the world is screwed

while we grow up learning how to be good, how to be responsible and how we should be kind and all..

in the nearing 2 years, i learnt that all those are bullshit..

you know it.. becos sadly, ppl who are responsible, kind and hardworking are treated like fools.. fools which can be exploited so that they can go higher.. stepping stones..

on the other hand, ppl who are e opposite are living happily.. ignorant of all the trouble brewing because of their attitude.. no wonder they say ignorance is bliss..

which is why i really tink education system should change.. teach us how to be ruthless.. selfish.. because thats how the reality is.. i really believe this is one of the major factors why many ppl cant do big things.. because we are not shrewd enuff..

2 years make me learn alot.. 人善被人欺.. one must be ruthless to succeed.. seems like im not destined to do great stuff..

today is the day i give up.. my efforts are going nowhere.. solutions rejected.. more problems are caused.. reasonings ignored.. stupid excuses surfaces.. childish tantrum end of day.. use rank loh.. thats how u win..

somehow the programs we watched on tv, hear on radio are all abt how good prevails.. but is tat the real truth.. because.. none of this is happening..

i wish i nv grow up.. because all i learn.. is that the world is twisted and screwed.. way beyond hope..