Symbols? not my cup of tea

haiz v long no update blog le.. nth interesting to add.. except for today..

after 2 weeks of no soccer, my legs are so bloody itchy.. today had a gd run out dere but fark, i tink i badly sprain my ankle.. limping now.. actually wanan go sinseh tonite but close le, tml morning nid to go over, den come back to mrt station to pass some singlet, and go back to somehwere near e sinseh place to meet frds for lunch.. haiz.. y e double journey? cos someone didnt reply or reply in a manner tat i do not understand. upon enquiry, no reply still.. kinda pissed off..

den went to watch da vinci code tonite.. so suay.. when i come out, i tot hav to wait damn long for bus, so take cab.. den once i board cab bus come.. zzz.. nvm, den i gt no change, jus a 50 dollar note.. so happen e cab jus come out. oso no change, den 7-11 dun wanna change for me.. end up begging on e streets for like 5 mins for change? argh so paiseh..

haha den e movie.. wah lao eh, i feel e movie is interesting, but its kinda wierd. its all abt looking things from another perspective and some old myth.. well morale of e story, dun get too engrossed in symbols n myths n legends n history.. come on man u r in e future, or rather future in e making.. haha but from e movie, "truth is what you believe.." smth liddat ba i guess.. haha

now.. so energetic.. how to slp.. but gt to.. cos tml hav to wake up earli.. haiz..

going crazy

i tink i am going to have a mental breakdwn.. maybe..

something is v wrong when 1 week has passed and it feels like u have done 2 weeks of work and onli had haf a week of rest.. something is v wrong when ur name represent everything else but good.. something is v wrong when ppl find u no matter how busy u r, to add on even more.. something is v v v wrong.. when i am going to get confined in my own home.. missing out on e latest movie, and a chance to let loose myself after a tough week..

wtf, last sun i was on duty.. fine wadeva.. hav to clear anyway.. den after duty for e whole of dis week, i pratically have to work thruout my entire week.. dunn have much time for lunch even, and den ppl start bothering you wif e smallest of things when they could have done it themselves...

den while u r on ur course to complete wat seem to be a major task, it end up tat it was onli a small part of wat's outstanding.. and when u see other ppl, same rank, or even same type whu going to serve 2 yr n fark off can simply sit at one corner, rot, slp, play game, tok cock, read books, go for run, go gym but u dun even have time to have a 10 min toilet break or wadeva break, or even to refill ur own waterbottle for goodness sake..

last but not least, e task jus keep coming n coming.. till e pt tat while u r clearing few task, u miss out on a few.. onli for them to hunt u v terriblely later on.. well tats wat my life is now.. i feel so vexed so fed up so pissed.. but i dun mind doing.. although i really hope ppl out dere dun jus call my name for fun becos it spells "sai-kang" its really spelled "chee siang".. u guys nid a new spec..

today i was so happy its fri.. althuogh dis sat gt no soccer, at LEAST i TOT i can relax.. onli to be recalled for standby.. on both weekends.. waiting for a stupid call to activate me, or rather waiting n staring at e phone hoping it wun ring.. ppl out dere are enjoying but i am here confined within my own HOME!!! WTF IS DIS.. can anyone out dere explain to me? anyone out dere to guide me.. cos im feeling real loss..

i got no choice but to do wat i am doing, but y is everyone piling up into my misery.. i am losing it bit by bit day by day.. my hobbies, my interest, they are all going into extinction.. all i have left is onli to slp, and of cos e v fear of my phone ringing. i dun like to hear my name being called.. i HATE sound of footstep coming my way.. I JUS CANT STAND IT!!! FARK!!! THE V LAST THING I NEED IS TO BE DISTURBED EVERY WEEKEND.. TO TINK I GT A BLOODY 295 DAYS LEFT.. I WAN MY LIFE BACK.. STOP SAPPING IT AWY FROM ME.. ARGH.. TO TINK TAT IM WRITING DIS.. SOMETHING IS INDEED V V V V V WRONG.. AND TO E FARKERS OUT DERE, CAN U FAKRING LEAVE MY DEPT ALONE.. ITS AS MISERABLE AS IT IS WIF ONLI 2 PPL AND DERE U R FARKING PUSHING DUTIES TO US AND ENJOY IT LIKE HOW LITTLE KIDS CRUSH THOSE LINE OF ANTS..

AND I MEAN IT.. ENUFF IS ENUFF.. GET ME OUTTA HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Champion League Final

what a match!!!! poor lehman gt no choice but tat unlucky red card. wat a difference it would have been..

but whu wud tot tat arsenal would lead first thru a excellent free kick by henry n a header which left vlades stunned.. for tat moment i knew e money its in e bag.. barca wud definitely score against 10 men.. but tat was left till v late till 70 plus mins with an excellent touch by larsson to set eto free.. wif e finishing shot in a tight corner..

den my celeb was short lived.. jus when i was going bonkers, larsson release belleti dwn e right.. n a power shot which kinda deflect by e inner leg of e sub keeper.. zzz.z.. i almost switch off e damn tv.. it shld hav been saved!!!!

alas.. tats 25 bucks gone..

Poseidon

WOW.. its a freaking great movie.. in fact i rate it better den M-I 3.. e motions of e characters, e stunning visual effects and not 4getting e excitement which comes rite after say, 15 mins of intro?? and it goes all way till almost e end of show.. wow.. which other show gt such intense action?

haha.. duno how to desribe or rather i dun wanan spoil anymore.. i strongly recommand ppl out dere to watch.. its great..

and yeah.. i tink i wun wanna be on a cruise for a lOOOOOOng time.. kinda freak out..

btw today supposed to be my off day.. guess wat.. i spend it so meaningfully by slping thruout e afternoon.. sobz.. dere goes my off!!!!

haha call me coward.. wadeva.. anyway gotta go.. still trying to nurse my bruised eye..

Istanbul Part 2

YEAH Liverpool lifted e cup.. n how stunning it is.. wif 2 goals dwn due to 2 mistake, gerrard gt them all back wif one assit which cisse finishes all so beautifully n whack one in.. den konchesky gave one super super "ronaldinho" crosses n landed into e net.. onli to find gerrard giving a screamer from god knows how many yards out.. damn nice!!!!

yeah and they go thru e 2 xtra time halves which many fall due to cramps, n they won e pk!!!! reina made 3 stunnig saves to deny west ham.. okie credits for west ham.. they played real well today.. but yeah we gt e cup!!!!

haha yeah all e excitement, now i going to touch on all e stupid stuffs...

ystd went yuki n yaki.. well e food is okie.. but e ice creams sux!!!!!! e taste aint rite, n well it jus aint rite when ppl start coming up, "u gt 10 mins left" wtf?>>!!! well sy n cc ended up playing prawnzilla, wif cheese hotdogs as buildings and prawns n fishes crashing thru them.. haha gt e video, v intersting, but too bad its kinda dark cos its done wif my digicam.. if not can upload..

den e other thing is i actually told my frds to meet up for tim sum session.. w/o realising i gt duty tml.. tats like wat? double disappointment? geez.. so sad.. yeah gt duty tml.. see how long i can last tonite.. tml den go in slp.. so boring anyway..

haiz later haf to prepare uniform n prepare entertainment liao.. zzzz.. lucky mon gt off for polling day.. anyway it still sux.. going to camp reminds me of e never ending stuff tat i gt to complete.. i nid a break man..

n yeah today stupid rain.. after such a exciting match n leading 1-0 against some big boys, it jus gt to rain n spoil e day.. haiz.. next week somemore no soccer.. i am oh so deprived man.. hahah..

will anyone call me n tok to me tml? ke y~~i mah??

You-tubing

gundam fanatic.. >> i am v amazed at how e user actually make use of his gundam figure.. well action speaks louder den words.. here they are..





counter strike style oso have



new style mario>> look super cool!!! well browser still is as stupid as ever..

something is wrong

yeah something is wrong.. V WRONG.. when u start eating ur breakfsat at 2am n folding ur uniform at 2.30am.. onli to realise u are 3 hrs earli...

e ever great circle of life.. yeah rite..

i am e eldest among my siblings.. ppl always sae e eldest is e best enjoy priviledge..

yeah rite.. no doubt i cant deny i do enjoy some real gd stuff.. but tat doesnt mean i dun get e bad end of it at all..

when i was young.. kanna scolding, kanna whack..

when i grew up, my sister kanna scolding.. den somehow i kanna scolding oso when i am totally unrelated to e initial prob.. kanan scolded for not giving rite example.. sae i nv study n revise tats y my sis liddat.. up dwn left rite kanna whack, up dwn left rite i duno y.. to me study is own prob.. find ur own way. no pt mimicking.. which is e excuse my mum gave for scolding me..

now tat i am in ns, my bro kanna scolding.. dis time i tot i wud be somehow spared, but i was wrong.. i end up tio scolding oso.. for not teaching my bro, for playing games whenever i free n for not doing those simple stuff like helping out in e family..

okie i admit i am wrong in one pt or another but hey i feel so pissed.. i did nth, kanna scolding.. n i still duno wat for??

nvm while kanna scolding i continue play my new winning eleven 10.. well all i can sae is it sux!!

gd pts: netherland gt thier player name rite,
u dun nid as much time to sub ur player
gt impressive weather like snowing n weather ball like orange teamgist
gt some manager features added, which i duno wat in jap
gt dis ultra cool quick free kick option..

bad pts: its too easy.. play we9 wif 3 stars might not neccessary win but we10 wif 3
starS? u own big time.. epl superstars vs europe superstars, thrash them
8-2, liverpool vs ars, own them 4-0.

well overall its nt bad.. but will be v fun if play wif frds, if not its jus plain boring stuff..

haiz.. its so pathetic..

oh yeah today on my way home i saw 2 student couple.. suddenly i felt real pathetic.. y? cos dis kinda student romance i can onli relate in comic books.. tinking back.. i kinda a bit regret tat i miss out on dis one little sweet sch life memory.. but den again.. if it really happen, i might not be e way i am now.. for example i dun tink i will be blogging now but instead chatting up gers.. n stuff liddat..

haha maybe its jus me.. well jus ignore.. i am wierd anyway.. jus like wat my ns mates often sae abt me..

super long post

dis weekend is a super wierd weekend.. or rather eventful.. wadeva..

ystd went to bras brasah where e main branch of popular is.. y? to claim my 20 dollars off chuangyi comics and to gain from e ongoing promotion.. after which i went to suntec wif cc as he nid to service his nokia phone..

dere is some kinda exhcange milo event der.. wat a sight.. from e top storey looking dwn, u see nth but a sea of milos n ppl wearing green shirt.. of cos not 4getting e extremely long line of ppl queing up for e free milo and trying to change tat free milo.. everywhere u go u see ppl in green( one of e criteria to exchange milo) carrying 1 or 2 tins in thier arms.. haha too bad i didnt took a photo..

on tat day i oso went on a freak spending spree.. below are e things i bought..







haha yeah i bought one fifa world cup ball puzzle and one kingdom hearts 2 puzzle.. for wat i duno but it amounted to 80 over?? well e ayumi disc wanted it long ago and hunted it for v long too n e advent children was pre-ordered.. so guess not tat bad..

today oso quite concidental.. my last off day i met some ex erm sch mates? (well they were from e class next to mine) and today i met them again.. haha.. so zhun rite?

haha and one thing i notice.. ystd went suntec den marina, today went orchard.. we saw smnth v v amazing.. e malays are getting all e hot chicks!!! and i mean chinese hot chicks... wat happen to e males?? omg.. sudden cultural shift? maybe we shud starting tanning ourselves.. haha jus joking.. to all malay frds out dere, mean no harm.. jus a lame joke dere.. sry if i offend anyone.. (are you are you are you sure?? ... no worries, deres no suga)

yeah last nite did e stupid ball puzzle till 4am in e morning lo.. farking tired.. anyway gt my winning eleven 10.. so shiok.. and i gt ppl calling me up at 7 plus!!! wtf.. i couldnt really get back to slp later.. damn was i feeling groggy e whole day..

oh yeah n today completed kingdom hearts 2.. kinda short.. but of cos i miss out on a lot xtra things.. i jus went straight for e story.. but nevertheless, e ending scene is fantastic graphic.. like those outta e advent children style.. real cool..

anyway after getting off day here.. i gt feeling next few days wud be hectic.. v hectic.. haiz.. can feel myself turning into a heartless.. feeling more n more evil nowadays.. haha.. oh yeah now i trying to find those necklace wif pendents like a key or a lock.. all i saw were those real girly wif heart shapes, queen crown n all.. hope i can find one real unique one soon..

till e next post.. ja ne