freak-ish nitemare!!!

last nite i had jus one freaking nitemare ever..

i dreamed tat in e 2 corners of my rm, dere is one abnormally big spider.. v black.. and with yellow patterns on it.. e other corner gt something tat look like a scorpion, same paterns n colors..

i gt so shock tat i decided to leave my rm. (but dis is in my dream, it jus feel so real..) i can even feel myself telling my mum abt it. and somehow it jus jumps to a army of ppl (no idea y..)went into my rm trying to exterminate e giant pest.. and when they shooting at the pests (anohter wierd sign, y ppl exterminate pest wif rifles n guns)millions of bugs came out and the army of guys turn into purple dust with many purple hearts flying ard (i duno wat happen but when i woke up dis remind me of kingdom hearts.. lol) and my door turn into purple, closed shut wif heart shaped design at the front..

den i truly woke up.. e first thing i did was to look at the corner of my rm. lucky, dere are no funni wierd looking bugs dere..

haha its so FREAKISH.. wtf.. first tiem ever i had dis kinda nitemare..

save me

upon some reflecting i done today.. i tink i am losing it..

losing wat? yeah me.. i am losing control over myself.. i feel so restricted sometimes i duno wat i am doing.. my temper running shorter n shorter, patience level lower n lower, not to mention e urge to jus burst out n bark over small things..

i wonder wat is causing e change in me.. i feel so restless, no energy, so worn out.. in fact recently i oso feel so pissed wif myself.. i feel tat my work quality is dropping, concentration level barely dere.. n i onli noe how to grumble..

geez.. wat happen to me. at least i noe my temper n tolerance level is higher.. last time, i can stand all my mum nagging n scolding n stuff, but now, sometimes she make me repeat my answers over n over again or misunderstanding wat i am saying over n over again, i almost just blew my top off..

in kingdom hearts term, i almost could feel myself turn into a heartless.. haiz.. someone SAVE ME!!

fishy day

wah wat a day!!!!!

yeah its v fishy.. for i had fish n chips for lunch n fish n co for dinner.. double dosage..!!

haha but wats more exciting of my day, was when JOE COLE gt e ball jus outside e 6 yard box n blew it awy in the 4th injury min.. hhahaha.. thnx to him i gt more den enuff alowance for e rest of e month.. did i sae i recover most of my spendings made dis week? LOL

new

yup, new exact opposite of my previous post.. y?

COS TODAY I GT MY BED BACK

yea e one tat went to repair and i had to suffer to slp on smth tats worse den sponge bed.. it look so different.. it look so pumped up cos they change they cushion in it.. look kinda strange cos it look larger..

man gotta be more careful abt dis new bed.. so tat i can have nice slp..

old~

am i getting old? its onli 9 and i feel freaking slpy.. y y y??

another sign: when u get home u get bothered by other issues at home after a freaking tiring day at work.. !!!! i nid some SPACE of my own.. i nid breathing space!!!

luck

yea.. lsat nite barca won 1-0.. thnx to tat i gt 50 dollar xtra allowance.. hahaha.. heng sia.. bought barca win n exact score.. haha to tink barca was e underdogs based on the odds..

but den.. life isnt always a fairy tale.. my card reader broke on me.. now nid to get another new one.. so end up didnt really win a lot anywa.. hope card reader does not cost much..

anyone gt lobang?

haiz.. today 3rd day.. e feeling of one person manage everything.. so v not easy.. i am like multi tasking till lost.. zzz

cant wait for next week.. everything shld be tone dwn by den.. i hope

breather!!

finalyl.. after 2 days of hectic work.. gt a breather.. at last.. although its onli a short 12 hrs b4 i return to tat hectic lifestyle again but ti am real grateful for it!!!

weekend is over~

haiz.. today is a sunday.. although i did get a lotta slp dis morning.. but still it sux to tink i going back tml.. n lagi worse.. tml on duty haiz..

so over e weekend, i watch a movie, got the preorder for advent children (yes im crazy) but e poster seem not bad.. haha.. oh yeah n i gt kingdom hearts 2 to entertain me..

becos of tAT game.. i am real reluctant to go back,, how i wish i am like on holiday rite now n bust the game rite now..!! cos i noe my sis will sure play once she reach home n if she overtake me n play in my face.. i would lose all drive to continue my game.. haiz..



but still cant escape reality.. today is sun, tml is mon n tml im on duty.. haiz.. my frd broke his toe, another on appnt.. guess tml i have to handle all e stuff on my own for e whole day.. good gracious.. still gt mountains of stuff to do.. aRGH!!!!

oh yeah office update.. haven been doing tat for quite a while hur? well my office has undergone a change, n it will be split.. den from me doing jus the pa job, i am like handling 2-3 jobs rite now.. i nid to take over a guy whu is already clearing leave, another one posted elsewhere.. i am like farking busy rite now.. all e more i dun wanan go back.. while i attending to one, b4 i can take a breather, another job come.. n even as i jus start to realise wat i nid to do, a 3rd one went BHAM.. rite in my face.. almost scoring a knockout.. haiz..

preview to wat my days are to come.. tinking of all dese stuff make me wanna fall dead.. but den again.. dis is wat make my weekends especially sweet!! cant wait for me to clear my 2 off days now.. probably at e end of e month making it a 5-DAY WEEKEND!! and tats like onli 1 week awy.. tat really spurs me on..

oh yeah btw, i jus watched NANA live action today.. its a real sweet movie.. hmm tempting me to buy its comic n d/l e anime.. but den, i have like tons of comic which i have not cleared yet. haiz.. where gt time..

how shld i sae it? bothers of a growing boy? wadeva.. jus tat how i wish times were like b4 when i was still in sec sch.. after sch can get home to continue playing game n reading comics.. unlike now..

oh yea last but not least.. take e lead is a v gd show.. in fact i tink all jc ppl shld go watch.. cos they have e tendacy to look dwn on ppl which are weaker den them.. a real wake up call for them to e real world.. (did i offend a lotta ppl? flame me den.. not tat i care)

Movie: Take The Lead

Take e lead is an excellent movie.. really worth the price.. it makes u wanan groove n move ya body.. hahhaa.. watch those dance moves and they are like woooooowww...

however e guy next to me totally anti climax..

"aww so sweet"
"tats so nice"
"dis guy is gd.. dis guy is gd"

geez...

super suay AGAIN

wah.. today onli reach home at 930pm lo.. farking sian..

all because i fall aslp on train.. took from woodlands to j.e and back to yew tee (tats like 3 more stops awy from woodlands onli).. super dwn on my luck..

tml onli left last day of e week liao.. hope nth goes wrong.. i cant stand it anymore..

oh yeah.. mon gt duty le.. zz so fsat..

suayness to e max!!

i cant believe my luck.. first time reporting sick outside n i was played till i die..

when i woke up dis morning,, still feel e pain.. tinking something not right i decided to report sick since i had e pain whole of ystd..

so i go back to slp again after informing my superior (it was 5 in e morning).. den when i woke up again its 8 plus n guess wat e sky is so dark tat it threaten to downpour any moment..

so i quickly set off to e polyclinic cos i dun wanna waste money.. well for free treatment i gt xtremely long que, waited for almost an hour.. and when i got into e treatment room.. viola.. i was out in less den wat 10 mins? or did it even pass e 5 min mark..

felt so pissed off.. e doc jus sae, it is jus a twisted bone.. shld be okie in 1 or 2 weeks time.. den giv me some muscle relaxant.. when it was my bone.. hmm.. will it help?? and 1 or 2 weeks time?? geez..

den since its onli 10 plus after i come out, i duno wat to do.. lunch oso too earli.. so i reluctantly buy lunch home from e foodcourt near my hse.. and i literally drag myelf to buy it cos i jus too lazy.. wanted to jus get maggi will do..

so being so proud of myself after getting my lunch, a delicious looking packet of chicken rice wif e sauce n everything, i walk home onli to find e nature playing me again.. wind blow, plastic broke, packet of rice drop and it was spilled all over e floor..!!! MY CHICKEN RICE DAMN IT.. end up i still stuck wif maggi..

wah lao damn suay lo.. wtf!

slp

as i trying to set up my slping "bed", i realise all i had is haf e size of my bed and its abt e size of those freakign sponge bed tat i had during my duties.. zzzz

today is monday.. n where is my bed??

haiz.. today is monday.. after such a long break..i drag myself unwillingly to camp..
probably becos i drag too hard i tink i injured my right hip.. haha.. weak rite? duno la.. after alighting from e bus, i can feel my hip bone rubbing against my leg bone.. not tat its real pain but its niggling me thru-out e day..

haha even when i reach home its still painful.. hopefully tml will recover n its nth serious..

oh yeah where is my bed? it has been reduced to dis..:



haiz.. kanna send for repair.. duno when will take it back.. now bo bian lo.. slp tat duno wat thingy.. haiz.. tatami mats? lol..

Makan session

yes.. today is makan session again.. one reason or another, all e past places which we suggest to makan did not come true and we end up in PS. haha but today it was a full attendance.. well done.. lol kinda rare to have tat nowadays wif each individual commitments..

anyway after pondering where to makan, we came across dis big bag which saes manhatten fish market.. okie e bag is in frnt of e entrance of e restuarant but e bag was more prominent instead.. so we decided to check it out...

so when we enter, we were given e menu.. (of cos wat else), den i saw dis:



haha whether its a joke or a serious issue, i dun care n i dun bother to try out.. haha.. e menu was rather impressive.. it gave us not onli curiousty at least it make the joker, zk and me want to try out almost all.. not sure abt e rest though.. e gers n qf had fish n chips, zk had catch of e day which i had no idea wat fish tat was, and me n cc had a flaming patter for 2, (i actually wanted salmon but anyway..) and boy its really flaming.. its on FIRE!! haha.. see e way they burn e prawns b4 they serve.. cool.. too bad didnt get a pic of it.. it would be so.. WOOOOW!!

anyway dis is e flaming platter.. and being zk, he cant help but demanded photos for such a nice dish:





haha after e meal, we went to tcc.. and i guess i not suited to dis kinda cafe becos i wan a hot coffee and it was really tat warm n cosy in tat cold icy environment.. and e coffee was well.. lets jus sae i duno how to appreciate.. but it does have a nice place for photos..

so zk start toking nonsense.. haha and he wanted a pic wif jen.. tat is after trying to find out how to on my cam.. haha.. well gt rejected a lot of times and den qf start to di siao him by..



haha.. see his face change and make noise abt how he no frds n stuff.. well he finally gt a pic.. but wif eve instead..



after a while.. getting bored.. dis is wat he done..



oh yeah, e above photo gt all our votes for e pic of e day.. he is naturally born for dis kinda photo.. or shld i sae solo pics? haha.. so upon trying to piss him off again.. we decided to take a grp photo..



yes.. w/o him.. LOL.. he was e camera man for dis shot..



last photo of e day.. well in e cafe tat is..

den on our way home.. out of a sudden.. our iceman (cc as he is so cold n lame thus e nickname, hope he dun skin me when he read dis) decided to take e handle of e train n start swaying above jen's head.. (its blurry becos i off e flash) << for non-camera users: when off flash ur digi cam nids more time to take in e light for e shot. thus once shaky it will end up a blurry pic.. and on e mrt which is moving, thus e result..



LOL.. it was so funi as he took not 1 but 2 handles n start playing above her head trying to hit her head.. took a video but too back i cant support enuff light n e video was dark.. haha can see zk putting a hand above her head n cc end wif a face shot above her head.. hilarious..

haha anyway i guess after continuous 2? or izzit 3 outings, somehow there wasnt any suggestion for next week,, i guess all kinda tired out and kinda nth to eat? haha.. ot scared? well at least i kinda scared as i am jus growing horizontally n disgustingly.. haha..

oh man last but not least.. when i took a shower jus now, i saw 2 DARK RINGS.. kinda thick below my eye.. zzz.. i nid to slp!!! haha.. but den becos i kinda 4get to change e senstivity of e cam, e pics ended up dark n sucky.. gt to find tools to edit it and get everything done.. haiz.. tml nid to go back camp le..!!! zzz.. after such a long break, i really dun feel like going back.. haiz.. guess all gd things come to an end.. nid to wake up to reality again.. zzz. can i jus slp n dun wake up??

OMG.. its 1am.. onli left 4 hrs.. GEEZ.. can anyone stop time for 3 hrs so i can get at least 7 hours? omg.. worse thing.. after slping at 2 plus for last few nites.. i still kinda cant slp now!!!

spending spree

ystd dunno y gt urge to spend.. tats y i went to queensway to see if i can get myself a much needed sandals..

well.. tat was b4 i go dere..

once i reach dere.. i saw dis real cool netherlands slippers from nike.. look so nice.. so i ended up buying both e slipper and sandals.. haha overspent..

after tat went for a mj session and surprisingly ystd i won.. lucky me.. haha.. long long one time nia..

anyway later going to hunt for my ayumi CDL 05-06.. i hope its out aready.. cos i cant wait to watch it..

song today feel so much like a sunday but its onli friday.. 2 more days for me to nua.. hope everything goes well..

haha side note.. anyone pangya-ing?

crazee..

last nite went out makan.. had a great time.. but like wat zk wud sae.. kinda wasted nv take pics.. but not tat there are opportunities to.. haha den somehow being crazee us, we decided to go out makan every single week!!! hmm.. tat means i have lots more to work on be i jus keep growing horizontally n look so horrendous.. not tat i hav gd shape now but.. dun wanna get worse..

den being crazy.. i sudden gt a urge to go take photo.. so dis morning went to e park near my hse which was jus completed.. looks quite nice.. not bad.. but den again becos too long no use camera.. i 4got some operations n they look not tat nice.. but den again here are some pics:







anyway jus finish watching ayumi's latest performance of teens in music station.. she is simply dressed in jeans n t-shirt n u can see y she won e best jeanist award.. she look so simply nice in jeans.. however somehow she seems wierd becos e song she performing is a slow song n her image potray a sporty one.. haha but den she wore e arena tour wristbands n t-shirt.. cool

life sux

my life sux.. y?

b4 e sun even appear, at ard 5 i woke up.. and i left hse even b4 sun come out too..

den i lead a "wat am i doing" time from a v "short" time of almost whole day? till 5.30 if nth goes wrong or 7 8 or even 9 plus if something does goes wrong.. hey wait.. oen more.. cant even go home..

den on my way home.. my head will be hopelessly bobbing ard cos i am too tired to be awake.. even nid some kinda souls (one reason or another they are nv chinese) to wake me up when i reach e final station..

next when i reach lakeside (mrt station nearest to my home) its either dark (cos its raining or sun goes dwn aready) or wif a stomach growling or shld i sae roaring as loud as a lion.. and wif my weight in my mind.. cant get anything to eat too..

den when i reach home, go on com, take a bath.. after a game or 2 of dota, or even some ep of anime, or some hrs of tv watching, its time to slp.. oh wait sometime did neither jus come back n knock off~

so dere it is.. life jus sux.. however tinking along.. i seriously hope my life wun be like dis after my uni life.. i believe dere is somehting more intersting out dere.. one dream tat keeps me going is to go japan after i ord.. and hope can go to ayumi arena tour.. after watching tat us guy's report.. i am buzzing wif excitement whenever i tink i might be able to go.. well.. hope my dream wil come true..

Arena tour

wah came across dis lucky fan who went to jap for a tour n managed to get a tix to AYUMI arena tour.. SO LUCKy... u noe wat? next mar.. hopefully dere is another one arena tour n i will spend watever i have to get e same tix too!!

here is e link, im telling u its wonderful exp!! boy after reading it.. how i wish i am rite dere rite now!!!

haircut

jus gt a haircut today.. same hairdresser, same orders, but it sux.. zzz

hahah ridiculously funi..

today i heard e most ridiculous thing ever in my ever happening NSF life..

well tat is a REGULAR officer seem to be JEALOUS over a NSF sgt who going to fark off in less den a yr.. 347 days to be exact...

imagine dis.. dis nsf sgt whu type one extra letter to a name.. kanna complain.. not in his face but to his even higher superior.. (not mentioning names to protect personnel.. not tat its not obvious enuff).. as tat suay sgt, i am farking pissed.. y? not becos i tink its not my fault.. yes its my fault cos i didnt check.. but i am pissed becos its jus dis one farking tiny mistake and she make such a big fuss.. oh yeah gt another incident..

i was oso tasked to watch a video n to review if it was shown b4.. being e short memory me.. i wun even bother to remember wats in e video.. apparently (not v sure but.. ) i was oso beign complained for a slack attitude to work.. HAHAHA.. wat a joke.. come on.. if i can remember all.. my brain wud probably nid to go for operation to remove a tumour..

den again.. i was wondering whether i am really at fault.. den something happen again.. sadly speaking.. dis suay sgt is involved again.. dis time dis sgt is e office duty personnel whu supposed to come out wif RO... routine orders to those whu duno.. her orders was to have it at her desk at 3pm everyday.. well being a SUPERIOR officer.. we all obeyed.. n she nv check it on time anyway.. so today while dis sgt is being tasked to do another thing.. as he as completed almost the whole thing leaving jus additions to add it if any, he didnt return to jus do n complete it on time.. GUESS WAT.. she's so punctual tat my frd start calling a while later after 3.. saying she asking for it.. well well, wat struck her.. she suddenly realise she cant always be so late den delaying or wat??

den she took e letter out again.. announce to whole office asking whu do e letter.. y add e letterhead inappropriately.. well she definitely gt sudden loss of memory cos jus a day earlier she was complaining tat dis sgt type wrongly and she cannot remember whu do e letter.. den she explain e letterhead affair to everyone but e sgt whu is not dere.. when dis sgt come back, she didnt breathe a word.. ooh.. wats tat man? a trap? trap tat she can sae she announce but the sgt didnt bother to find out?

correct me if i am wrong.. is dis regular whu wud be in army for a v long time jealous of dis nsf whu is farking off in 300 over days..?? i am so stunned for words.. den again its so funi.. hahaha.. y she so scared of nsf.. LOL.. like i will affect her pay n all tat.. all this onli reflect her unprofessionalism.. oh yeah.. professionalism is one core value or e army.. did she 4get her basic right?? my mum says she is jealous.. i wonder wat of.. haiz.. woman.. or shld i sae.. ba~~ba~~

anyway i will definitely apologise if any of e data above is incorrect..

haha another memory of my ever interesting office life.. where politics so real.. in fact i tink i am in a real war in office.. compared to my peers in combat units.. y? cos i everyday facing artilleries.. grenades... lucky i am leaving war zone in 347 days..