Fear

i am jus so afraid of work now..

i wish my time wud go faster and be up.. becos there seem to be a lot of hidden work which is not done and kept under e table waiting to be blown up.. everything is so uncertain now..

and remember tat real impnt thing which i misplace.. haiz.. tink i better remedy it tml asap when e guy whu go overseas is back.. hopefully he can help me smoke out a bit.. i really hope jus paying $50 will settle e issue.. hope wun get confinement, xtra duties.. haiz.. painful lesson..

jus tinking of it gives me e tremble.. gosh im so cowardly..