ohana xmas gathering...

or rather post xmas gathering..

had gift exchange and dinner exchange.. at vivo rooftop.. on e grass patch.. den had a few mini games..

AND THEN!!!! when e clock strikes 10.. sprinklers come out of nowhere.. (okie from within e grd..) and start sprinkling water... at us!!!

den we move.. to a seemingly dry and beyond reach of any sprinklers... and after some time.. sprinklers appear again!!!

forget how many times we shifted.. but it was rather comical..

merry xmas~~

as usual.. photo shooting time.. sad thing tat i missed e taka bear tree and e one over at vivo.. so here are some shots to share.. e rest are uploaded in my web album..


behind e scenes..


like this shot.. gloomy skies vs sweet moment.. gt a more normal sky in my album


one of e lousiest tree?


bling bling








spin spin spin...

last but not least.. e log cake!





MERRRRRYYY XMAS!!

im a bad driver..

was trying to drive my way from marina to orchard to see the lightings..

and i was lost!!! i saw e start of e decor at wisma, but i took a wrong turn somewhere, and b4 i know it, im on e expressway.. towards where i dun realli know.. finally found my way home when i saw SLE mandai.. tats v far!!!

argh.. wat a bad driver im..

and i tink i triggered my own injury.. is rather pain when my muscle tension-ed.. shall try some muscle pain relief cream.. hopefully it will go away..

Birth by Sleep

cant wait for this wonderful game to be out!!!

f*** up day!!!!

first e stupid barber ruin my hair..

then... today.. one moment of lack of concentration and i drop my phone on the ROAD!!! that few seconds that it drop and bounced off the uneven surface of the road, i can feel myself freezing although i was trying v hard to catch after the first bounce.. 2 of my edges got badly chipped.. few small scratches at e back.. e onli consolation is no dmg to e front screen.. at least not discovered yet.. damn i shld have ordered for delivery instead of going out for dinner..

holiday disrupted by in camp, hair destroyed by barber, and my phone disfigured.. my phone has nv been so disfigured b4 under my use.. somemore its such a new phone.. less den half a year!!!! and to rub it in, my mom decided to make a joke out of it.. almost exploded..

whole day at home.. freaking boring and this gotta happen.. nth is going right!!!

spoiler

totally sianz.. tml going back to a far far away land call seletar..

so went to have buffet with my one and only...


im so going to die for my ippt during in camp..

im so going to miss life out here.. cant wait for 19 to come..

UFO!!!

had a v v weird dream..

i dreamt tat i woke up... and saw a plane outside my window.. but.. its flying v irregularly.. i got my specs, and it look sort of like a UFO.. big spherical at e cockpit, with small wings at e side, instead of e saucer shape.. its flying in random motion..

i tried to take my camera, and tried getting some shots, and it was gone.. and next moment, i saw a commercial plane, but its moving in random vertical to 45 deg motion.. instead of the usual horizontal motion..

GEEZ.. it felt so real that i can still remember it..

mayb it did happen and the aliens brainwashed me and made me think its onli a dream.. wahahahhaa..

stitch-y...

arent these paper clips cute... saw one even more cute one..half e stitch head with his teeth.. and with his 2 paws as if its resting on e paper (when its being clipped to a paper).. too bad no stock..

ITS OVER~~~

ITS FINALLY OVER...

phew.. towards e end alr sick of exams alr..

went over to vivo after that.. take a nice walk ard.. been a very long time since i did that..

saw this v cute penguin..



had dinner at a v v nice place..







AND... forgot to go to rooftop to see e xmas tree... bleah

time to look forward to soccer~!!!!

and i cant believe im going for my in camp next week... destroy my holiday... bleah

disturbing...

this is very disturbing.. i got a paper tml morning..

and i tink i have spent like less than 4 hrs on it today.. totally no mood..

lets hope.. my mind will be quick and responsive enough to handle the paper tml..

one more week.. and it will be over..

and another one more week.. i got in camp!!! argh..

ARGHHHHH

im beginning to enjoy his music!!! damn shiok!!! especially during days like this when u cant study, no mood to study, dun wan to study.. and just wanna SCREEEAAAAAAMMMMMM... enjoy..





last but not least.. youtube is a evil..

its raining~~

argh.. thankfully im home.. and it feel so cooling..

BUT..

IT IS A BIG PROBLEM TOO...

ITS PERFECT to be COSY and CUDDLY under this circumstances.. boooo....

back to normal...

re-arranged my wardrobe..

YESH ITS BACK TO NORMAL..

no longer confined to dull color shades.. its nice being normal!

laughing good time

today went out to have a breather among studies.. was at the bookfair when we saw this..



it looks cute, and it look very like the real thing.. while one of my frds and i examining the model trolley, my other friend blurt out.. "why would ppl pay $9.90 for this when they can get the real thing for $1?"

we immediately leave tat model alone and start laughing..

another hilarious moment was when i was abt to pass the movie tix to enter the cinema, somehow the staff do stun when we were walking towards him.. he almost fell.. tink he was trying to do some stun by standing on e board or smth.. den my evil frd dun even try to resist.. i had a hard time resisting and there is is laughing non stop behind me..

couldnt help it after we walked past him.. laugh till i teared..

dinner was great!!!

poor innocent tigers

those ppl who commit suicide deserve no pity.. especially those who do it at the expense of others..

our poor innocent tigers are victims of the latest suicide case. it is at times like this they are reminded tigers are by natural predators. and although they might have killed that a**hole, the truth is that they are being provoked. that bugger climbed e ledge, jump into the moat, and go right up to the tiger.. given a unknown and unfamiliar face staring down at you, waving broom and pail, u cannot blame the tigers for being offensive..

sorry if im being cold-blooded but i cant help it that the tigers are treated like suspects..

im enjoying it..

3 free days this week! shiok! and im so enjoying the luxury of "own time own target"

i love studying like this. spent like 3 to 4 hrs per day to study. i wun say its v productive, or tat i actually covered a lot of stuff, but it is to me effective. at least im not cramming stuff into my head, and im so enjoying this freedom.. if only it is like this everyday..

i guess this luxury is coming to an end, gotta come up with a slightly more packed schedule.

BUT... as usual, no matter how pack it is, there is always time for some kinda enjoyment and relax time.. im not tat kinda to study non-stop for a whole week.. im so lookin fwd to that sushi buffet next week..

AND YESH!! after next tues, i no longer gotta restrict myself to dull colors of black white blue brown... i can have yellow and red!!! FINALLY.. time to color up dressing.. im so sick of those dull colors..

now.. e sad thing is, no soccer and no "going out".. if i can have both of them, it wud be so perfect!!!

for once, i feel i might do well in exams.. hopefully it will come true..

PS 我愛你

i will try to fill my blogs with more stuff other den just videos..

in e meantime, enjoy this lovely mv..

just wanna be with you..

*keep your eyes locked on mine*


*right here right now*

disappointing

to stay up till 3am in e morning to see your team losing in the very very last min!!!

disappointing!!! but.. WE WILL BE BACK!!!

wats wrong?

i tink im hungry and im supposed to be hungry, but at the same time, i dun feel hungry...

ITS V V UNCOMFORTABLE.. tat feeling drifting between feelin full and hungry..

mayb its call lost of appetite? i tink i shld eat, but at e same time i dun realli feel like eating...

hmmm....

interactive

THIS IS DAMN COOL

emotional...

i got no clue wat she is singing about.

but i felt v emotional after hearing this song. mayb because its from the koizora drama. T_T

license to EAT ! WAHAHAHAH

very nice song..

确认过眼神 我遇上对的人

anyway i have been officially given the license to EAT!!! no need to wait for another 28 days!!! yea the ban has been lifted, at least when im not at home!!

meat~~ meat~~ how i miss u..

recession? depression?

here it is again.. after newspaper reading thoughts.. hahaha

a quick quote: A recession is when your neighbour loses his job. A depression is when you lose your job.

well as we all know, we dun seem to be facing high unemployment compared to the last recession.. or am i wrong

anyway i forgot to take a pic of smth interesting. i jus saw a notice pasted at the lift lobby. its a job advertisement for a bakery nearby which jus opened. mayb im a mountain turtle, but its my first time seeing job advertisement at lift lobby.

to end it off, our IR is launching a recruitment drive.. its target? e retired, unemployed, women who wish to return to workforce, and mature workers!

first benefit of a what ppl perceived to be socially disruptive. MORE JOBS!

i thought...

i had a 5 day sch week..



WHAT HAPPEN?

When I fall in love..

When I fall in love
It will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love

In a restless world
Like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many
Moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart
It will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you

sweet~~

我还在寻找 一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷 替我烦恼 为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
幸福开始有预兆 缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老
WO~小酒窝长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好 我永远爱你到老

what a sight

saw some v v young children walking in sch compound, near the labs..

those were the days when guys one row, girls one row, hold hands and walk..

fast forward a couple of years, the govt probably gotta try to make them to come tgt, date, get married and have babies..

i suddenly got this urge to come up with a virtual profile, u know when need to enter ur names, add, email, bday and so on.. with 2 IT modules that im taking this sem, e more scary internet seem to be, those data mining n profiling of user IS SO SCARY.. a tracking company that tracks your internet usage might know more abt u den u do!!!

tats v v scary... dun u feel exposed?

what will happen if...

all our data and technology are linked together under one network?? all your daily internet usage(from online purchases to your blogs to your social network) and cellphone usage pattern can be observed, all these data can essentially work out your personality and in fact know you better than you know yourself !!!

and.. if a someone managed to hack into the network and get his hands on these data, how scary it would be.

just some thoughts after watching the movie "eagle eye", it is a very interesting movie. it shows how good a computer can be managing the massive amount of data, and also how inflexible it can be, being restricted to its AI and pre-programmed set of actions.

have u ever wonder...

1) if u write down ur way of life in quotes, enforce it to your newborn child, brainwashing ur child that whatever inside is the truth and nothing but the truth, expects ur child to strictly adhere to practices that are written inside, they may truly believe thats how life works if you are convincing enough..

and b4 you know, u have created a new tradition/culture if you child decided to pass it down to the next and next generation with ever increasing convincing reasons of your way of life..

note: u may try to bury it in some place, when ppl generations later dig it out, they may go "WOW! so that is our tradition"

2) multi-racialism work so well in sg, what we onli acheive racial harmony among ourselves. a grp of huge numbers of foreigners (especially those that don't belong to the chinese, malay, indians, or westerners) are sometimes treated like aliens where their living quarters are a treat. someone forgot to tell them, the category is others, not westerners. or that the infrastructure that we are using might be the work of these "aliens" which "threaten" your neighborhood.

or that, you might actually be more of a safety threat by stirring up emotions for protecting the cost of your ?

if they really wanna threaten you they can simply forgot to add a certain foundation pillar to the one you are using right now.

we are a mutli-racial country. we have racial harmony. do we?

3) technology may solve problems, but at times solving one problem may lead to 10 other more complex problems because you gain additional knowledge? or that by improving life, technology also makes you more lazy at times?

is that why ignorance is bliss?

im not trying to flame anyone, or criticizing anyone. jus some random thoughts after seeing wats happening. i admit i am guilty of the last 2 pts at times. but the first pt is something which i really thought is interesting.

whatever proof we have of our religion or culture or tradition, is something that is being passed down, in written form or in fact sometimes through word of mouth? when does humans know how to write or speak? jus because they do a certain set of practices or some journey with additional ability to write and speak, they become our religion/tradition/culture?

ignorance is bliss, if i choose to ignore i wun have these questions.

CULTURAL ASSERTION!!!

got a first hand experience of helpless-ness as written in one of my readings about SG Society.

im facing CULTURAL ASSERTION!!! by a culture under the Chi-Mal-Ind-Others category that the govt imposed!! the thing abt making a chinese feel more chinese that he would otherwise feel..

i experience first hand what is the true meaning of tradition..

tradition - a set of irrational practices based on unproven/ridiculous/out of the world reasons, that you are expected to follow w/o understanding.. an attempt to prove that tradition is ridiculous will earn you a big fat slap in your face that you are rude and ignorant..

and it goes on..

IT JUS MAKE NO F***ING SENSE TO ME!!! STOP IMPOSING YOUR IDEAS ON ME!!! IM NOT UR F***ING PUPPET!!! SO WHAT IF IM NOT FOLLOWING OUR FORE-FATHER TRADITION, WE ARE MOVING FORWARD NOT BACKWARD!!!!

ARGH!!! i declare myself mentally unstable.. at least for e next 45 days..

sadly, i gotta be tat stupid puppet that have no life of his own, with no chance of rebuttal..

HMMMMmm or shld i be leading a life of my own, go against the odds and risk offending my parents...

im hungry....

and my sanity is hanging by a small tiny weeny thread...

imagine feeding a tiger with only vegetables... or a shark with only seaweeds..

consolation: at least its not like removing drugs from a drug addict.. not yet..

traditions...

how relevant can traditions be??

im still not very convinced why traditions are that important..

yah yah.. they are reflective of our roots.. jus because our fore-fathers are not born in singapore means we must look back to their roots, why can we make our own roots??

the competitive nature of the time now, compared to the past, can these traditions still work? the inflexibility, inconvenience and often irrational practices are beyond my understanding.. yah im a ignorant brat.. but then can anyone prove me wrong at how these traditions can be so inflexible and at e end of the day, u wonder if e "opportunity cost" that you are paying is abit high?

can tradition allow us to survive in this competitive world? yah im the new generation of ppl whu are individualistic.. but, from another pt of view, im not the only one in this world! time dun stop for me, and definitely wun put the whole world on hold just for me so that i could get back into the survival game on a level playing field!!!

i sometimes feel ashamed of myself for having these thoughts recently, as if im devoid of emotions. but i cant understand nor can i find reasons why wud u wanna find ways to put ur life on hold when someone pass away. the world still rotates and ur life still carries on. i know its emotionally traumatic but i feel we should instead find ways to carry on, to gather the courage and strength to overcome this barrier, our life does not stop..

i gotta write this long post to vent my frustration, although i shld really be studying. im facing a high possibility of unable to complete revising b4 my test. no im not an elite, im jus a normal ordinary student, trying to understand what is happening to my life.

I NEED A GOD DAMN BREATHER!!! and its of high irony that sch become my best excuse to get one. GOD DAMN THESE DATELINES AND AMOUNT OF WORK!!!! ARGH!!!

har.. feel much better after venting.. i tink i can finally study in a positive mind now..

will i see a rainbow soon?

bad things just seem to be sticking near to me for some reason or another..

woke up feelin lazy.. 2 hrs later den wat i planned to do, with the "i dont wanna study i dont wanna study" feel..

so after some fooling ard, finally managed to get myself to try starting at ard 2pm.. onli to find my com facing a breakdown. YESH!! i still haven figured out wats wrong but i tink its the lan card.. or rather tats e best reason i cud find.. trying all sort of configuration to find out wats wrong.. and.. couldnt fix it! my com cannot connect to the internet and i find it hard to concentrate. i keep wanna find ways to fix it. haiz..

den i got phone call.. bad news again.. went out..

den by e time i got back, evening le.. still trying to figure out wats wrong with my com.. GAVE UP!!!

in short, i did less den 2 chapters today, intended to revise my lect for tml, re-attempt tat assign, and finish 4 chpts..

wat am i doing!!!

i must be punished for waking up late with a not wanting to study attitude.. (im trying to be optimistic, if not i might get v v frustrated..)

be optimistic

bad bad bad~~~~

my tut falls on a wed.. but thank goodness, becos the makeup tutorial i went today... is rather bad.. well mayb cos i gt e lecturer as my tutor, but is really diff sia. thankfully i got lecturer as my tutor.

so i went to sch on a free day. yup after tat 1 hr tutorial stayed in sch to mug for my evening paper. Thankfully i gotta do tat tutorial makeup, if not i need to go sch for a 1hr evening paper!!

so it seems its not too bad. but realli im jus trying to be optimistic. here comes e rest.

at 4pm, 2.5hrs b4 my paper, i realised i cant finish my revision!!! omg tat level of stress.. v sick feeling. (sick enuff to worry me if this wud happen for my remaining papers i will die, becos none of them are memory papers..) so i jus browse n flip and read over n over again without really going in depth of understanding.

den comes e paper, tat sickening 1 hr memory paper. (i gt rather bad memory) so i literally is use my flash memory, trying to find fragments of the image of e notes i read over n over again. seriously only like 2 chapters really go into my head so 4 chpts based on flash.

okie tat aside.. its over!! yea!!! den....

im still waiting for bus at 8.35pm.. YESH ABT 1 HR AFTER!!! its jus so not right.. (well, be optimistic, luckily i gt my psp so i actually gt the chance to finish one epi of Code Blue which is a FANTASTIC JAP DRAMA ON DOC.. boasting many famous stars. okie i sidetracked..)

den it gotta rain tat heavy!!!! argh!! i was supposed to walk to get my dinner.. how to? fine..

(be optimistic, at least i gt homemade pizza for dinner.. and well rain is a gd cosy factor to slp and recharge b4 i go on a mugging spree tml..)

well.. be optimistic!!! tats probably e onli 2 words i can have to keep me going till like 2 weeks after when my schedule become more free...

OH.. tat will mean presentation and finals coming soon.. hmmm.. well leave tat for next time..

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!! to all those whu r struggling out there wif me..

die... DIE...

i am feeling kinda helpless now..

i cant help but wonder, how the lecturer finish a lecture in 2 hrs, when im spending like twice or trice the amount of time she used.. in fact, im facing a danger of not being able to complete revision. over-estimated my ability to study her 6 chapters.

well.. mayb as e saying goes, a picture speaks a thousand words.. she uses tables and stuff to represent tat amazing bulk of info..

OR.. mayb it the highly summarized notes. i mean the "read on your own" comments on her notes. the "read on your own" reflects a page on the notes, but quite a few pages in the text.

argh.. im jus whining.. jus need to get it out b4 continuing..

blame myself for over-estimating my ability. now im worrying abt my other 6 chpts on fri, my 3 huge chpts on next mon (which will onli be finished teaching this thurs), my 7 chpts next thurs.

okie i whined again. cant help it. life wud be slightly better after this hectic week. I HOPE and WISH..

pls.. let there be a miracle and my brain suddenly become a super sponge with unlimited absorbing abilities..

argh

woke up with the reminder that i got a lot of revision not done..

ARGH!!!! why am i always waking up with such unpleasant feelings recently!!!

i miss those days when i wake up feeling sweet and not stress.. and that can just laze w/o worries.. not on a tight schedule..

argh.. im just whining for being lazy.. should get back to my work.. haiz..
(okie after my lunch break which ends at 2pm.(self imposed) heeee)

lost...

woke up today feeling lost..

v weird and uncomfortable feeling..

tat feeling of being totally clueless on how to advance..

mid term break??

today went sch for project meeting.. follow by "study"

study in inverted commas because i end up doing research instead of revising..

anyway i met a friend while waiting for bus 96.. its quite a sight considering that it was supposed to be midterm break.. meaning NO SCH..

BUT.. there was a lot of ppl taking the bus.. in fact the queue was not much shorter den during term time.. so we both agreed.. its not a holiday or a break.. its jus no lessons.. cos most of us end up going to sch anyway..

anyway today i felt exhausted.. mug too much on mon perhaps.. anyway tml is my mid-(midterm break)-break.. hahaha.. soccer and den dinner.. woooo

days like this...

i hate it when i got this picture flashing in my mind e moment i woke up.. esp on a mon morning..

mama mia~~

updates updates...

went to my frd sis wedding ystd at sheraton tower.. the ballroom IS SUPER NICE.. each table gt this spectrum of colors.. e stage also look v nice.. here's e table.. didnt take a pic of the stage though..





(there is smth wrong wif my photo album.. i tink i gotta start looking for a new one.. any suggestion anyone??)

usually i dun quite understand why brides and their mothers cry.. but i sort of can understand it slightly better now.. its that thing of watching ur kid grow up and den get married, and looking e most beautiful ever in tat wedding gown.. and this song from Mama Mia! the movie probably sums up e mother's feeling.. v nice..



**Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time **

e dinner was great.. considering 6 person in a 12 person table.. full...

and the movie Mama Mia!! is fantastic.. those ABBA songs.. makes u wanna sing along and wish the cinema is suddenly a big big KTV..
here are some songs which i tot was nice..

Winner Takes It All


Lay All Your Love On Me


okie there was more.. but i figured i am occupying too much bandwidth..

happpy bday~~~

hehe thanx dear dear for such a nice evening.. although.. *ahem* didnt go to e restaurant that initially planned to go.. hehehe..


mango pudding from dear dear~~





handmade pudding + handmade present.. dear dear.. thanks for everything despite being so busy recently.. hehe..

and there, spent my 1st bday with someone realli realli realli special..

its e simplest of things that makes our life filled with joy. thanks dearie~~

(i seem to be having problems with my webshot album.. stupid webbie renovation.. make it so unstable now)

study.. plan?

was trying to carve out my study plan for e mid term break.. READ: CARVE.. because usually, things dun go according to plan do they..?

not a v pleasant thing to do. got tat feel.. that i gt too much to cover.. bleah..

thank goodness most of my mid term falls on e 2nd week after mid term break..

tats probably e one n onli positive thing i can see from my planner now..

interesting....

saw this while trying to search for football highlights on football channel of MSN..

By Keith Lin
Foreigners committing fewer crimes compared with Singaporeans: report

Foreigners, including construction workers, are committing fewer crimes compared with Singaporeans, the Today newspaper reported Monday quoting fresh government data.

The newspaper, quoting figures from the Ministry of Home Affairs, said 3,780 out of the 19,371 persons arrested last year were foreigners.

This amounted to an arrest rate, defined as the ratio of persons arrested per 100,000 total population - of 286, the paper said.

In comparison, the arrest rate for Singapore residents is 435. Work permit holders, which includes construction workers, had the lowest rate at 227.

Perceptions of foreign workers as a rowdy bunch prone to criminal behavior were thrust into the national spotlight recently, when authorities announced plans to turn an empty school compound in Serangoon Gardens into a temporary dormitory to house 1,500 foreign workers.

Angry residents in the predominantly middle-class private estate swiftly petitioned against the decision, arguing that it could upset the peace in the community and put its women and children at risk.

An online poll conducted by MSN Singapore showed that close to four in 10 netizens believe allowing foreign workers to live in housing estates would threaten the community.

Among the 6,480 respondents, close to two in 10 said Singaporeans should share their estates with foreigners. One in ten agreed, but wanted them out of their own communities.

Foreigners, which includes Employment Pass and Work Permit holders and their dependents, as well as students, make up 27 per cent of Singapore's total population of 4.9 million.
(http://news.sg.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1677701)


hmmm we sometimes blame everything but ourselves dun we.. wat a slap in e face..

plain discrimination?? (hmmm although i admit i do that sometimes.. hahaha)

happy chi bday!!

today had fudgies outing.. went to have hotpot culture.. den went to changing appetite to have dessert.. den this happened..



i was so stunned when i see 2 mudpies with candles on them..

too add on, i was told gt 2 more.. (supposedly to have 2 big candles and 2 small candles, explaining the 3 mudpies and a cake..)

okie it was for my bday.. it jus so happen tat today is my chi bday as well..

i would like to say THANKS.. but tats realli too much sinful stuff in front of me.. and there too much to finish.. we didnt finish it anyway..

AND.. LIVERPOOL FINALLY WON MAN UTD!!!

MAF

MAF to me has always meant nth much to me.. jus another day, jus another excuse to start eating mooncakes.. but this year, its v v different..

its at times like this during our busy busy schedule, that u find it extremely precious..

HAPPY MAF~~~















hahaha.. been having some problems with uploading the pics into e album.. these are e some of e little in there..

power of money

this is my first post on money.. gt no time to write wat i really felt after reading a few articles on e-commerce..

anyway.. also related to money.. i shall give an example to show u how powerful is the influence of money..

jus a few weeks ago.. all epl fans know there is a place call abu dhabi..

money... root of all evil.. part 1..

lalalalala.. boring schedule

first time i work from 9 till 3.. lunch during work somemore.. hahahaha..

resume after dinner and.....

I MANAGED TO SQUEEZE OUT TAT STUPID REPORT!!!

SHIOK!!!

haiz.. another stack awaits me.. but den.. i dun feel like touching it le..

EDIT: now im worrying if i got e proper references for e report.. there was 20 over windows and i used like less den half of them for e report.. DIE..

tiring day..

argh..woke up with many many reluctance.. i want to lie in bed and do nothing.. and when i wake up, i feel like watching videos instead of doing my work..

anyway.. i told myself that i cannot do that.. 4th week le.. need to start work..

and so.. I SURPRISED MYSELF!!! i started work at ard 11 plus 12 or smth.. normally i wud convince myself to start work only after lunch (usually end uop ard 2) but today i decided to change.. and during my lunch, i actually stop watching e show halfway instead of finishing it den start my work.. amazing control..

work all e way till 5 plus 6.. and i "collapse".. take a break onli, lie dwn on bed and fall aslp le.. den wake up for dinner at ard 7, and ate dinner.. completed another half of e show, and then... chiong work again!!!

i am so amazed at the amt of work i did today!!! hmmm i jus stop now, and i considering if i shld continue.. but den again i really really no mood to continue le.

next week going to be super tiring week also.. got grp assignment due thurs and i only jus finish reading the case study.. haven research yet.. well tml i gt abt 3.5 hrs b4 e grp meeting. hopefully can get it done.. after tat got another issue of transforming those pts and research into written assignment.. well thats another thing..

argh.. that amt of stuff coming up.. disgusting.. plus tue gt ippt which i tink will fail one.. die liao..

e onli thing i looking fwd to is fri evening..for part b.. hehe

好歌!!

busy? busy.. busy?

arghz.. an insane night? hmm or day?

woke up at ard 930.. decided to nua and lai chuang a bit.. next moment wake up at 1030.. so breakfast, watch show, tidy up my com.. my files are all over e place... and it look so much neater now.. hahaha.. nice nice feel..

tot i could finish my IT-related stats tutorial quite quickly.. to my horror, its not wat it seems.. i knew the algorithm to do it, but, cant translate it to the stupid program.. wat seem so easy (and i remember doing them easily in e earlier programming module) is SO DIFFICULT.. realise the power of IF commands for programming..

as a result i was doing e tut from abt 2 to abt 5 plus.. 3 hrs plus!!! bad time management.. was expecting to do more.. but there was a consolation.. i realised i over-read my readings last week.. hmmm tat means 1 lesser to do dis week.. yea~~

okie enuff abt e academic stuff.. today the person come set up e Mio box and modem.. was supposed to have dinner with xiao zhu tou, tou and tiong.. i end up reaching v late as e set up gt a big of hiccups and ended quite late.. they actually finish eating le..

came home, my rm was in a big mess as i didnt have time to tidy up after e installation of the mio thingy.. re-arrange e wires abit and move my stuff here and there.. WAH end up bathing at 1 plus.. zzzz..

feelin a bit tired now.. here.. nice song from 小胖子 李玖哲.. e mv also v nice~~



i used to like slow n emo songs.. however, recently i somehow gt a slight fear over it.. as in, fear of feeling v close to the songs lyrics and 情景.. not e first time, but e more i hear, e more i felt it... hmmm mayb im too emo or smth..

okie.. i tink i know e best medicine... SLP!!! *snorezzzz*

okie i cant help it.. another nice mv..

alien attack

i was walking on e road when i suddenly got this image in my mind.. an alien looking on earth through our hole in e ozone layer..

hmmmmmmmmm

newspaper... torture~~

we have always been encouraged to read newspaper to improve our knowledge and language.. erm i think thats the reason right?

anyway i find it quite troubling to read especially e straits times.. i mean for Newpaper i probably focus more on its sports news then e other news..

an example for today's sunday times, (yea i bought it out of impulse after my run..) there are a few questions which i cud not find answers to...

1)e political scene in Thai
i cant remember how many times i heard this but is our SG political scene good especially when its largely dominated by one party.. but looking at our neighbours, is that really a bad thing? as of now, we are pretty well off i wud say in the region.. will having more "stronger" opposing parties really benefit SG, or drive it towards instability..

2)Naming a MRT station Hwa Chong..
yes its outside Hwa Chong Institution, yes it has a huge history, yes its quite a landmark.. but isnt it abit too much to name a station after hwa chong? given the nation's success driven mentality, will there be other schools fighting to have MRT stations, road named after their sch? so we might have a SG Poly station instead of dover? its quite unfair to the rest of the schs right? its like acknowledging that Hwa Chong is one of its own, will it get too full of itself? in a way, can it be seen as giving them "special" privilege or power? although i admit duchess isnt a nice name..

3) our table tennis team autograph session..
seriously, will the true fans pls stand up?? in our achievement-driven society, how many of them are true fans, how many of them are willing to stick with them through highs and lows.. if they did not win a medal, these supposedly supporters.. will they even show up? it hurts to see that our sports scene are only supported only after they start to show some results.. results really that impt? where's e passion?
i might be stereotyping but then the huge attention arose only after they won the medal..

hmmm.. mayb like all our parents say.. jus go concentrate in ur studies..

whole line fish...

i feel stupid.. today went to fish n co, and my frds and i was wondering wats whole line fish.. after some ridiculous suggestion, we decided to try out wat it realli is, and i am probably not tinking at tat time by volunteering to try it..



and tadah!!! i got it right... unlike my frd's theory of 1 line of different type of fishes..

went to watch kallang roar today.. its a v passionate movie.. its really a nice show to watch.. watching how a coach with much success came back to sg, just because he felt that he shld do smth abt sg football.. and we see wats close to us, sports vs economic survival.. and how he did not give up, instill self belief and pride to sg soccer.. how he unite e nation cheering on for 11 men on e pitch..

and his inspiring half time talk in the dressing rm, when his players are facing family problems.. was so touching.. and how he delay his operation to limp his way to e kallang stadium to see them play, to hear the roar..

but e soccer action is v comical though.. hahah so fake.. and e refree kayu!!! chants.. and e army daze feel during the players centralised training.. haha how they sneak out to have fun, onli to be punished later.. and e scene where e player wake up to see rain and says YEA NO TRAINING, den go back to slp.. definitely strikes e heart for some of us, during our training days back in e army.. but of cos, e coach stand in e rain waiting for them to come, which touched e players..

in short.. its v touching and full of passion.. i cant help but wonder in recent days, how many are as passionate abt local sports as uncle choo back then.. and whu cud have persevere as he did..

bring u a quote from his movie where he keep repeating to his fighters.. to roar like a lion, roar like a champion..

"UNTUK BANGSA DAN NEGARA… "
"MAJULAH!”

weekday review...

weekdays gone le..

been v busy.. alot of stuff not done..

on tues, wasted my free day.. but not touching any work..

on thurs gt splashed by some inconsiderate fast moving bus when i jus reached the bus stop.. whole front wet sia.. so pissed off..

den i tink i drop my highlighter.. no big deal.. yea but den i gotta get a new one..

den today, in a v blur state.. actually i onli realise i lost e highlighter today.. den went to jp get contacts and dinner.. onli to realise i spent more time travelling den my time there.. den i forgot to collect my mom's stuff..

e onli positive part is watching wall.e with xiao zhu tou.. gt the feeling like been v long since we last went out tgt although we jus went to watch fireworks last sat.. hahaha..

haiz.. hopefully my weeks can improve ba..

rainy rainy rainy day...

tot i could go out for a run this morning.. and i was greeted with rain droplets on my face at 7.45am waking me up b4 e intended 8.30.. geez.. and im supposed to go fireworks display today!!!



haiz.. and when e rain stop, i tot things wud be fine.. but it rained!!!! NON STOP!! such a cold and damping weather..

anw went ahead.. this time i was not armed wif my camera.. its a diff thing now.. becos i realised trying to capture it on camera is quite a waste of being there.. its so much nicer seeing it as it is.. rather den trying to concentrate to see if my camera managed to catch e whole landscape..

and of cos.. watching wif someone special brings firework watching a totally new experience for me.. a good one if not for e weather..

reached home and received a letter from UOB.. that hideous looking NOW debit card which does nt have NETS service compared to e previous debit card probably receive so much complaints and feedbacks such that they finally enable NETS service!!! coool!!! smart move..

back to books tml..

Death Race

THIS MOVIE ROCKS!!!

alot action.. kinda like twisted metal if you can remember tat once famous PS game.. where u r in a vehicle and u gt weapons like missiles and machine guns.. damn cool..

e first scene is very interesting.. it has this paragraph that sort of intro when e movie is based on.. it states year 2010, and the US economy falls leading to high unemployment rates resulting in rising crime rates. As criminals get very high, prisons cannot support e outstanding number and soon some prisons are taken over by e private sector..

and as a private sector, obviously they wanna make money.. so they have these matches where criminals fight each other to death and will be streamed online.. and audience appetite grow and soon they have this thing call Death Race where they use modified cars armed wif big machine guns and missiles and thick shields..

a man who gt very good driving skills gt sabotaged so that he can end up in jail to take over a deceased driver who was apparently e highlight of e race.. this is such tat can boost the ratings and viewership and more money can be earned by e company..

its a v interesting plot to me.. because it actually make use of some issues which are happening in e real world, like how privately owned company are onli concerned abt money making, and how badly e society will be affected if economy collapsed.. and there is also e issue of exploitation in poor economy although its in e front few scenes..

esp this line from e factory worker which i tot strikes me abit.. the factory is closing dwn and they are getting their last pay.. they gt e option of hard cash or cheque.. but given tat the company is collapsing, whu wud go for cheque.. and when they ask for cash, all they gt was like 300 bucks for a few months of work.. as the workers stays in e factory area grumbling, e riot police was called in.. and this worker said.. we are working as honestly as you are and we are just asking for our rightful pay, what are u guys doing here.. and this spark of a mass melee..

very interesting... but den e rest are jus actions, lots of driving and fire power.. looks as if we are playing a game though.. not too bad a movie..

This is Singapore

picked up a copy of newpaper today and got some stuff to share after reading it..

There was a python spotted at e construction site of e circle line, and guess wat? e police was called in and they caught e snake..

hmmm.. there wasnt an whole article on it, but den again.. isnt it amazing wat our police can do..??

oh and then there was e baby bonus issue.. to which i find it troubling.. mayb my mindset will change if im e parent..

there were complaints by soon to be mothers abt e baby bonus excluding them.. there was also this comment that, how can they be forgotten when they are answering to the nation's call for more babies.. (referring to the implementation date of e baby bonus which was initially 1 Jan 09)

from my point of view, shldnt a couple have accessed and plan its financial status and got mentally prepared for responsibility and stuff during their baby-making decision and erm actions?? (unless accident den i gt nth to say..)

from my pt of view, they are treating their baby like a money making opportunity?? its like since they going to have it, shldnt i get it too.. kinda like too money-grabbing.. and some of them are actually regretting that they are giving birth b4 the date of e bonus..

hmm mayb baby bonus shld have a change of name? stop treating babies like commodities.. i mean, baby bonus is a scheme to assist couples in days of rising cost, it shld not be e factor why couples want to make babies..

singaporeans.. we are most affected when money is concerned..

this is how a day can go wrong..

today's plan..

alarm rings at 0830, slack till 0900, go for run, come back do tutorial/reading/revision, nite go for qgy..

wat realli realli happen..

alarm rings at 0830, slack till 0930, lie on bed and talk with zhu zhu till near 12, print notes, file notes, further slacking, watching shows and nua-ing..

haiz.. need alot work on this.. this is getting bad..

EPL IS BACK!!!

YESH.. this weekend EPL IS BACK!!! more soccer actions during weekends!! jus a sad thing Champions League experienced has been destroyed by a certain MIO TV.. bleah.. not rich enuff to have 2 setup boxes.. bleah..

anyway this reminds me of a qns that my lecturer posted ystd on Singapore Society.. he asked.. which year did our birth rate start to drop..

while e whole lecture stared blankly, he then replied.. its the year that LIVE EPL is broadcasted.. he also said for all the baby bonuses, all govnt gotta do is to stop EPL broadcast, then e guys will not be occupied between 10pm to 2am every weekend and they probably start doing some other things. HAHAHA obviously e guys laughed but e gers were slightly lost.. mayb cos they dunno wat EPL stands for..

but he added, EPL should still be broadcasted to guys whose "missions" are over. referring to himself..

1 week

1 week of sch has passed and i tink i haven gt my studying mood back.. still v lazy lazy..

but there are some returns from this week..

for eg..

being a student in one of e 3 major uni in sg.. i find it v amusing at this sight.. i was in a new LT, and i expect more of it especially when its new.. as in.. at least i dun expect to see e whole row of students standing up so that the inner one can get out.. i mean even e older LT is better in this aspect.. unless of cos e idea is to stick e students to e seats den i got no better say.. and one side note, i tink e new LT gt this reception blocking thingy tat apparently will let students have poor or no reception on their phone.. hmmm.. high tech.. but brainless in the design of e seats?

a lect tat i went to today.. has one of e most amusing lecturer i ever met.. hahaha i dun tink i will fall aslp in his lecture sia.. he is so COLD!!! ahaha he crack cold jokes and best.. he expects ppl to laugh!! and his actions all so comical la.. finally a consolation to a seemingly difficuly sem..

tutorials starting soon.. yikes.. haiz.. gotta find my lost mood back..

小宇

I didnt realise his songs are so nice.. still gt some other nice songs other den e 2 below like 終於說出口 and 我在角落觀察ABC.. initially when i hear them i tot okie.. but den listen a few times and take a look at the lyrics..

捨不得


还简单的多


你说　我走　太过沉默
学着对你要毫无保留
其实　没有　那么难懂
比你想的还简单的多
从前的日子一个人发呆
孤单的时候音乐陪伴
没想到　你却走来　
把我生命都填满
以后的日子我陪你期待
孤单的时候会更勇敢
这一次　不会重来
我不说承诺
因为我不走开
太多　时候　我也迷惑
生活到底在追求什么
直到　你说　你也爱我
比我想的还简单的多
从前的日子一个人发呆
孤单的时候音乐陪伴
没想到　你却走来
把我生命都填满
以后的日子我陪你期待
孤单的时候会更勇敢
这一次　不会重来
我不说承诺
因为我不走开

sick feelin

its tat same old sick feelin..

when u d/ling ur notes and realised its all in some alien language..

urgh..

wats going on??

watched Journey to Centre of Earth..

not bad.. e length jus nice.. and e scenes all v nice although i tink its quite a budget flim.. e no of actors/ actress can be counted wif ur fingers.. but e view really nice.. and quite action packed too..

haiz.. sch starting soon le.. i guess we will be more busy le..

recently these few days has rather weird for me.. hahaha.. mayb its due e fact tat sch starting soon.. v v erm.. bu she de? hahaha..

SHIT.. i realli need to get into sch mood soon..

fudgies rainy bbq.. boohoo

finally had a fudgie outing after much failures in organising one..

today turn out not bad.. quite many ppl.. but den sadly heard xiaobai was down wif fever.. xiaobai seem to be sick every now and then.. take care eh!!

hahah today bbq de food v last min prepare de.. nth but hotdogs, crabstick, sotong ball and chicken wing.. oh and fish n sotong which we end up using e oven to cook them.. and of cos some marshmellow and a failed choco fondue..

but today gt xiao zhu tou feeding me.. hehe.. esp e marshmellow.. v nice..

but too bad it rained.. sad.. tats why we ended up using oven to cook our stingrays and sotongs..

den i did e most embarrassing thing.. i lost my way after offering to give a lift to je mrt.. haahah.. so paiseh la.. and end up sending xiao zhu tou home rather late.. haiz.. and i look at e road directoy b4 leaving e carpark somemore.. guess i need some work wif my memorising..

hmm okie time to catch up on slp b4 sch reopens..

my sweet sweet day..

today went out with xiao zhu tou.. watched Money No Enough 2 and den ate at Shokudo at raffles city there..

hahaha wat an experience to be watching a movie at 3pm on a weekday.. guess wat.. we were surrounded by aunties and uncles!! okie la nt tat exaggerated but almost 90% are working adults and older..

anyway e movie is nice.. i tink it would make a lovely mother's day movie.. e ending quite touching.. and one of e last few lines during e ending is realli true.. 身在福中不知福..

den had dinner.. dinner was great.. hahaha especially when gt someone feeding u.. hehe.. hahaha.. den had dessert at tat i dunno wats e shop name.. e dessert store at e end of city link.. so cool.. e cashier sounds like a japanese!!! e way she talked.. and her look.. but i saw her name tag.. sounds pretty chinese.. and apparently she do understand chinese more den she understand english..

den had a stroll ard e area.. with lollipop.. hehe.. 2 kids walking dwn e street with lollipop in their mouth.. was v sour though e lollipop..

anyway.. it was a v well spent day wif xiao zhu tou.. hehe.. we do need slp though..

*snores*

Slpy soccer

went for soccer this morning..

supposed to be promising with the number of ppl present.. but den.. jus when we woke up a little and in e mood for e game, it start to rain!!! argh!! so wasted..
anyway learned 2 things during soccer today:

1) have enuff slp b4 going for soccer.. was v groggy dis morning and was whack in e face by e ball.. e pt is, i can see e ball flying towards my face but i jus cudnt react.. there was plenty of time for me to siam e ball but obviously my reflex action was not working.. my jaw still hurts..

2) when ur shoe has caused ur skin to tear, dun assume tat a plaster can help reduce e impact.. i had such difficulty running cos every other step in my soccer boots hurt.. argh..

went for dinner at MOF at marina.. den well waiting for T and T, xiao zhu tou and i decided that we were slightly bored.. AND.. we took photos and ITS V V NICE.. too bad.. its for "personal consumption" onli.. no sharing of pics for this one.. hahaha but i can give u a sneak peak at how boliao we were..


hehe.. we were so bored tat our feet gt stuck tgt.. hahahaha..

OKIE i tink i am too short on slp.. time to catch up on slp..

Tradition VS Reality

okie this is going to be a naggy post.. u have been warned..

today is e first day of the annual hungry ghost festival and e sight tat i saw when i was walking home was.. a bit sad..

im not realli an environment guy.. but i cant help but wonder, is it time to re-evaluate our traditions. we are at one side facing e issue of environment protection which is a worldwide issue but wat i saw today was a TOTAL different thingy..

not to touch abt e burning of offerings and paper money, (which obviously is polluting e air.. tink abt how everyone is encouraging ppl to take public transport to reduce e air pollution by cars.. but den again its e tradition) we can see "rubbish" (inverted commas as they arent really rubbish if u stand at e tradition pt of view) everywhere.. take out e offerings by e side of e grass patches, u see the paper slip used to bundle e paper money everywhere.. the plastic bags tat contain e paper money and offerings lying ard.. isnt tat littering?? as if e burning isnt harming e environment enough

and if sg with such a small population is alr contributing to so much "rubbish" and pollution, imagine china.. with e majority of e chinese population there, imagine e whole china "smoking"..

im not condemning e tradition, but wats e use of environment protection policies when every month of e year, there is some serious pollution that is going on, and somehow we cannot regulate e practice as it will be viewed as discrimination to the chinese tradition..

is tradition that impt? hmmmm..

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okie back to daily stuff.. today is e first day of e long week i going to spend wif piggy head... hahaha (getting lazier to type xiao zhu tou) had dinner at fei cui hong kong cafe at bugis there.. pretty decent food except that the yuan yang gt a bit too much milk in my opinion..

and sch starting pretty soon~~ i haven pack my files and my xtra notes.. hahaha time to get my lazy bum off my seat in front of e com.. but den again.. next week ba.. teehee

700th : Random

wooo hit 700 mark le..

been a long time since i last posted.. hahah been rather busy.. in fact from fri nite till next sun nite will be busy.. hahaha..

but den.. busy but well spent.. hehe.. and full of sugar too..

tml soccer cancel due to lack of players.. so sianz.. and sch starting in like 1 week plus time.. hmm so slack till i dunno if i can pick up e studying mood anymore..

nevertheless, im still looking fwd to start sch.. hmm wat will sch life with piggy be like..

雙截棍抒情版

a very different vers of e famous jay song.. V NICE~~

Taiwan Withdrawal Syndrome..

since coming back from taiwan, has been rather busy.. haven had dinner at home yet.. tat counts to probably near 21 days ba.. since e5, den taiwan 1.5 weeks, and e 0.5 weeks dinner wif xiao zhu tou..

anyway i finally uploaded finish my pictures.. they are in e webshot album..

was discussing with some of them during our gathering ystd abt e taiwan withdrawal syndrome.. and seems like they are suffering from it too... those days when u can grab 奶茶 at abt 1 to 2sing dollar, den those cheap 小吃.. come back to sg, wah e price like 2 to 3 times more.. boohoo.. even if abit hungry or thirsty also no desire to buy sia.. and the tv programs!!! everynite in taiwan i anyhow browse any channel also gt some stuff to watch.. back here.. boooo so boring..

BUT den again.. i wud rather be in sg of cos.. no typhoon, gt soccer, gt computer, and gt xiao zhu tou by my side.. heee.. anyway here are some pics.. for e rest of them can go my web album to see.. (i didnt upload all e pics cos its like 2.2gb.. hee.. i will upload e firework video soon..)


first stop after touching dwn.. FOOOD




i almost cud nt stop my urge to buy a lot of stitch back..


Dan Zhu soft drink.. soft drink with marble at e opening..













okie i tink most of u will be cursing me for eating up ur internet spd.. will post more some other time.. those cant wait one can go to my album.. hee..

HOME

IM BACK!!! its good to be home!! in fact nearing e last few days was alr feeling quite homesick le..

was so sick during e last few days.. came dwn wif an illness call xiang si bing.. hahaha..

anyway its realli great to be home and i can see xiao zhu tou in a few hours time le.. hehe..

time to catch up on some rest n slp while i let e com do e transferring of photos..

wooo camp over..

finally camp is over.. (okie i onli jus found time to do dis post now although it ended abt 1 2 days ago.)

having mixed feelings over this camp.. yesh gt a sense of accomplishment when i see the SP revelation but den again.. i feel v detached from my group.. (especially when browsing thru e pics after e camp.. i basically.. erm see none of my face?)


this was done at e v last min after the beach was infested wif ants..

next yr i wanna go back as a normal councillor.. den can high wif the grp..

anyway tml flying to taiwan le.. hope will be as fun although i can sense i wud be rather busy..

so today had dinner wif xiao zhu tou.. its a simple dinner but its v v sweet.. hahaha and e "classic" line that she said during dinner.. tml taiwan trip supposed to be fun but i kinda feeling sad now.. i will miss all e sweetness de..

*suffering from possible "toothache"*

finally over..

in roughly abt 45 more mins.. this is going to end..

my days of watching soccer in e earli morning (and e occasional snacking resulting in an increase of weight) will be over..

e fact that i gt e final date wrong is a sign of how distorted my sense of time has become.. tot it is tml initially.. but den again.. good tat its nt becos i can watch b4 going to camp.. but sad becos could have watched wif a bunch of soccer loving ppl.. shld be more fun tat way i guess..

anyway tml is start of camp le.. hmm wonder wat is in store.. hope i gt charming n enthu freshies and tat my program can go smoothly.. heee

wish list

have seen a few ppl wif wish list.. and den i tot mayb i could do with one.. here it goes..

MY WISH LIST:
1. new phone: HTC Diamond
2. DSLR: D60
3. PS3 with winning 11 of cos..
4. ......

okie my list ends at like 3 unlike e usual 10 or 20.. becos i tink i most probably be broke or bankrupt or go robbing e banks by e time i get to e 3rd item..

hahaha okie im jus bored.. but i gt feeling number 1 is coming ard e corner..

NOOOOooooo

i wonder which is more sad...

Holland out of e euro cup.. or e fact tat im so tired i fall aslp thru out e whole match and woke up jus in time to see e last 2 goals which killed them...

same song, different time, different feeling..

i tink i said b4.. hearing e same song at different time will bring a total new different feeling.. trust me.. go experiment it.. these 2 songs are some of those few songs i mentioned.. seem to be extra sweet now.. heee




too bad no mv for this one.. but here's e lyrics..

七六五四三二一 倒数一句我爱你 我的世界因为你而开始透明
就让我沉沉睡去 从此不想你的名 越到夜里你的笑容就越清晰
疯了疯了睡不着 我的心噗通的跳 我的世界因你 全部颠倒
醒着睡着都在笑 爱情戒不掉 你应该明了 你应该知道
疯了疯了睡不着 你的笑有多美妙 我的世界请你 紧紧抓牢
你的爱到底多少 我也不知道 你应该明了 你应该知道(你一定都知道)

bleah

argh.. my weight is going crazy.. or my weighing machine is..

been quite sick since tues.. i tot i recover this morning.. was feeling real fine..

that is until.. it came.. yesh.. still stuck wif e ahem diarrhea.. to tink i tot my weight finally drop to 60 n tinking tat its a blessing in disguise..

BLEAH.. e weighing machine jus read e old weight again!

been real sick.. i can imagine my stomach right now.. its like a pitcher plant wif super acidic erm acid.. e moment any food or water touches it, it dissolves almost immediately and den is being treated like waste.. now i dun even know e "sensation" im feeling is hunger or pain..

tml.. to e doc..

(Yesterday is history, tml is a mystery, today.. is a gift.. thats why its called the present.)

weak..

m feelin super weak now..

did smth marvelous today.. wanted to drink ice teh-o.. but i order ice teh instead.. i tink e milk is driving me nuts for e whole of tonite..

either that or e yam cake i ate in e afternoon.. becos at nite i ate at home.. having stomach problems so miserable that i rather wish its diarrhea..

at nite i finally cannot tahan le.. my stomach is still nt calm yet.. and im feelin v feverish n weak.. v wobbly loh..

tink nt enuff water n slp ba.. but here im waiting for e soccer to start at 245, den nba at 9, and after tat off to sch for log.. i must be crazy..

jus realised euro final is on e first day of camp... hiak hiak.. tinking of sneaking out to watch e match le.. oopsx.. hopefully e director dun see this.. hahaha..

and im really wobbly now.. dis post is taking e energy out of me..

last but nt least.. i realised smth today.. listening to someone drowsy n slpy voice.. makes u wanna slp too.. when u r also tired tat is..

argh!!

i tot its nt such a bad day..

went to my frd commissioning parade.. new experience.. but den while ppl taking shots of e cadets n family.. i shot this instead..



after tat went to watch the hulk.. v nice show.. and e last part we all waited, thinking gt more stuff.. end up DUN HAVE!!@! cos they nv show wat happen to the Dr Stern as e Bruce Banner's blood drip on him.. he shld turn into a monster too.. and the Tony Stark (Ironman) appearance at e end.. hmmm possible sequel coming?

den went home to test my micro sd to pro duo adaptor.. tinking that i will soon have a 4gb mem stick for my psp.. so excited.. den it didnt work.. den tried e card reader i bought.. ALSO DIDNT WORK!!! argh!!! everything nt working!! so fustrating..

anyway.. tml potential soccer, mon basketball.. so cool..

AND HOLLAND WENT THRU e grp of death.. WOOOO...

new lifestyle..

my life cycle now..

waking up at 12..

going out in e afternoon..

reaching back home at midnight..

watching soccer till 4 plus..

and it continue again..

AND YESH.. HOLLAND DEFEATED ITALY~~

I...

jus reached home..
i m tired...
i reek of smoke...
i m hungry...

i....

m still watching soccer!!! smth is wrong wif me..

HELLO!!!

been rather busy lately.. hence e not so regular post..

time to update a little?? went sun-bathing ystd.. i mean sentosa trials.. hahaha.. been a long time since went to e beach to play le.. quite fun la.. but den... consequences are...

PAIN N ACHES!!! and e amazing thing is onli e left side.. pratically every other muscle is aching.. hmm but e legs.. guess my legs are getting much more work out den e others..

gt e tan back.. i mean black.. and nope im nt sun burnt.. hehe.. rather resistant to that..

today is a v special nite.. (i slp till noon so e day is practically gone..) its a short but nonetheless v special nite.. although i didnt do the something at 165m high which i realli intended to..

okie tml going to do volunteer work.. PAINT A HOME.. yesh i know its v unlike of me to be doing volunteering work.. but den again.. painting sounds fun?

although meeting at 8.45 at eunos aint fun esp when u staying at jurong...

*谢谢你找到我*

new phone?

YESH.. e tw/hk vers of the Sharp 920 is released!!!!



its similar to the Sharp 903 im using now.. but den its HALF E SIZE!!!

i dun mind no upgrade in function, i mean i love my phone v much in wat it can do.. e camera is good, screen big n clear, nice colors.. but i yearn for it to be smaller and this is my answer!!!

but den again.. $$$$.. its v v v expensive as it has jus been released.. can get e jap vers one but it comes wif many complications as well.. guess i gotta wait.. hmm months or years? haiz.. (did i say tat e latest series from Sharp has touch screen n touch pad as well? how i wish Sharp phones are available in sg cos their design n function can kill off local phones like 100 times over..)

its like a few weeks since my last paper but it seem like jus 1 or 2 weeks onli.. it sux.. so busy..

AND the thing wif holiday is.. e wallet seem to be empty most of e time.. hmmmm