hands on finally cos i was totally unclear wat to do anyway..

den came my course mates telling me i hav to go for e sickening CBRE course.. gas gas gas!!! and so I TOLD MY HEAD I NID TO GO.. notice e words in bold.. yesh tats mine mistake which cause me to kanna screw till chao tao.. y?? cos i nv report to my chief clerk MINE IMMEDIATE SUPERIOR tat i hav to go when she herself is in e bloody same room when i sae tat i nid to leave.. when i told her i didnt noe i hav to report to her n tat report to head will do as head is overall ic, she screwed me saying i do not belong to e same room as e head and y do i report to her instead of MY IMMEDIATE SUPERIOR.. and even used my rank to screw me.. saying i shld noe dis procedere..

hey wait a moment?? wats my mistake?? i didnt go off silently, my frd noes, e head noes.. if it is abt e office duty, jus get one freaking guy to cover la.. at most next time i cover back if he really so gei gao.. wats e fuss over tat?? u mean dis kinda flexibility cant be achieved?? okie maybe it was my fault tat i didnt tell her and thus she hav to ASK where i am but hey once u ask ppl dere will tell u liao.. not tat u nid to go ard how many offices, how many ppl b4 u can get to noe where i am..

2ndly.. i am not officially in dere am i?? if i am, y do i hav to attend such a meaningless course?? y cant she jus take me off e course den?? nt forgetting wat she said last week.. when i gt appointment on mon afternoon n therapy on tues morning.. she asked my frd y i am always not ard.. DUHZ.. firstly not tat i request e therapy on e next morning.. den on wed when i sae i going to soce for my graduation ceremony on thurs n fri.. she said " ur hand oso cant march go dere for wat??" hey if i hav to power to alter all dis.. i wun be sitting in e office would i..

its freaking fustrating when u get a call n b4 u noe it, u get screwed big time for something like tat.. haiz.. jus lucky me to kanna aimed becos of dis.. my 1 yr 3 mnths wun be easy dere.. and abt me clearing leave... tink i can 4get abt tat idea too le.. dun tink it will be approved..

class gath.. gather.. (yawnz) ring...

hehe after ystd fruitful shopping trip to marina new opened youth zone i tot todays class gathering would be interesting too.. (i tok abt e marina thingy later on in dis post..)

however i was greatly disappointed.. even e meeting time was delayed.. wif our dear ah dai e busy guy whu got to book in at 2.. came abt 30 mins late.. definitely didnt help when i slpt onli abt 5 hrs last nite.. (yawnz..)

not tat when we get to ah tham hse things turn better.. e girls were dere to bake cookies.. n e boys?? dere to stone i guess cos i find myself doing tta couple of time.. waste of time?? not really cos i v long nv stone le.. hehe kinda miss tat feeling.. (yeah rite...)

anyway when age catches up, (ppl sae when ur age turns 2-, u start to feel time fly pass incredibly fast.. we are aready 19.. hitting e 2 mark soon..) class gathering definitely changed.. from outings to various places to hav fun, create havoc.. it has turned into makan sessions n tok cock sessions.. ( some even turn to mahjong session n baking session..) hey i not toking nonsense here.. jus how many times hav u heard tat "eh organise gathering lei.. v long no meet.. go where?? go makan loh.." at least i heard dis like duno how many times dis yr.. including one for e upcoming christmas.. and also.. u suddenly notice dis conversation/ speech always happen and nth is done at e end of it.. either none bothered if not jus no time..

hehe ystd went shopping at e marina youth zone.. actually didnt really intended to.. jus heard dere is a new mall dere n wanan take a look.. however end up shopping cos its jus real cool.. e shop attendents are young too.. hehe yes tats me.. looking at e attendents more den i look at e contents.. cant help it (i'm still single afterall.. :P *buaya*) some of them are really kawaii.. hehe..

hmm guess tat shall conclude e entry today.. (yawn..) boring boring day.. oh yeah.. PETER CROUCH HAS FINALLY SCORED!!! hahah.. cool~~

dear santa...

dear santa,

i noe tat i hav been rather naughty dis yr, telling lies, disobeying orders, breaching safety, chao kenging, grumbling n nagging.. but other den tat i am still gd rite?? i dun expect much but dis is a small little wish list tat would help u for preparing a present for me..

1) e full recovery of my right arm..
2) adidas sweater.. now gt discount i tink.. 105 dollars onli
3) 2006 ayumi hamasaki calender.. if possible both e a4 n e table size one..
4) ayumi cover magazines.. cawaii, girlpop, all e latest one.. although i noe i cant read jap..
5) a 1500 or 3000 modem.. how cool would tat be..

see i am not greedy.. e list is onli 5 short one.. and not exactly impossible for someone as wonderful as u, santa.. jus one of those n i would be uptmost contented..

signed,
aegis
ur beloved guai kia..

shedding skin~~

argh wats happpening? my skin is shedding.. first it was under my feet.. now its has spread to my right arm.. and e skin is so tempting to peel and i tink i peel too much.. OUCH!!! now i gt shades of white in my lightly tanned skin.. how how how???

preview..

today i am finally typing this blog wif 2 hands.. yes my cast is removed when i went for therapy dis morning.. although my arms can onli bend from abt 70 to 135 degress liddat onli.. and e freaking pain on e vein of my 4th n middle finger, but i am still v happi.. still gt quite some movement i cant do yet though.. like i still cant wash my hair wif both hands.. and my arm is filled wif many horiible looking rashes.

coming tml i will be wearing my uniform wif sgt rank for e first time ever.. hope tat doesnt spell trouble.. coming thurs will be e first time i put on beret as a sgt.. cool har? not realli.. cos a lot other implications come in too..

well gd things dun always happen.. today i reach home at 10 plus.. still waiting for my dinner to be cook by e oven and my medication waiting to be taken.. tats preview to wat i will be doing next yr when e ndp preparation steps in.. argh.. tml still nid to wake up at 5.. so tat i can slowly take e 2 hr trip to camp.. although i might consider taking a taxi which will take less den haf e time needed.. y e 2 hr? cos tat freaking 168 bus which always play me out.. freak!!!

haiz.. kkies tink i go check my oven now for my dinner.. and toking abt oven.. i freaking hav to pay 28 dollars for a hot pad for my arm!! almost no money to pay at counter.. so paiseh..

extended..

today is a dramatic one 4 me.. first i book in late.. den after tat i learn tat my new work is no easy task n i wld be involved in next yr ndp and will be doing some projects as well..

after tat, i went to nuh 4 my check up.. the moment my cast is taken off.. i feel so happy tat i tot i wld lose cntrl.. however gd things dun last.. i soon have to put it back after some 10 15 mins of "breathing" space n my arm looks small.. like those feet kanna bind liddat.. (ok, i was exagerating..) the doc sae come back 2 weeks later.. i tot 14 days shd be okie.. but when i went to e cashier to get my appointment date, e nurse said smth which wreck my december like totally.. e doc wun be free 2 weeks after so urs is postponed till e week after.. DUHZ!! and e appointment date was 22.. yes xmas season.. ZZZzzz

these few days, my eyes has been playing a trick on me.. i keep see ppl whu resembles my frds.. den today i finally meet a few of my jc frds.. saw kenny n shujuan at nuh, meijing n meikee at jp..

anyway nw feel v low.. can i hav an earli xmas gift santa?? i wan my hand to recover faster!!!

countdwn..

2 more days.. 2 more days and i would be slightly better..

1st.. my cast will be removed, be it temporary or permenant.. 2ndly i wld finally know wats wrong wif my arm..

however.. thing arent as gd as they seem to be.. (as usual)..

cos i tink n i feel i might hav to be put back in a cast again or wat cos i can feel tat my arm didnt recover.. furthermore i hav to go 4 the checkup alone.. if onli dere is someone to accompany me..

anyway.. 2 more days!!

suay things dun come alone..

since dis morning my video player gt something wrong.. make me cannot watch my video.. den when bookin out, i 4got to take my pass which resulted to me missin e bus out n e bus to e mrt station.. after waitin 20 mins, i gt onto e bus onli to find myself in a traffic jam.. in e end reach home near 9 when i was actually released at 6.30++ to 7pm.. duhz..

nt tat it ended when i reach home.. i tried reinstall e program.. till now prob nt fixed...

geez.. tml wld be a better day.. i seriously hope..

my "umbrella"....!!!!

after a whole full week of mosquito breeding, dog feeding n collecting of dust on my originally white bandage my "umbrella" was gone and all left was a funnel w/o protection..

to those whu doesnt noe wat i mean, i was given my sgt rank.. wif quite a controversy as they dunno how to deal wif me yet due to my injury.. although it seem i cant avoid the comet recourse.. haiz..

damn cant wait to take out my cast n hope i dun nid to put it back again..

(hehe the pic taken at e bbq.. part if not whole of the ex staircase gang..

Bold & Delicious

WOW!!!

hontoni sugoi!!! (pardon me 4 my poor romanji)



ayumi new pv Bold & Delicious is plain stunning... she shot it in New York.. tats nt the stunnin part.. the song itself is seriously bold!! nt her usual style.. wif some hints of western pop in it.. now the truly stunning part is how she shot her pv.. on top of her own trailer truck driving dwn e streets of NY!!!! yes!! for an asian to do tat, imagine how shock the americans wld be..

kies cant go on any longer... gt to change n prepare to book in liao..

bbq... in a cast.

hehe ystd nite went 4 bbq cum gathering.. the staircase gang from hks..

didnt realli bbq though.. jus sat n eat.. hey nt becos my hand in cast but is becos rod's bbq is a "small" one..(he said it is jus a small party).. its jus kinda too small tat we even gt difficulty going near the bbq pit.. nt 4getting e 2 rows of chairs occupied by his parents frds jus by e entrance to the pit area.. like being paraded..

haiz once again e pic isnt tat gd in e dark.. hey but nt my cam onli.. even zs cam cant really get a nice pic.. okie i admit i had itchy hands and i adjust back e exposure setting in his hse n hence e poorly lighted gathering pic.. truli srry guys.. :P


nt tat bad la hor..


our joker of the day.. wait wheres the pic of him squeezing his oldtime gay frd nipples??


there it is.. nipple squeezing fun..


tats me.. in a cast.. memorable pic.. lol

anyway tonite gt to book in le.. wonder wat will happen to me from now on..?? clerk? recourse?? or continue.. hmm... watever it is.. hope 4 e best is all tat i can do..

argh.. hand in cast..

fell from tonner.. now right arm in cast till 28.. dunno wats wrong, check again on 28 by specialist..
miserable.. how to shower when cannot touch water.. somemore course ending on 22.. den out of course den recouse again.. argh!!!! funi sentence structure?? cos i can onlli type wif one non master hand.. T_T

burn, burning.. BURNT

tats how i shld describe my free time i guess.. first my hari raya gt burnt becos of some stupid lines.. den they tell me i am confined ystd.. burning my precious saturday.. haiz..

well becos of tat i gt some real cool ideas.. i wanted to hold one gathering probably at xmas time cos tats when everybody shld be kinda free.. my idea was like perhaps a bbq or some makan session at chevron chalet.. (since i am being forced into e membership anyway)

e idea really sound cool.. tat is till dis morning when i reach home.. suddenly i jus dun wanna do it anymore.. hmm maybe someone can take over from here.. but den again.. the ppl whu matters dun really read my blog i guess.. so.. 4get it or continue?? hmm....

wat a hari raya..

i dun tink i can 4get dis day in a few weeks time.. first time.. first time i spend almost half of my holiday copying some stupid lines.. by e time i finish my lines its aready ard 3 plus.. how no life can tat be.. n now its like roughly an hour or more time b4 i bookin in again.. cant stand it.. dis feeling jus sux!!!!

back to ginna days..

today had quite a reason to celebrate... cos chelsea finally lost.. haha suckers!!! and liverpool reign in europe once again..

however something really destroy dis day.. especially when i injured my thumb and will be hard for me to play my games n use my com.. not 4getting i still hav to copy 500 lines.. yes u gt it.. 500 lines.. jus becos we 4got to lock e doors n close e windows.. can u imagine tat?? ns life for u...

happy deepavali!!

ystd nite return home.. had quite a gd nite slp.. (at 11pm.. too tired to do anything)
dis morning wake up, felt great.. cos gt nth to do.. no BOS, no training, jus slack n nua..

tat is till noon when i go for my lunch.. i suddenly realise.. i gt to book in soon.. tonite.. jus when i tot its like weekend and i can hav another nite at home..

too bad.. dun u hate it when ur day jus get damaged by dis disgusting feeling.. YUCKS..

jus my luck.. tml its back to BOS, training and den e freaking AOS which got to do so much grease till u lose ur appetite for dinner.. (eeewww~~)

reluctant...

new to set off now to sungei gedong camp where i would be having a whole day of water training tml.. as much as i noe i would be coming home tml nite.. i am still v reluctant to go..

RELUCTANT....


RELUCTANT...


boi when is my course going to end... 3 weeks simply seem nv ending...

Charlie n e Chocolate Factory

dis movie is jus stunning.. e graphic.. and gosh johnny depp really look creepy in it.. haha
if onli i had one of those glass elevator too.. n dun 4get the oompa lompas.. hahhaa.. like one musical.. great show!!!

vision...

dis morning when i woke up.. dere is dis sudden tot rushing into my head v strongly.. so strong tat i hav nv encounter b4..

dis tot is... : I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO CAMP!! I WANNA NUA AT HOME!!! CAN I DUN WAKE UP??!!

stunning isnt it.. well actually last nite aready got some of tat.. i am always so afraid sunday would come..

hmm wat to sae....

somehow dun really hav anything to sae.. probably end off here..

well except one thing.. liverpool finally won after losing to stupid teams like crystal palace and fulham.. duhz.. zenden e man.. showed e strikers how one shld strike.. not like cisse whu wasted quite a few shooting chances... and tottenham rulez!!! haha..

next week gt to book in n out in n out.. not tat i dun like but i nid to do maintenance for my equipment each n every day!!! sux big time.. duno wat time den can book out.. quite a misery..
tot of getting a present for a special person whuse bdae is comin.. but kinda lazy.. ahaha.. now dun feel like doing anything jus wanna nua at home..

last but not least.. hari deeparaya... (deepavali + hari raya)

tiring tiring tiring...

after clocking god knows how many hrs of slp dis weekend.. (freaking slp v earli dis weekend).. i still feel v slpy and my eyes still gt blood stains in them.. hope they dun pose to much of a problem..

i still feel freaking tired n slpy.. next weekend will be hell of a week considering tat it consist mainly of lectures.. thurs moving camp.. so tat oso means more time for us and higher possibility of turn out.. haiz..

somehow i really feel reluctant to go back.. nv had such a feeling so strong tat i really feel like falling dead on my bed.. really shag out..

anyway today watch 2 movies.. The Myth and Into The Blue..

The Myth.. okie la.. wun sae its a v bad film like wat i read in most movie review cos i tink into e blue was much worse.. the korean actress look real sweet and tat indian actress is a killer..!!!! haha story line wise.. not realli impressive especially wif all e jumping of times and e "flotation" discovery.. anyway i would sae the myth has a nice song and a set of eye candy actors n actress tat saves e day..

Into e blue was definitely much worse.. e plot is stupid abt some divers finding some treasure n cocaine and eventually one of e divers decided to betray becos of greed.. its a real messy plot.. tat is if u take out jessica alba all together.. jessica alba is jus too hot.. bootylicious.. but dun be decived by e poster u seen.. she isnt exactly bikini clad all e time but den definitely has enuff stuff to turn u on..

anyway got to pack my bags now... jus hope tat next week i wun get into trouble becos of lect again.. although one day of my weekend is definitely gone.. n hope my new bunk in sungei gedong wun be tat bad.. bless me.. i really nid luck..

die dying dead...

farking suay.. first sun at seletar confined becos fail test.. 2nd weekend confined becos slp in lect!!! WTF.. cant even book out loh.. lucky my 3rd weekend is safe although next week hav to serve e remaining of my confinement for slping... ZZz...

toking abt slping, dis week i had my boat course.. first day of e course.. onli had 1 hr slp.. e freak instructor keep ask us load n unload those boats and mind u, one boat is roughly 160kg and its no small joke to do it over n over again.. in e middle of all those rushing n carrying, we were not allowed to run, and gt to do boat pt.. being short.. i am at a freaking disadvantage having to elevate my leg 2m high to do pumping.. SUX.. 2nd day all hands like jelly.. and freaking late too.. lucky e cookhse gt even more prob.. save us..

2nd nite oso abt same la.. slightly better 3 hr slp.. all like zombie liao.. but e boat course is fun.. gt to drive motor boats.. speeding dwn e waterway and we even went out to sea.. okie except for my almost crushed left pinkie when it gt sandwiched between 2 boats..

hehe but in camp i found smth interesting.. i found 优周刊.. e first week june edition from 2001.. yeah not kidding.. 2001.. and e cover is AYUMI HAMASAKI.. woo!! so kapo back home..



feeling damn slpy now loh.. n its like onli 10.30!!!!! argh!!! nvm.. slp first tml den sae.. haha..

Wrong Wrong wrong.. everything is jus wrong..

on monday.. e very first moment i step into SOCE.. things gone wrong already.. liverpool gt thrashed 4-1 by chelsea.. incredibly unbelievable..

next after dekiting we waited for our tonner to seletar camp.. guess wat, e staff tat greet us wasnt tat pleasant at all..

when we reach e camp.. WOO!! becos i fell alsp in e tonner, i tot i jus took e ferry to tekong.. or rather ubin.. freaking old.. v old sch feelin..

okie something gt to be gd rite.. well i was very wrong.. after some introduction n stuffs in e lect rm, which of cos quite many fell alsp, we were aready kanna scolding le.. nvm tat.. its common i tot.. well den came e 20 min lunch!! shock of our lives.. follow by many many waiting time n some stores loading.. den came e drag our kit bags wif 7 tag manuals (txtbooks) and e place is god damn far.. aready when we were asked to sing on our way to cook hse, e journey was like we walk from nee soon gate to soce bunk... subrashi desu ne... e regimental was like a mini ocs tour i tot.. okie tat was exagerrated.. den came e bunk.. freaking 2 storey bed so unconvient.. i was on e top u see.. and e toilet.. the bath was e "best" i ever had.. i can hav a better one wif water hose.. e water so freaking small like those tiny drizzlin rain tat could nv even make it to cat 1 status..

did i mention we end up in bunk after 12?? next day 5BX in vest slack.. and after breakfast no shit break!!! how cool is tat when we gt our shit break always from bmt to sispec to soce.. and now.. NO SHIT BREAK!!!! suddenly i miss every part of soce.. e instructors whu are so efficient unlike dese instructors now whu insist on discipline over anything else in e world.. did i mention i gt 2 cadet instructors whu became our instructor too becos no cadets in our batch.. how "lucky" ocs ppl really dunno how to slack har?? following breakfsat.. sai kang after sai kang after sai kang...

after 2 days of run quite shack le.. still no shit break.. den came e news.. tsr fail sunday confine.. and after i sat dwn for e test, e passing mark suddenly from 80% become 90%.. SIAO LIAO LA...

den ystd came e incredible news.. our oc from next week onwards wanna implement 7 min turn out.. woo.. after seeing cadets suffering from e turn out shit.. its our turn.. now officially underpaid cadets wif no farking future... we started to joke abt it though.. whenever no sgt ard, we change our falling out chant from BPCC (our course name) to "seek strive excel" e cadets chant.. haha..

den jus b4 book out, they show us e standard for e field pack items.. jaws dropped like deres no tml.. e zip lock bags are compact to such small pack and we were told we hav to follow tat size.. simply no brain or wat.. jus when my pc from soce prove to me army doesnt make one stupid (soce is so efficient tat i nv seen others like it b4..) these officers whu jus pass out from ocs prove tat theory again.. still makes no sense abt y we shld do stuff till liddat..

some funni scenes...

"cant sing loud enuff izzit.." e phrase sgt always like to shout.. either he is freaking deaf or i am.. cos i dun hear any difference b4 n after wat he said n he always seem satisfied wif e 2nd attempt.. not 4getting e first day so many ke blackan bo seng in a march.. (turning a rd)

"how come ur man so dis organised n messy.. can u organise ur man.." e officer often said.. somehow i tot we do it faster e so called dis organised way den e organised way..

and oso e freaking long time taken jus to giv ro.. when everything seem so short n simple after our 2 trainee ps gav e instructions..

really gt nth to sae.. FREAKING INEFFICIENT!!! somemore i heard soce gt nites out n today book out at 4 plus while i book out at 8 plus.. wonderful!! 6 more weeks left.. 6 more weeks of dis shitty treatment wif turn outs and e "cannot shout loud enuff izzit..."

bored...

argh.. jus cant get enuff of e bdae girl.. e ever changing n kawaii ayu-chan.. feel like wanna watch e arena tour all over again.. but den again.. quite long lei..

well actually all was going well as i was watching 新娘18岁 the korean comedy.. having quite lots of laughter from e stupid antics the female lead was doing.. tat is until one of e episodes gt screwed up.. now i gotta find means to get tat episode again.. haiz..

so now onli can watch qian ji yi bian on chnl u.. boy.. twins show u y girls shld not be trifled wif.. haha..

Ayumi Arena Tour 2005

Jus watched finish all 3 dvd from her latest arena tour..

as usual she proved to be one of e most attractive performer ever.. from pop rock songs to smoothing ballads like moments walking proud n carols to crowd teasers pop songs like honey evolution n boys n girls

from skin tight suits to long dresses and a all pink outfit.. she look simply KAWAII n lovely.. not 4getting her unique voice.. from powerful to sorrow to even those kiddy voice.. no wonder she is one of e best performer in e world..

not 4getting e stage work.. e backgrd change from song to song.. simply cool.. she even cried when singing walking proud.. those ballads are jus touching.. true class of work..

imagine having one dvd for encore.. how power tat is.. and she sang Humming 7/4, a piece of work really suited for mass audience and e result is jus great.. stunning..

she look best in her casual jeans n singlet.. simply charming..

and oso watched 2 ep of 新娘18岁.. quite a comedy wif quite a kawaii actress.. not a bad show..



hehe now oso lazy to play game le.. back to 新娘18岁..

oh yah last but not least happy bdae to e dear performer ayu mention above..Ayu-chan, Otanjoubi Omedetou !!!

Happy Children Day!!

Today went to celeb children day wif frds at wm swensen.. (yeah rite.. u must be a fool to believe tat)

nth much la.. a great day of soccer follow by gd food.. although wait kinda long outside swensen.. but nvm was treated wif some real eye candy.. hehe

on e way home met xiao hui wif her bf.. haha sometimes i wonder where my eyes were cos we were walking towards each other n i didnt even notice it was her till qingfeng mention it.. hehe

oh yah now i remember.. ystd nv mention abt my new blog layout.. wanted a change as i tot things are getting real complicated.. something simple like e templetes provided will do i tot.. hmm a sharp turn from few weeks ago when i mention i wanan make one fully customised one.. but den.. heck la.. easy will do..

last but not least.. i really really really want to watch corpse bride..

Leavin SOCE..

today is my last live firing in soce, my last friday my last dinner.. a lot thingy happen today.. much more happening over e week.. okie except for having spend abt an hr of nites out at a comic shop reading Prince of tennis book 23 to 28.. hehe..

today we did our live firing over at poyan range.. near lim chu kang cemetry area (although they said cck cemetry but i tink its near lim chu kang as well.. if wrong, sry for e mistake..) e area where i cook maggi for lunch abt tink 6 yrs ago?? when i was sec 1.. anyway tats not impnt.. today at e live firing range.. some real freaking thingy happen.. (other den those impressive *boom* tat we hear and see) i sank right into e mud.. yesh freaking muddy n sticky and.. argh jus freaking disgusting mud which u cant wash awy wif jus running water.. yesh u nid scrubs for tat.. and guess wat.. i sank near to knee lvl.. yesh.. so u can imagine how freaking dirty tat is... ARGH!! :(

after tat gt our beret presentation.. e weather was real cool.. in fact too cold.. rain quite heavily, parade in e rain.. up one lvl sia.. totally diff feeling.. anyway gt our beret le.. more burden now i guess..

hehe last dinner is not bad.. burger set.. nv had one for dinner..

jus b4 book out, read part of e first magazine.. okie so myth isnt really tat great (although i still kinda wanna watch it..) and corpse bride and wait till u r older (e andy lau show which look like some kid fairy tale of wanting to grow older) looks stunning.. but wat i really wanna sae is.. look out for into e blue.. put some scuba diving, drug lords and most importantly.. JESSICA ALBA in minimal patches of clothes.. (bikini style babe..) and some male eye candy for e females.. it looks real great.. okie pardon my lust.. but yeah.. it looks interesting enuff wif bikini clad jessica alba in e poster.. dudes out dere.. watcha waitin for..

dis week.. spend a lot money sia.. bet on soccer 20, game 30, ayumi arena tour 40.. deres goes almost 100 and my weekend jus came.. ARGH!!! when will i ever save enuff money to buy advent children imported from jap.. haiz..

till e next post.. i swear i will try to save some money.. or maybe at least after one movie?? hehe..

oh yah btw.. currently lookin for some online photo album which i can share (wanna put it as a link in my blog) and a online address book which is user friendly.. pls leave it on my tagboard or comments if u hav them.. thnx a lot.. will be helpin me a great deal..

NITE OUT!!!!

tonite gt one nite out.. SONG AR... can watch liverpool chelsea match.. muahahaa back to back liverpool chelsea match... swee la.. eye candy for all soccer fans..

we going to end thier unbeaten run tonite man.. they can eat thier humble pies.. hahahaha

tonite went to chevron for some pitiful cohesion nite.. but i dun care, gt nite out.. swee..

anyway ayumi arena tour 05 finally out... wanan buy lei.. but no money lei...

oso finally gt e song from myth.. great song.. thnx to e v special person whu sent me.. *hugs n kisses*

jus b4 book in tml morning...

haiz.. actually nth much oso.. feelin miserable.. nose stuck.. kinda feelin sick.. wanan go out oso sian.. hmm maybe next week go check out hmv for any imports.. geez.. nid to slp liao.. tml gotta wake up earli.. but kinda dun wanna slp.. how how how???

Post Match : Liverpool Brimingham

As a liverpool supporter i am utterly disappointed.. losing e lead and falling behind all within 5 mins.. although some might say liverpool was unlucky wif 2 headers cleared off e line and a classical long range effort by gerrard beat e keeper onli to be denied by e woodwork..

e plan was all wrong.. in my opinion, benetiz lose his game.. by bringing on luis garcia for sinama is e correct decision as sinama was out of sorts anyway.. however y did he bring on cisse for zenden.. as a result of a hole in e right wing, luis garcia was pushed to e left and cisse to e right.. hey wait.. none of them are wingers.. doesnt tat look all wrong.. although cisse did send in much more cross den sinama did.. i tink.. they are strikers.. all tend to run thru e middle.. wat happen to e wingers.. its after dis sub all things went wrong.. warnock scored an own goal and ex liverpool player hesky head a ball which reina failed to hold on to.. liverpool was lucky to hav won e penalty at e end

haiz.. utterly disappointed.. nth else to describe.. yes liverpool score thier first goal from open play and they oso concede e first goal thru an own goal.. haiz.. when will we see a true revolutionary liverpool..

Leaving SOCE soon..

As my days are numbered.. tink i gonna miss dis place.. it has a wonderfully clean bunk n toilet.. and quite gd facility and i am going to e seletar camp which is going to be even further awy now.. haiz..

Dis week gt quite a few things.. first i tot i managed to convert advent children and place it in my phone.. sadly speaking it failed and onli found out when i reach camp.. Zzz

2ndly.. i got silver for my ippt!! YEAH.. finally.. first time ever.. next shall be SOC..

3rdly.. played dota for e first time ever today.. guess my experience wasnt tat gd afterall..

4th.. whu willing to watch shen hua wif me????

Advent Children.. yet again.. yes!!

I'm telling u.. dis is real great.. although i dun tink i can manage to watch finish it.. (wwatch 20 mins so far and tml got to wake up real early..) it has really impressed me so far.. and tifa.. LOOK REAL GORGEOUS!!! 美女!!!



jus now watch liverpool vs man utd.. haiz.. draw.. lose money again.. but quite satisfied wif e way liverpool played.. attack n attack.. woo... at least nv lose to tyco goals.. quite gd.. draw was quite justified..

haiz.. tml morning got to wake up real earli to book in.. ZZz.. hope tml wun become zombie..

(today feel quite dwn.. ystd e person whu matter e most didnt sae it... disappointed.. )

FF7 : Advent Children

Its finally out.. although its onli currently out in Japan but yesh after such a freaking long wait.. its OUT!!! cant wait to watch it.. some eye candy here..

one yr older..

hehe starting tml.. i will be officially 19.. hmm not really lookin fwd to it though.. here's why

1) wif tat one yr older, i nid to be more worried abt money issues
2) e more worried i am abt being alone
3) fear abt wat i am going to do after ns or even after uni..
4) i am expected to behave more maturely.. but how??
5) and its worrying me more now den ever b4 abt not celeb my own bdae.. last time can heck care now it kinda bothers me..

haiz.. symptoms of growing old.. bleah.. lets hope reality will prove otherwise.. bdae wish?? hmm lets jus sae hav a smooth yr ahead and hope tat special someone would appear soon enuff.. haha..

hehe new blogskin

hehe chance upon dis wonderful n simple bleach blogskin.. kinda cool.. experiment wif it for a while though and learn a bit more abt the codings and how to edit e skin.. tried to change e pic to a ayumi one jus now and e experiment was terrible.. e pic has too much color and e words cant be seen.. after tat i tried to put one rainie yang pic in e middle.. haha looks v wierd to see one extremely kawaii girl in e middle of 2 anime characters..

well.. maybe there would soon be a ayumi skin or a rainie one.. i kinda look fwd to making them myself but i guess deres still a long way to go and i am too lazy to make one.. :P

*i tried to put dis pic in e middle..*

One More Chance 三个好人

jus watch dis show wif my mum.. (wat cannot watch movie wif mum??) dis show is v touching and meaningful.. finally i am proud to sae tat this fabulous movie is from SINGAPORE.. MADE IN SINGAPORE, quality guranteed.. its tat great and i could feel tears going into my eyes in some scenes..

Its abt 3 guys whu were released from prision trying to get thier 2nd chance in society. However being TYPICAL STEREOTYPING singaporeans, they were being discriminated even by thier own closed one at first.. although i am ashamed to say dis but many times in e movie, i tot that these 3 guys will repeat thier offence once again when they were tempted, desperate and even becos in order to get reunited wif his family.. this onli shows tat i am oso part of the typcial singaporeans.. hehe

one part which especially hit me quite hard and i find it very meaningful was when mark lee said dis.. "法官判我监狱十年, 你们社会判我死刑" in english "i was given 10 yrs imprisionment, but the society has given me a death sentence"

which get me to wonder.. how many of us can accept an ex-convict.. wat if ur colleague is one, wat will u do??

i believe the ans wun be exactly ideal, definitely not wat the yellow ribbon project, which the govt is strongly campaigning for, is all abt.. therefore from here onwards i strongly support the yellow ribbon project.. we must drop tat stereotyping and give these ppl a chance.. no doubt there is always a chance they might repeat thier offence, but by denying them a chance, arent u pushing them to commit the offence again?? if singaporeans can be so kind and understanding, as shown in e tsunami incident where volunteers flocked in and donations wun stop, i believe we can oso show e same amt of understanding to our ex-convicts.. they shld be given a chance too..

bad hair day...

ARGH i am screwed by e barber!!!!!! tinking tat my hair is long and e barber in camp onli available at certain times onli, i decided to go to e barber..

wat a costly mistake tat was.. i told him to cut the side short.. but e first thing he does, he was like teasing me.. he farking gave me a high slope.. a slope so high i nv ever seen b4 on my head.. gosh i am screwed.. to tink my bdae is ard e corner.. ARGH!!!!!!

looks so farking ugly.. even botak seems nicer... e hair jus looks wierd.. somemore tml gt master parade.. hope my hair wun get screwed.. anyway is becos of tat farking parade la.. say hair must short, uniform nid new one.. aready spent 50 ++ on a new uniform and now even e haircut is screwed.. geez.. its amazing how one parade can screw u up so terribly..

sianz.. now dun even hav mood to go celeb bdae in my farking stupid hair..

Bdae comes earli dis yr...

hehe dun tink anyone noe but dis yr mine lunar bdae and bdae falls on e same day.. mid autumn festival eve.. cool har.. too bad still in ns.. haha

anyway bdae pressie comes earli dis yr as i decided to pamper myself n got myself a new camera which i always longed for.. although in one of e earlier post i had expressed my interest in Panasonic Lumix FX 7, well i end up settle for another one.. Ricoh Caplio R2.. dun tink many will hear of it b4..

My new cam.. hehe

erm for those whu noe me will noe i dun splurge.. but dis time is diff.. at least dis time its not a disappointment unlike last yr.. last yr not onli was i preparing for my prelims and a lvls, some thing real sad happen.. one of my most "memorable" bdae ever.. one tat i promise nv to go thru tat agony on my bdae again..

"empty"

hehe finally 2nd week over.. thurs had a nite out.. damn shiok.. haha.. but tml gt live firing though.. Zzz.. later 8pm hav to fall in le..

next tues gt master parade ar.. dis time jialat liao.. have not got a new uniform yet.. sure die.. but lucky co parade is next next tues.. by tat time cfm hav to get new uniform la.. bo bian.. waste money..

somehow really gt nth to blog.. quite sian.. other den e new naruto game which is real cool.. seem like theres nth else.. haiz..

yesh... free.. for at least more den haf a day

hehe.. didnt receive e call.. guess i am safe now.. hee :)

anyway to all music lovers.. wu yue tian new song rocks.. e lyrics are great.. wu yue tian - zhi zhu..

waiting for my fateful call which i hope nv comes..

here i am going to pack my bag for tml.. haiz.. all becos i am on standby for e guard duty.. well apparently tat guy which i standby for is excuse footwear.. damn so wat are my chances sia..

gt to wake up earli tml... to prepare for the call.. geez.. anyway wanna sae sry to alex.. my frd jio me mahjong jus mins b4 u.. sry dude..

and i swear i would nv play field soccer unless i am real desperate for soccer.. i look like a dumb ass at the field today.. embrassing myself wif all e clumsy moves and really did nth much on e field.. court? bring it on.. field? suck thumb...

1st week of SOCE!!!

Combat Engineers!!! man do i feel proud tat we are e support of e SAF dude.. muahahha..
yeah so much so tat other units giv off to my frds while i stayed in dere doing nth.. course start on thurs and i spend mon to wed inside.. doing wat i do not know..

anyway e lucky me got to clean e toilet again.. and dis sun GUARD DUTY.. i am on reserve but guess wat, e guy i stand by for has excuse foot wear.. geez.. wat are e opportunities of me being called sia.. Zzz..

past 2 days.. (actually is ystd and today) spend pratically e whole day in lect rm.. hows tat sia..

well e highlight of e week would be visit to spec mass.. e rm which we always being called to clean is now ours to enjoy.. hahaha.. watched part of Jue Dui Superstar in dere.. e atmosphere is great man.. all crowding ard one tv wif surround system on.. cool huh?? haiz now gt to make use of all e time i hav at home now.. and wish i will nv get tat fateful call on sunday morning..

Boring boring sunday~~

Haiz.. today is boring boring plus boring sia.. went to sew my rank, ALONE!!! after tat oso duno go where.. end up loitering at bugis, ALONE!! dun even count loitering sia cos less den an hour jiu go back le.. yeah on e mrt ALONE!! but at least gt 2 anime on my phone to enjoy if not lagi sian..

sometime how i wish i had tat someone jus by my side.. guess its kinda hard aint it..

anyway jus watched Bewitched.. hehe kinda nice movie.. wun sae its super nice but for someone whu is ALONE and BORED and has nth to do, it kinda serve its purpose to entertain.. humour is dere..

now.. wat shall i do now.. i feel so outta place even in my room.. haiz..

since last week, everytime expose to little sun i start feeling dizzy and my head hurts.. hmm.. lets hope things turn better.. not tat i dun wanna go see doc, but i tink i am scared to see one.. i am scared if something goes real bad.. coward huh? yeah i tink so too..

looking fwd to september.. gt release of Advent Children and Ayumi arena tour~my story... and of cos my bdae~~ yeah.. but den again... its going to be alone.. yet again.. so nth really matters..

Goodbye Tekong..

Yesh!! no more penguin ferry, no more 2hr trips to bunk, no more 5 n 1/2 day week, no more "we serve we share we care".. al tekong personnel shld identify wif dis.. haha.. but on e other hand more choing sua i guess..

got posted to Sch Of Combat Engineer.. phew though not 2 hrs but would be a pretty 1 hr i guess.. from yishun to my home.. but nevertheless, its better den waiting for ferry and at least there is buildings and civilian life dere unlike my frd whus posted to 42SAR where his map showed pratically nth..

hmm dunno wats life going to be like now.. more chiong sua? more slack? more respoinsiblities? dunno.. uncertainty is here dere everywhere.. but definitely after my course dere and become a sgt, i HOPE i dun get into chemical defence.. wif tat suit.. i probably die n suffocate becos of e suit..

now got to train more for my soc le.. stress ar.. imagine ur sgt canot pass soc.. so malu.. sianz.. now everything got to do more le.. canot like last time heck care heck care liao.. JIU MING AR

Ima, Ai ni Yukimasu (Right Now, I'm going to meet you)

Jus watch dis flim abt 2 hours ago.. (tats y i am so rush now..) Its english name is Be With You although e topic title is e correct translation of e jap title.. Anyway here's e review.. e synopsis is taken from www.designchronicle.com/memento though (erm owner of memento blog, if u dun wan me to use e synopsis jus tell me n i would remove it right awy..)



The story begins with a shot of Takumi and his young son, Yuuji, visiting the grave of Mio, their wife and mother, respectively. While the two pay their respect, one can hear their relatives talking secretly behind their back about how Mio's death happened because she puts too much strain on her already weak body, taking care of her husband and son. Despite the rather cruel whispers, Takumi and Yuuji seem to lead a happy, functional life. Having said that, Yuuji seems to believe that his mother is now in this place called 'Archive Star' and will be back during rainy season. Although Takumi realises the impossibility of this wish, he doesn't seem to have the heart to correct his son about the painful reality. Or rather, he can't do it because he also secretly hopes that his son's wish will turn into reality.


E female lead, Mio.. she look lovely..

The rainy season then arrives (in Japan this usually comes around June). While on the lookout for an item that Mio supposedly left for Yuuji in a forest, Takumi and his son spots a woman sitting nearby. The woman looks very similar to Mio but she has no recollection of her identity or her past. The woman is at first confused and afraid when Takumi and Yuuji approach her. Nevertheless, she agrees to come with the two to their house. Upon arriving at their house, the woman feels a bit relieved when she sees proofs that she is indeed a part of this family. Having said that, she wants explanation as to why she doesn't have any recollection of being with them. Despite having their own doubts about the woman's identity, Takumi and Yuuji are more than happy to see someone who is so similar to their wife and mother. Because of this, the two simply tells her that during their walk to the forest together, she lost her memory.


Mio and her son

Soon enough the woman starts to get used to living with Takumi and Yuuji. She also slowly accepts that she really is Mio, Takumi's wife and Yuuji's mother. During this time, Takumi recounts the story of how he fell in love with Mio and the rather awkward love story the two had. This perfect life, however, is shattered when the woman reads a diary that Yuuji found in the forest. The diary basically informs her about Mio's death, as well as the truth behind the woman's own identity.



(from here on its my own.) After which, Mio decided to prepare for the fateful day of thier seperation. She teaches Yuuji about the chores in the house so that thier lives would be better. Its impressive to see how she take it in her stride and trying to capture n treasure each and every moment she spent with the family. All good things come to an end. Its her time to leave after e rainy season. While e couple spend thier last moment just like the way they first met, Yuuji searches for a 4 leaves clover with tears. When he found it at last, it was too late, Mio was gone.



If you thought this is tear jerking enough, there is more. However it is going to be v spoiler if i continue so just watch the movie. Its worth it. Anyway a jennifer gardner version is coming out though as a remake of the flim.


Ima, Ai ni Yukimasu

Long time no see...or shld it be blog?

2 Weeks.. damn.. i nv tot it could be dis long and neither would i tot my long weekend would be dis short.. i would love to blog everything in here.. but sadly i am unable to cos i cant remember much of e last 2 weeks..

anyway dis week jus came back from e trench digging exercise.. it aint much big a deal except tat u dig n dig n do nth but dig n dig.. so y do i wanna mention dis in my blog.. dis is becos my buddy whom i am digging wif said "dis stupid digging is like some ginna playing in e playgrd digging up sand and when e dad saes times up, go home, tat stupid ginna hav to fill back e farking hole" hmm i tot tat kinda sounds like describing us.. haha..

anyway after tat exercise.. went to chevrons for our happy hour.. gt our very own foxtrot idol.. i swear upon my head the winner sounds almost like wa zai when he sing wang le ying chang.. shock each n every one dere sia.. den next morning hav our break fall lesson.. although break bones n concuss(ion) would be a more appropriate name..

haha as u can see dis blog is so half fark.. cos i am running out of time.. onli 30 more mins left!! haha and i wanan post a movie review oso.. geez! but i found a webbie (seem like a blog to me.. ) which toks abt anime eps and even movies.. cool.. will share in my links..

Movie: Bug-Me-Not

hehe jus watch dis movie today.. quite lame.. but funi.. e lead actress oso quite gd looking.. and a definitely plus.. u get to see a diff side of Gillian from twins.. haha so feng shao!! "Wo Shi Yi Ge Mi" haha..



e story:

Moon(Isabella Leong) has a crush on Gao Yuan (Chen Po Lin). With help from Cootchie, she tired to make her feelings known. Gao Yuan however has difficulty coming in contact with any other perple around him.

After an incident which lead to Cootchie's insect friends tink tat Moon has betrayed them, they wanted to seek revenge and all e insects decided to go on strike.

As usual, gd guys always win or in dis case had a gd ending.. Misunderstanding cleared and happily ever after ending..

haha actually e show quite lame.. but funi too.. not a must watch but if gt spare time can go catch it.. especially see how tat innocent Moon (she jus make ppl like her.. haha at least in e film) cope wif her life..





Moon (Isabella Leong) : so innocent n cute!




Cootchie.. cute har?





oh yeah.. and Winning Eleven 9 is out in stores now.. even available on PSP.. now i am tempted to buy PSP liao.. haha

7th week review... and suayness

I hav been wondering.. y am i so suay for e past few weeks.. all e things tat could be avoided, all e things tat jus happen becos they do for no apparent reason.. and as u can see, i am still as suay as ever and obviously e reason has yet to come..

y do i sae so?? kkies picture dis, there was confusion in e test rm becos some apparent farker.. oops i mean training department ppl gave some freaking wrong qns papers.. gt screwed big time.. and while confusion broke into e room, some many murmurs arose and i jus ask e guy next to me if my qns paper is wrong.. tat guy has checked and confirm his is wrong mah.. so check sure nth wrong rite.. nonono.. tats where u wrong.. especially when u r sitting on e 4th row.. y?? cos definition of cheating is given by : when u are sitting in e 4th row and checking ur qns paper wif e guy next to u, onli 4th nth else.. and it oso does not applies to e many hints given during e paper itself.. nono tats not cheating.. when ppl crowd ard and discuss jus b4 they submit paper.. nono tats not cheating too.. cheating is when u r in e 4th row sitting dere asking if u gt e wrong paper.. yes tats cheating..

yeah for tat i kanna caught and all e watever big fark thingy happen.. treaten all kinda shit but was resolve wif 1 extra during e long weekend.. so tat means i am unofficially confined next week as we get to book out in e evening and i nid to report back in at nite.. if onli i got airplane, den mayb i could still touch e walls of my hdb flat.. (note flat not rm) b4 returning.. so no more entries next week..

if tats not bad enuff, on e way back some bloody farker jam break out of nth on e expressway.. as a result e car behind oso whack break and my dad car oso break.. but too late.. BAM!! dere goes my dad's car head and tat poor guy butt.. end up i reach home at 5 plus, so much for joining my frds for soccer.. hey wait a moment.. i reach pasir ris at 2.45.. 2 hrs 15 mins.. gone.. thnx a lot tat bloody sucker..

wait.. i didnt sae it ended did i?? when i reach home, damn thirsty wanna get a drink from my mini cooler fridge.. guess wat? e drink isnt cold at all.. my cooler broke dwn, e fan aint working anymore.. ARGH!! dun even noe wat e fark happen..

okie la.. life isnt all bad.. although most are.. i usually sit at e back of e car lying in a comfortable position.. had i done tat today.. damn i dun wanna even imagine wat would hav happen to me... and dis week i managed to pass my ippt in one sitting.. damn cool.. first time ever..

Sit-up : 40
Chin-up : 08
shuttle run: 10.1
standing broad jump : 216
2.4km run : 10.41

hmm if onli i could hav jump further.. haha nvm contented aready..

Wat NS has turned me into..

Many ppl hav asked how ns will change e boys.. well, here's my ans to u..

+ve:
1) I learnt to treasure my time at home more..
2) I wan to spend more time wif my family
3) I wan to spend more time wif my close friends
4) As much as i dun say, but i jus wanna tok to someone
5) i wanna blog everything.. every little thing i do seem precious and memorable..

-ve:
1) I began to spend much much more den usual.. eg? i now spend at least 25 to 50 dollars per weekend while i used to spend onli 10 to 20. jus wanna splurge whenever i am out..
2) vulgarities aside, i am beginning to lose my ability to tok properly, and slowly..
3) become more short temper
4) v annoyed n pissed off wif ppl whu made me wait
5) dislike e fact tat i go out wif frds but end up doing nth or jus having a meal
6) I hav become v pessimistic
7) i begin to realise how jinx i am. (tonite book in for guard duty, afternoon rain dun let me play soccer.. T_T)
8) low morale n definitely not self-confident
9) i find most ppl ard me irritating.. so much so tat i wonder if e problem lies wif me
10) i hav become more stupid.. cant even solve e math qns my sis ask me when maths is supposedly my forte..
11) surrounding places seem to change so fast.. jus like e way criminals felt when they came out of prision (pictured in tv dramas)
12) wanna watch every dumb show available..
13) when in camp, will feel lost.. lost in a unrecognisable world..

so u see dere are lots more -ve pts tat i can tink of den +ve.. so does ns really benefit me.. hmmmm

side note: i really tink i am going crazy.. pls tell me i am not..

Bonkers..

phew today went to billy bombers for e first time, tried to spent as little as i could.. worse of all i went wif a bunch of guys.. totally off doesnt it?? nvm tat, e worst is some guy actually was late for an hour and after e lunch peng seh us for his female frd.. (not sure if is gf or wat.. not tat i care..)

saw my frds ate e yin n yang burger.. boi its so huge.. see it alone aready feel full sia.. after tat went to watch e island.. (review in earlier post) so sian.. cos after e movie, it onli meant i am closer to my book in day.. which is a day earlier den others.. cos i hav to do my freaking duty 2nd time while others not even once..

argh tat piss me off.. anyway 2 of my bunk mates going off for ocs le.. yeah hurray.. e most noisest and e most selfish.. both gone.. my days shld get better i guess.. (if any of e 2 of u are reading dis.. i am sry but tats wat i tink of u.. not happy, come fark me after u get ur 2nd lt.. bleah ;P i really happy for both u n me.. win-win situation.. hehe)

argh while gg to book in, my liang feng and tsubasa chronicles anime hav not come out yet.. T_T sianz..

movie review

woo chiobu.. but wait.. she's a clone..

after watching dis wonderful movie.. i decided to giv u guys some reason y u shld watch dis fantastic movie..

1) dis is for all GP (general paper) students.. inside u will see a whole new world of cloning issues which u might wanna use for ur gp test.. (well i do tink e director is trying to make a statement here against cloning)

2) the female lead is.. woo breathtakingly chio.. Scarlett Johansson.. boy is she hot!!

3) for ppl whu like to ask why... u will feel somewhat gd cos tats wat e main actor did and survive..

wats e movie abt??
its abt dis supposedly hidden production plant which produces clones for clients. dis clones are used for transplant and used to produce babies, making use of e womb of e clones.. of cos after tat the clones are killed and disposed..

these clones were made to believe tat they are protected and get a chance to win e lottery to go to "The Island", e onli pure island left in e world (tats made up by e organisation which brainwash them wif e idea of The Island when they were born) They didnt noe tat e lottery is in fact a scam, a scam tat is actually used to kill them as thier purpose is up..

everything was well until dis farking annoying guy whu questions everything (tats e main lead actor and was always questioned y he is so negative in e movie) found a fly in thier "uncontiminated" area. e bug was not supposed to live (becos of e contimination theory which i dun quite understand). it was then he found out e scam behind e whole issue.. things gt worse when his female frd (tat sizzling hot chiobu) won e lottery.. the escape begins.. quite humourous at some parts.. not forgetting those scenes where they disect the clones for e organs, or e killing of e mum whu gave birth e baby for e client, and e dragging of e escaping clones wif fishing hook like guns, and most importantly how disgusting those clones were made n stuff.. toking abt evil, humans probably is e worse..

best part of movie:
(After explaining e whole thing to Lincoln (e lead actor), lincoln ask his frd (Max if i am not wrong)

Lincoln: Why dont they (e organisation) let e sponser (e clients) abt us (living clones instead of vegetable containers)

Max: Jus becos u eat e burger doesnt mean u wanna meet e cow..??!

gd luck charm for me.. anyone??

new mv from ayumi

b4 i start.. ayumi new single album, fairyland is out le.. cool..

okie now to e actual thing.. i really wonder y i gt such poor luck.. after burning 2 sat during training, we gt our one day off dis weekend, dis explains y i am blogging on a thurs nite.. somehow god is "always" fair.. i oso gt my 2ND guard duty and note tat dis is no punishment.. i jus got it..

y is e always in inverted commas, some might ask.. dis is why.. cos apparently dere are at least a dozen more ppl in my platoon whu has nv done a single duty.. and y me? when everyone is supposed onli to do one guard and COS duty.. i gt 2 guard!!! on my term break!!!

and of cos, it does not onli involve dis.. hearing how other ppl are so excited abt thier long weekend and e stuff they plan make u feel worse especially since u will be booking in a day earlier den them.. (u might oso wanna take note they actually invite u along..)

argh.. jus wat e fark are they tinking?? now can onli pray tat my guard com will be nice folks and not tekan me..

Super Down Week..

WHEN IS IT COMING OUT??

Its disgusting, its horrible, its jus.. v suay ar..!!!!

e signs were dere, but i did not heed it.. when i book in, i realise i didnt bring my n-gage ear piece.. kkies tat maybe nth but i nid it to hear my mp3 and play games at nite if not it will be too loud.. next i realise i do not hav batt in my fm receiver.. tat onli means i gt no songs for e nites in camp.. suay har.. yeah tats not end of it..

monday.. a series of events tat turn my week upside dwn begins.. during morning training i broke a hook of e bayonet, during e afternoon break after lunch, i fell aslp and my dummy law weapon gt stunned!!!! gt quite a scolding from my PWO.. got awy wif being LPS for e summary exercise.. aready feel damn sian le.. den during afternoon training.. lost mag again~!!! i cant beileve my luck.. gt another scolding.. lucky found it e next day..

den on first day of e exercise.. i lost my dust cover!!! super super low liao.. totally no mood to carry on.. although managed to recover it e next day.. but god.. wats happening.. nv lost such major things in my NS life, i and did all tat in a period of a week..

finally book out.. tot can shrug my bad luck awy.. but i was wrong.. gt burned by e hot food jus after booking out.. now tell me.. wat shld i do to break my luck.. ZZZZzz~~!!!!!!!!

Cultural shock!!

miss ya guys a lot.. i swear!!

FOR e FIRST time since i enter tekong.. dis is e biggest cultural shock ever.. let me explain.. i book out onli to be shock one time after another..

1) Patrick Vieria has joined inter -- WTF! and i tot arsenal was always beggin him to stay

2) Campbell used to lure jenas?? -- dots.. wif campbell gone whu can defend arsenal sia..

3) Noh alam shah treated like a superstar in english div 2 side. -- and i tot we were e ones whu always treat them like superstars..

4) aide iskander being offered big money by malaysian clubs -- another singapore soccer player on e news.. okie how many singaporeans actually watched e s league except those coffee shop ah pek??

5) a cyclist bang onto some stupid barriers and could end up paralysed. -- wat e fark is those barriers dere for.. wif no indication in e dark, its an accident waiting to be happen although tat type of barrier was used since 1997.. stupid? but yes it happen..

6) NKF became e biggest news ever.. even though there are 2 saf commandos who fell n died..

7) a lot nice new anime like Liang Feng.. hope its not disappointing like Ichigo 100%

8) i found a new anime tat looks nice.. yeah its licensed now.. Zzz...

Shaq, wet, n bonkers??

Qns: What does a zip-lock supposed to do??
Ans: keep out water n air..

yeah tats wat i tot.. reality proves otherwise.. my precious notebook~ part of it gt wet, ink smudge.. becos of stupid rain.. yeah, train, ran shout like crazy in e rain.. gt myslef all wet n dirty.. suddenly 5 uniform given to us seem a little too limited...

ystd, i read TODAY, and came across dis 2 article abt bloggin.. quite interesting so i guess i can share a bit here while i wait for today,s TODAY..

one of them mention, "when someone blogs, he reduces his thoughts into words. It helps him to formulate his own opinion abt e prob" wat a wonderful way to describe bloggin dun ya tink?? when everyone tink bloggin is piece of shit, it actually help us to de-stress to a certain extent, cos we wrote it dwn, kinda like vending anger.. kinda works for me duno abt ya.. probably tats e ans tat i cant find when ppl ask y i blog.. not tat i wanted attention (actually in some part of me i do.. hee.. :P but no one do visit dis puny website do they??)

---> my bunk mate shouted OMG at dis pt.. shocks all of us and said" argh a new pimple pop out!!" guess i am e onli guy in e bunk whu dun wash e face at every available time interval and doesnt look in e mirror when they gt nth better to do..

another article mention abt how dis frd of e author wanted to go on a trip for e sole purpose of bloggin.. sound stupid? tats wat i tot but here e explanation.. ".. not onli do u hav a wonderful temptation to snap everything wif ur cam. u hav a constant mindset of phrasing events u gone thru, trying to find a title and how to put it in ur blog" now.. dun ya tink going on a trip for bloggin sounds somewat more interesting now?? hmm at least i do..

13 July..

i am amazed i gt to wrote dis.. (okie its past my lights out timing but i shall try to keep it short) its our first outfield training.. not as bad as expected "YET"

wat make me wrote dis was e incident in bunk.. Hav u ever encounter a guy whu is so self centered (he is lost in his own world i swear cos he duno wats happening ard him).. makes my blood boil.. dis guy oftenly on his mp3 player n plays his 128mb worth of song on speakers.. on it so loud tat cant hear wat sgt shouting dwnstair.. tats nt e pt, (speakers not his oso) so tat being e case for 5 days a week and even gt some songs are dere since e previous week.. kinda boring aint it??

on dis nite, he didnt on his song, okie so i volunteered my ever trusty n-gage and played songs, all of them newer den tat 128mb worth and my gt i tink at least twice more songs den he does.. he den came in and on his speaker n blast even though i am playing mine.. okie fine, i off mine mp3.. and guess wat.. e very moment i off mine, he off his too.. WTF!!! so he jus on his mp3 jus to disturb me har???

okie 10 mins up, i shld really go rest.. btw smth i wanan share to all.. u noe those earphone wif small cotton like thingy covering it?? well dun plug it into ur ear after u apply camo tat day.. cos u nv noe if camo slip into ur ear.. u will regret it if ur cotton is white in color.. how do i noe?? my n-gage earpiece is ruined!!! T_T

Story of an outcast..

(dis post was created on 16 jul but was written in 10 jul in camp)

Talking abt discomfort, i hav nv felt so outcast b4.. i mean i felt it a little in sec 3, more in e beginning of my 2nd yr in college but dis is ultimate.. so much so tat i decided to jot it dwn in my notebook in order to blog dis entry.. dun ask me why (cos i noe almost 0 ppl ever read my blog.. but jus gt addicted to it b4 gg to sispec and i felt it a real cool medium to let out my views b4 i explode inside out)

now for e story of e outcast whu spend his 6 days a week in a small offshore island, (actually almost whole week cos on e 7th nite he will be in aready)

Dere is dis poor guy named "Aegis" (real name was not used to hide identity.. yah like real).. He is from sispec best coy ever.. BSLC Foxtrot coy.. Not b4 long since he enter tat fateful plt 2 section 4 bunk, he was made to feel like a black sheep. finding himself e most unfit guy, e most stupid guy whu carely scrape thru theory test n his physical being last of e platoon, instead of ashamed, its more demoralising.. (belonging to category "buay gan") cant picture tat? well its abt being e last guy for SOC, while e whole platoon is waiting for him to come back n do cooling dwn b4 gg back to coy line.. layman term?? delaying e whole platoon from gg back to bunk n wash up.. loser har??

Jus when he tot he would be spared during e nite (not tat he gt lots of nite admin time in tat matter), he hears how his section mates tok abt having a nice body n wat muscles and wat nots.. and oso toks abt thier ex-gfs, wat they do.. dis poor guy has no such ex and of cos none of those nice bodies they toking abt.. (his section mates all gt hints of 4-pacs while he onli gt a watermelon..) one of them often told dis poor guy : "dun tell me u nv done dis n tat b4" or is like "u mean u nv go out alone wif gers b4??" (fark u, understand??) come on.. dis poor guy has diffculty finding things to do on weekends and even gt prob gg out wif guys let alone gers.. jus leave him alone!!!

When they noe thier SOC results, dis same guy was gg "OOoohh i cant believe i gt under 8 for my SOC.." den e section starts toking abt wat dey did during e soc stuff and all abt how to improve timing and wat nots.. yup u guess it rite, rite in front of "Aegis" whu cant even clear e first obstacle and flunk like fark.. dont they even noe a little consideration abt other ppl feelings?? (yeah and they go "u oso can pass de loh.." or smth like "re-test u better pass n dun let me dwn) toking as easily as ever sounding like dis guy nv put in a single effort.. (jus fark off n shut e fark up)..

- END of story -

doesnt dis story touches ur heart n tickles ur balls?? ending is abrupt cos dis poor guy aegis has yet to complete his BSLC (6 more weeks as an outcast and he can onli lan lan suck thumb in his own bed)

@ irony @

is this LOVE mv

today dis ironic tot jus came into my mind.. u often heard how NSF complain abt lack of time n stuff liddat.. well if they reflect (at least for me) u will see something tat shove tat complaint up thier ass.. dunno wat i toking abt?? let me giv u a real life true account...

on 10 jul, (which is today) there was supposedly a "class" outing.. dis NSF (which is me) duno wats gg on but go anyway after much consideration cos its a sunday (sunday is slack day u see onli day wif no training).. he was told later tat the trip was to PS.. (wat can a grp of ppl go ps to do sia? so shld be movie) or so he tot.. so tinking he could catch at least initial d or fantastic 4, e 2 movies he wanted to watch but had not, he set off..

when he gt to e gathering grd.. okie everyone was late (not much a big deal, happen everytime anyway).. den we set off on a train bobbing its way dwn to dhoby ghout (spare e spelling pls..) well on e train dis stupid man utd supporter frd of mine boasting abt how slack his unit was and stuff liddat (picture dis, every nite nights off, onli slp dere, next morning 6 breakfast come back slp till 8, drill till 11.30, 12 lunch, relac till 2, drill till 5, and slack again) and his hair was like 100 times longer den mine wif so much spike tat i feel like trimming it off wif shaver.. den i realise dis another frd of mine is a 5 day week one.. kkies so i am e real little time guy dere..

now to e ironic part, dis poor guy tinking of watching a movie after lunch go dere to find out gt 3 ppl will be real late.. fine nvm, so dis party of 4, (2 other nsf frd and 1 gal plus me) go for our lunch at swensen.. guess wat it turns out? while we eat n wait for e other couple, we realise another guy is coming.. so when we finish our lunch, including e late couple, he came n hav his lunch.. so we waited n waited for him to finish den we got our dessert.. u will nv believe dis, we said to meet 1030 at j.e and after finish eating its 2.45!!!!!! so i spent my bloody sunday eearli noon at swensen so far awy when we could hav oso gone to swensen at jp, den e other 3 will not be more den 2 hrs late, i could hav gt my comic connection card, bought more comics, and probably even had time to watch a movie cos we dun nid 40 mins of travelling time (to n fro makes it 80) and dun hav e nid to rush home to pack our stuff..

toking abt not enuff time... when we spent bloody 4 hrs at a not-so-special eating place.. okie la, at least dere is a ntu business pagent orientation grp representative beside me while i was eating my lunch.. hey wait is tat really a consolation???

anyway above is e pic (not of e representative) but of ayumi hamasaki in her mv.. enjoy.. and i swear from dis moment on, it will really takes a lot to lure me awy of my sunday, especially when e next 2 weeks i will be booking out at nite and hav sat duty on e 3rd one..

"Get Out of Jail Free" card used..

Zzz.. although book out quite early, (although not as earli as someone's FRIDAY NITE) argh.. jus piss me off.. gt nth to do on a sat.. sucky aint it.. to make things worse, my msn somehow cant sign in..

hmm toking abt my week in e farking hot island, its like wat i said in e topic.. get out of fail free card being used.. dis week we had 3 nites off, 2 canteen breaks.. and we gt to slp more den 7 hrs a day.. (tats becos we gt 3 SOC back to back) somehow it seem like we jus used up all our admin time for e rest of e 7 weeks left..

anyway soc, fail loh.. still stuck at e same old stations, but at least can clr e swing trainer now.. unlike last time.. but haiz.. still fail and it sux.. whole body aching now.. dis week we went to changi naval base and had a 5m high compact jump.. real cool.. although e beginning part e keep afloat and swim kinda sux (cos i am e most weak one dere) but enjoy e jump.. tat moment is so special.. for tat split second u could feel ur heart drop.. and e time when falling thru e 5m, it felt like time was v long and somehow e water didnt come.. and e drop into pool, its like unable to climb back up.. as if real deep into e water.. haha anyway its real cool..

sian ar.. wanna watch initial D lei.. but no one accompany me.. still gt fantastic 4 oso.. ghaiz nonetheless dis weekend must enjoy ar.. next week onwards go outfield liao.. next 2 sat late book out if i not wrong, and 3rd sat got duty.. sianz..

can someone get me another "get out of jail free" card..???

in sg: injured bird outta cage.. tekong: bird in cage..

join e dark side.. muahaha

I AM V SHAGGED AR!!! v tired, v slpy.. argh.. 1 whole week oso duno gt 2 hrs free time or nt.. v hectic ar.. JIU MING AR.. jus like topic sae.. when book out here pain dere pain.. ZZz..

still nid to prepare a jottle book for my bunk.. took one whole morning of mine.. haiz.. i still haven watch my anime loh.. onli watch gundam seed destiny onli.. haiz.. heng is nite book in.. if not i dun even hav time to watch liao loh.. even my new twins album oso no time to retag.. argh

to prepare tat stupid book still nid to buy 1 fhm and maxim.. first time buying sia.. and its so awkard buying both at e same time.. feel so perverted..

anyway dun wanan tok abt army life le.. its too crazy to tok abt.. tok abt individual rights.. sometime i wonder wat i am in e first place when i am inside.. insanity is jus ard e corner..

at least dis weeek managed to watch a movie.. watch war of e worlds.. cant describe sia.. damn cool.. well if u disregard e ending tat is.. it was intense.. right from e moment show started.. after roughly a few mins, BAM, e first action starts and nv stops rite till e ending where tiniest mirco organism killed those stupid invaders.. even aliens nid medic.. hahaha.. lame.. remember ur vitamins guys.. and watch out wats underneath our earth.. maybe something might well crop up and drink our blood wiping us all out.. toking abt digging fire trench and self scrape.. probably can dig smth out.. hmm..

kkies tink i am really insane le..s top here le.. go back to my anime.. cya

bleahz

haiz.. tonite gg back to hell le.. short trip back to earth comin to an end.. haiz.. but anyway dis weekend managed to get L'Arc-en-Ciel new album.. music not bad.. and oso managed to get Ayumi Hamasaki - my name's WOMAN mv.. real cool..chio sia..

haha anyway jus managed to squeeze tat many many thingy of mine into a wierd looking luggage bag.. haiz. it was all a mis-calculation.. i tot my log bag was big enuff.. but when i took it out.. my eyes almost pop out.. jus putting my boots in takes up almost e whole place.. plus e items we were told to buy, it is exploding le.. haiz.. so bo bian loh.. take tat ultra wierd looking luggage bag.. cos can extend one.. v shen qi but ugly oso.. lol.. aiyah better den nth rite.. a big log bag or back pack outside duno how ex sia.. geez.. nid to spend $$ again..

1st bookout from "hell"

After slacking a week.. i hav to face reality.. its time to see wat lies ahead.. as i sat at pasir ris waiting for tat crucial moment, i gt a sms from ben, my ex section mate.. he said he saw my name at e signal list..

WOO wat a freakin incident tat is.. (although at e bottom of my heart i do wish i was posted dere) as we wait in anticipation, finally its time for us to enter tekong.. somehow i really wish my posting is not dere.. which might means i am gg to e wrong place.. but tat was not to be.. i was posted to.. yes u guess it, e most infamous company well known for their strict and tekan antics.. its FOXTROT company..!!!!!!!! i cant believe my eyes.. even double check it.. yes i am in it.. FOXTROT.. argh~~!!!! hey but now tinking back, whu tat farker same name as me... freaky...

and i tell u, e sgt in dere are so different.. gt those kinda "hehe i am going to squeeze e balls outta u" face.. after pushing us up into e tunnel, we reach our new home (hell).. after waiting at e trainin shed and filling up some forms, e sgt said "fall in for lunch" hehe i tot wow maybe can slack for e day.. but b4 tat thought can even materalize one bit, it was chin-up regime for us.. yes e first thingy we did was chin up.. Zzz.. tat oso came our first "screwing" session.. "gentlemen.. ur pull-up are all fark up.. is dis e standard of BMT.." somewhere along tat line la.. den still sae wat expect us to pull 12 standard, hands straighten kind after e course.. siao la.. my 6 aready haf fark wan me do 12 standard..

and we gt our orientation tok by our OC.. (he really looks like a fisherman and i heard he always go catch crab.. recently we saw him bring back durians..) soon after was some safety and regimental tok n stuff.. b4 we even settle.. we gt our first navigation lesson le.. *snore*

okie wakie wakie.. now its time for a orientation run.. we ran ard e small compound once and they expect us to remember e entire sch when i dun even remember e names of our sgt and sir.. after tat was a lot of shitty stuff which i dun remember doing, probably lessons or watever.. and first day onli gt 15 min of admin time.. T_T oh yah and e toilet sux.. i miss my bmt toilet although dis time i dun nid to wash e toilet.. we gt 2 water cooler, one working and another which either come out hot water no matter how u flip e "cold" tap or jus dun come out water at all.. and a vending machine tat looks like a jackpot machine outta some 3rd class casino.. put one coin in may not hav a drink out.. next time put a coin, maybe gt 2 out.. WTF CANT THEY JUS CHANGE IT.. its so farking old anyway.. e neighbouring coy gt girl somemore sia.. tat platoon sure havoc.. hahaha

next day, when fallin in for breakfast, see other platoon aready wearing long 4 and drawing weapon aready.. phew lucky we onli gt lessons.. but on e other side of e coin.. in e weeks to come we would probably had all those cramped all in a few days.. stupid nav lessons.. worse den college days.. at least our lecture at most oso 1 hr 30 min.. dis one is farking 2 to 3 hrs long.. ZZzz... okie today was kinda better, at least we had more admin time at nite.. phew..

anyway time seem to crawl in sispec, lagi worse when compared to bmtc.. i miss my old bunk, my sgts, my toilet, even though i nid to climb 5 stories high.. (now on 4th doesnt make much diff oso) still tinking of my platoon mates and all e things we done tgt.. haiz.. here duno how long i can last.. jus a 4km endurance run and my knee ache e hell outta me.. cant even walk properly next day.. somemore gt SOC..

talking of soc.. v sian sia.. i am e weakest in my section if not platoon.. all capable of getting silver n gold, while i struggling to pass. SOC most cannot do one station.. i bloody cant cross 4.. duno will kanna screw like wat liao.. its v demoralising, and e atmosphere is always so tensed.. i tink i might collapse soon mentally.. haiz..

dis week oso done my first guard duty in sispec.. i swear i would nv ever sae guard duty is no kick.. gt screwed upside down.. hav to remember checkpt names and all e fark up procedere... gt and so easy to kanna extra duties when on guard duty.. no wonder dere is so few dates for guard duty.. e rest probably goes to those whu sign xtra..

and u tot e worse is over... it was rumoured tat our 3rd 4th and 5th week will be hell.. chiong sua whole day.. haiz... JIU MING ARH... really v stress ar.. worse den studying... hmm e onli thing tat would probably console me is.. somebody accompany me go watch initial D and war of e worlds lei.. v miserable lei.. dun wanan watch alone neither do i wanna miss those great shows.. Zzzzz....

cool cam..

e cam i am gg to buy someday.. some... dddaayyy~~~

aint dis cam real cool.. check it out.. e panasonic lumix DMC-FX7
gt another exactly similar one but better one DMC-FX8.. 7 is gd enuff for me though.. :P

Part 2...

my ultra cool boots.. hee..

and e activity i will miss most would be soccer~~!! look at my cool adidas shoes.. too bad i could onli managed to wear it once b4 gg back to camp.. and ystd soccer was boring too.. kinda bad start to a cool shoe.. hehe..

hehe last but not least my room.. my cosy (okie my mum always call it a pig sty though..) room where i will nv feel tired to nua (slack) in.. hmm maybe my little cooler fridge gt sth to do wif it.. but watever.. hehe.. n my collection of comics.. well most ppl sae my room dun look like a normal rm cos gt no visible bed and look more like a study room or play room.. tats y it is cool cant they see it.. more cosy tat way dun ya tink?? i am v proud of my rm.. although if i can afford it and e aircon pipe stop dripping, i would another 2 or 3 cupboard if it allows to buy more display items and of cos for my comic collection.. hmm dream on...

All ready to go part 1..

e drink i will miss..

as i start packing e super many items into my duffel bag and trying to squeeze everything in (of cos plus another field pack) i started to tink of many things.. many things tat i would miss..

first of all, will be my com.. i still cant get enuff dosage of my anime and manga.. esp when gundam seed destiny is reaching e peak, e climax of e story.. woo damn interesting i tell ya.. but well gd times dun last do they.. b4 long i am back to tekong again..

next will be dis blog which i realise i kinda addicted to.. this block leave i am constantly tinking of wat to put in.. it has been fun though although my blog looks kinda boring (T_T)

and of cos e drink i canot live w/o wif.. my fav carrot juice.. be it fresh or e pokka one u see above.. (actually i prefer e above one..:P) too bad they dun sell this in e canteen, (nv seen one in vending machine though.. hope a miracle can happen.. haha)..

To Be Continued...